Chapter 181: Treat Yourself
"Shall I take you for a bite to eat?" Song Chengyi opened his mouth after deliberation.
"I'm not hungry." Luo Yixia shook his head.
"Obedient." Song Chengyi coaxed.
Luo Yixia sat on the side of the cafeteria, Song Chengyi first took glucose and let her drink two sticks of glucose, and finally was forced to stuff two eggs and a bottle of milk.
Luo Yixia's mental state is not very good.
"I'll take you to rest."
"Aren't you going home?" Luo Yixia raised his eyes and looked at him, his usually energetic eyes were dull at this time.
"I'm not going back." Song Chengyi looked at him very distressed, the kind of pain that his heart was pinched.
Finally, I went to a nearby hotel to open a room.
"You're going to a break?" Song Chengyi looked at her poor spirits.
"I want to take a shower."
"Okay."
Luo Yixia entered the bathroom and closed the door, and the water rattled.
Luo Yixia had already taken off Song Chengyi's clothes, and the white wool inside and the hem were also stained with a trace of blood, which had already dried up.
Luo Yixia felt that the blood stains were dazzling.
She closed her eyes tightly, and when she opened them again, she saw that her water-stained hands had turned blood-red, and all the water had turned to blood.
In front of her eyes, Hikohiko was covered in blood.
And the last time I saw Hikohiko's painful expression.
In an instant, her brain collapsed, her body kept shaking, and she kept washing her hands with the faucet on, but she couldn't wash it clean.
What to do?
Hikohiko......
The groans of pain in those emergency rooms, the bloodies......
Luo Yixia seemed to have seen the car accident with his own eyes, saw the violent collision, and saw the blood all over the ground, which converged into a winding river......
She saw a mother protecting her child with her body when the car collided, and the child's cries and countless life-saving sounds.
Constantly filled with Luo Yixia's thoughts......
Ten minutes later, a knock outside the door interrupted Luo Yixia's sinking, and she came back to her senses, her hands were clean, but they became red because of the constant rubbing, and she was not a witness to the accident at all, she did not know the process of the car accident.
"Xia Xia, you open the door, I got you pajamas."
Luo Yixia opened a crack in the door, stretched out his hand, took the pajamas, and then closed the door tightly.
Song Chengyi felt that her whole person was wrong and out of shape since she saw her in the morning, and she herself seemed to be unconscious.
Luo Yixia changed into clean clothes and walked out.
Song Chengyi had been waiting outside the bathroom.
I have been paying attention to the sound inside, and seeing that half an hour has passed, Luo Yixia will not open the door again, he will break in.
Luo Yixia walked out and glanced at him lightly.
"I'm sleepy." Leaving such a sentence, he got into the bed.
Song Chengyi smelled the smell of his body and felt uncomfortable, so he went to the bathroom and quickly flushed it, and went to bed lightly.
He gently hugged her from behind.
In an instant, Luo Yixia's entire body stiffened, and it kept stiffening.
Song Chengyi felt it very clearly, her body was very cold.
Luo Yixia has not moved, but his body has been stiff.
I only heard a soft sigh behind her, and Song Chengyi let go of her.
Holding his breath, he was relieved.
The eyes that had been closed were also opened, and there was still no luster, as if they had lost their souls.
But soon, she was pulled into a warm embrace, which was very warm, and for a while she was a little greedy.
Her back rested on his broad chest, and the two of them were so close that they could even feel each other's heartbeats.
"Xia Xia...... I'm sorry. ”
Luo Yixia closed his eyes tightly and bit his lip to prevent himself from making a sound.
"I know you're not asleep......"
"I shouldn't have let you come here, last night...... I was too anxious to take your feelings into account...... I'm sorry. ”
Song Chengyi said intermittently behind her.
Luo Yixia wanted to say, it has nothing to do with you, you just did what you should do, it's just me...... It's just that my mental ability to bear it is too poor, it's just that I'm not angry, I'm just angry with myself, I'm angry with myself, and I can't even take care of a child.
But she didn't know how to speak.
"Xia Xia...... Don't blame yourself, okay? Xia Xia ...... You've done a good job, you're doing better than me...... Xia Xia ...... I can't see you like this, I feel sorry for ......"
Song Chengyi said it very messily, but Luo Yixia understood what he meant.
She felt like her heart was blocked, very uncomfortable, sore and painful.
Song Chengyi buried his head in Luo Yixia's neck socket and whispered her name.
One after another, as if it was constantly scratching her heart and her thoughts, she now seemed to have only him in her eyes.
"Sleeping." Luo Yixia reached out and pressed the hand he placed on his waist and held it tightly.
"Okay." Hearing her response, Song Chengyi also breathed a sigh of relief and immediately responded.
The arms that held her tightened, as if they wanted to burn her in their own body, in their blood.
Luo Yixia didn't know when she woke up, but she was a lot more relaxed physically and psychologically, and her nerves that had been tense all night were well relaxed.
Song Chengyi next to him was also sleeping.
I don't know when Luo Yixia's whole body has been buried in his arms, maybe it was the instinctive reaction of the body.
He didn't close his eyes all night last night, he was more nervous than himself, he was even more tired than himself.
Luo Yixia wanted to hug him more, and began to bury him in his arms again.
Arms climbed up his back.
Song Chengyi also immediately reached out and hugged her back.
Feeling his movements, Luo Yixia didn't move, but just hugged him more rampantly.
After a long time, Luo Yixia was finally satisfied and raised her little face.
After a good night's sleep, his complexion has improved a lot.
At this time, Song Chengyi also lowered his eyes and looked at her.
"Did you sleep well?" Luo Yixia asked in a low voice.
"Alright."
"I'm hungry." Luo Yixia immediately said pitifully.
"Hmm...... I'm hungry too......" Song Chengyi groaned......
"Let's get up and eat." Luo Yixia actively let go of his hands and was about to get up, but he was dragged back into his arms by Song Chengyi.
A pair of eyes full of confusion.
"Don't be so troublesome......"
“???”
"I've been hungry for more than half a month......" Song Chengyi's expression was a little forbearing, and then approached Luo Yixia.
“???” Didn't he eat for half a month?
I was just about to blurt it out, as if I suddenly understood something.
The originally fair cheeks were instantly stained crimson.
"I'm hungry...... To eat. Luo Yixia nudged him.
Song Chengyi grabbed her little hand with his backhand, handed it to his mouth and kissed it.
"Then I'll feed you first...... And then treat myself? ”
Luo Yixia opened her big confused eyes, but finally nodded.
Song Chengyi kissed her forehead again, and then got up.
Song Chengyi went to call the hotel room.
The two had a rare tacit understanding and lay in bed. on, unwilling to get up.
Even Luo Yixia was so lazy that he was fed by Song Chengyi when he ate, this kind of rush to be a waste person is really good......
Luo Yixia thought in his heart, of course, these must be unwilling to let Song Chengyi know.
Song Chengyi waited until she was full of food and drink before she went to eat two bites by herself.
Luo Yixia was caught by Song Chengyi as soon as he got into the warm quilt for a few minutes.
"You need to exercise after eating, otherwise you will accumulate food."
"I've just eaten enough and can't exercise vigorously......"
"It's not violent, I'll be gentle......"
"It's daylight ......"
"Close the curtains, turn off the lights, day and night."
"Let's be in the evening...... Hmmm......"
Song Chengyi didn't give Luo Yixia a chance to speak anymore.
After being tossed, Luo Yixia fell asleep again, and when he closed his eyes, he kept shouting in his heart: Where is the tenderness? Where is not intense?
It's just a terrible crush, it's too painful......
It was already midnight when I woke up again, and Luo Yixia, who had slept for a day, was full of energy and much more comfortable.
Song Chengyi sat on the side and looked at her phone, saw that she woke up, and put down her phone.
"Are you thirsty?"
Originally, he was not thirsty, but he seemed to be very happy when he saw Song Chengyi "taking care" of himself, and immediately nodded.
Song Chengyi went to pour a glass of water and handed it to her.
But Luo Yixia didn't react, and his eyes motioned for him to feed himself.
Luo Yixia smiled dotingly, helped her up, and slowly fed her water behind her, Luo Yixia drank two sips, and then didn't drink anymore.
"Do you want to go back to sleep?" Song Chengyi put down the quilt.
"I can't say anything, I want you to hug me." Luo Yixia drilled into his arms.
"Okay."
Song Chengyi hugged her, and Luo Yixia had been listening to his heartbeat in his arms, but he felt unreal......
"You said that if I become a waste, are you still willing to take care of me all the time?" Suddenly, she asked.
Song Chengyi asked rhetorically without thinking: "With me, will you become a waste?" Even if it's what I'm used to, what can I do if I'm used to it, I have to pet it. ”
Luo Yixia, who heard the answer, was very satisfied.
"Tomorrow I want to go see Hikohiko." After a long time, Luo Yixia spoke, but in a very serious tone.
"Yanyan is fine, I asked my colleague in the afternoon, he was already awake in the morning, and he kept asking where you went after that, and his parents are out of danger, and his mother is awake during the day."
Song Chengyi seemed to know what he wanted to ask, and told her everything she wanted to know before she could open her mouth.
"That's good."
"I'll take you to see Hikohiko tomorrow morning, don't worry, no one blames you, on the contrary, you did a good job, one of the most seriously injured in last night's car accident has been rescued because of the blood you donated." Song Chengyi stroked her hair again and again.
"It's okay."
Hearing that it was okay, Luo Yixia was also relieved......
I just had an idea in my heart...... It seems to be getting stronger and stronger.
"What do you think of me changing majors?"
Not only Song Chengyi was stunned when he said it, but Luo Yixia himself was also stunned.
How could she say it so easily?
After a long time, she heard Song Chengyi's voice: "Did this incident affect you and put pressure on you?" But I think you're doing a good job, and you're only a sophomore and you can be even better. ”