"Who are you in such a relationship? And you? Xing'er poked Leon's strong chest with her fingertips, and her eyes seemed to say, "It feels so good."

Leon wasn't dissuaded by her flirtation this time, he still looked at her with fixed eyes, waiting for her reason.

Xing'er walked up to the bar, lifted one leg and began to stretch. After a few movements, she turned around to find that Leon's eyes were still unchanged, and he seemed to be very obsessed with the answer.

She sighed and chuckled, "Are you so curious?" ”

Leon nodded firmly.

"Okay." Xing'er made an adagio, took a deep breath and adjusted her posture, then relaxed again, no longer avoiding Leon's probing gaze.

"My mom had two failed pregnancies before she conceived Eason and Faye. On one occasion, she was forced to have an abortion after her fetus was stopped, and the process was very unsmooth, and she spent two months in the hospital. I was still young, but that was the first time I had a strong fear that I would lose my mom and lose this perfect family. ”

"Personally, I really don't want them to have any other children, and I don't want to risk losing my mom again. Later, although she was discharged from the hospital, she lived a very painful life for a long time, and blamed herself. Even though she wanted to hide in front of me and Yue'er, I could still feel it. Children are the most sensitive, especially children like me. ”

"Later, a few years later, she became pregnant again, twins. During pregnancy, the doctor warned her to be careful of complications, but this was not something she could control. As a result, although the fetus was carefully cared for to term, there was a problem when it was born. ”

"Do you know how much blood is 4000CC? It's about how much blood you have in your body. My mother suffered a massive hemorrhage and lost 4000CC, and she was rescued on the operating table for half a day before finally saving her life. ”

"You don't see us praying outside the operating room. I've never seen my dad so desperate, and I've never felt so scared. Honestly, if we had lost her like that, I can't imagine what this home would have become in the end. ”

"I've never seen a couple who love each other as much as my parents, and frankly, I don't have the confidence to meet a good man like my dad like my mom. I can't love a child like she did. ”

"She gave up her career for the sake of a few of us. I often wonder how brilliant her career would have been if it weren't for us. Everyone said that the children of our Lu family were talented and well trained, but I always felt that we forced her to sacrifice herself. ”

Xing'er adjusted her breathing, and Leon saw some sparkling water in her eyes for a moment.

"Of course I know my mom never regrets it, and you can be sure of that from the look in her eyes. She really loves us from the bottom of her heart. ”

"But I don't think I'm as great as her, and I doubt I can do it as wholeheartedly as she does, to my family, to my husband, and to my children."

"My dad was just as weird as she was. After they have been married for so many years, my dad has never worked overtime. I commute to work on time every day, and I spend all my spare time with my wife and children. It's super funny that once he met a fraud syndicate, and thought he was going bankrupt, so he actually proposed to divorce my mother, and it didn't affect us to leave the house by himself. But I know my dad loves us so much. If you look at the current divorce rate and cheating rate, how many people are loyal to their love and marriage? ”

"What if I don't meet a man like my dad, if my marriage breaks down and my child becomes a child of a single-parent family? Just thinking about this possibility reminds me of the despair I felt at the moment when I might have lost my mother. ”

"So, you ask me why I don't have a relationship like that, because I don't believe I'm going to have that kind of good luck. A man like my dad is hard to come by, and the probability of meeting him is probably harder than if you go to the Sahara Desert to find a grain of gold sand. ”

"Besides, even if you pass the character test in love, you have to consider many other aspects. For example, the male model we met at that airport, who would know if he was good just by his appearance? You said that it would be okay if you found out before marriage, but many men nowadays only have such problems until they are middle-aged. What do you say a woman should do? Neither is it not not separated. It's too hard, it's too hard. Xing'er shook her head affirmatively.

Leon couldn't help but laugh when he heard this last reason, first trying to hold it back, and finally he couldn't help it.

While Xing'er was still stretching, he walked up, held her face with both hands, and held back a sentence for a while: "What do you have in your head?" ”

Xing'er pushed his hand away and straightened his hair in front of the mirror on the wall, "Of course it's a pure rational brain, don't you think it's sexy?" ”

Leon looked at her smug appearance and shook his head helplessly, it was really a strange thing in a strange way.

However, after listening to her reasoning, Leon couldn't find a reason to refute it for a while. Xing'er said that it is reasonable and modest, yes, loyal love is really rare. This is probably a luxury for most people.

"So, I want to tell you that it was really not easy for Yue'er and Chris to get to where they are today. I know this may be a little unfair to you, but I absolutely believe that you can adjust your mindset and set off again, don't worry, with me here, I will definitely help you out. Xing'er patted her chest and guaranteed the ticket.

Leon looked at Xing'er, his eyes seemed to be thinking about what it meant to be "with me". He was afraid that he had misinterpreted.

"Alaska will definitely make you forget about those earthly troubles. When you come back, it's going to be another good dish, I mean a good one. Remember to make a wish to the goddess Aurora, and she will definitely grant you a good marriage. ”

"Then why don't you let the goddess Aurora give you a good man to enjoy for the rest of your life?" Leon asked as Xing'er thought.

"As I said, it's not good for men to be middle-aged. More than 40% of men over the age of 40 have some degree of problems. This goddess Aurora probably can't solve it. ”

"By the way, you're 31 years old, right?" Leon saw that she was about to speak again, and intuitively felt that she would say something like "You have only 9 years left" in the next sentence, and quickly covered her mouth with his hand.

"Don't worry, I won't have that kind of problem." Leon was helpless, she had reminded him more than once, but what man likes to discuss this kind of topic!

"What do I have to worry about, you're not my husband. Your future wife needs to worry about this kind of problem for you. Xing'er stood up and walked out the door.

Leon stayed where she was, pondering what she said, and always felt that it sounded strange.