Confusion (1)

Today is really not a big day, Bei Bei didn't even think about going to Peng Cheng in the morning, but today she unexpectedly got two hundred yuan.

This is the company's selection of what kind of quarterly pacesetter reward, it is an unprecedented new award, I don't know who proposed it, she didn't care about it when she was selected a few days ago. Director Yang specially called her into the office and told her about the selection, as if this pacesetter was prepared for her. With such a solemn introduction, the girl naturally understood Director Yang's intentions in her heart, this good child, whether it was given to her by Director Yang or not, she had to write it down.

Today, I gave 200 yuan to each of the pacesetters on the list, and in the afternoon, Director Yang specially called her over to stuff it for her, which was very mysterious. The girl was delighted, the windfall, though not much was visible from her face. Director Yang also seemed to think that she should be happy, but it was her excessive restraint that made the old director very unhappy. These Beibei didn't notice, she just thought that with this money, she could buy Peng Cheng something delicious, such a cheap excitement made her feel deeply unspeakable, that kind of arrogant poverty in her heart, her self-esteem must be hidden, she was even happier, and more restrained.

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When a person begins to fall in love with his mind, there is no inner agitation and happiness, what is love?

It had been a few days since he and Peng Cheng had seen each other, and since that time the grove had been separated, they had only occasionally made phone calls. Peng Cheng seems to have lost the enthusiasm of the two when they met, and the phone calls rarely came, and most of the calls were for food, which was short, and there were few love words.

"I think you've changed. "Babe seems to have discovered, she should have discovered, but as sensitive as a woman, always has to discover, but she doesn't know how to alert her lover yet, she almost never uses skill.

"Huh?" Peng Cheng was stunned for a moment, he especially hummed on the phone, and showed his strange pretentiousness, as if he was afraid that Bei Bei would not be able to see it, and he wanted to cover it up, and then said in a joking tone: "Daughter-in-law, what are you talking about? Don't do the whole thing!"

Bei Bei smiled, she also felt that it was just her own hypocrisy, and the whole thing: "I don't think you love me anymore." ”

"Damn, you can do the whole thing, daughter-in-law, why don't I love you anymore. The young man said it hard, he said it hard, as if he was justifying, so that it made people very uncomfortable.

"Who do you call every day, how do you always get busy. The girl asked him calmly.

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"I'm godmother!" Peng Cheng said lightly. "I asked her to make me something to eat. ”

Life is like acting, everyone loves to talk about the stage, pretending to be like the real thing, but it's just pretending, which day to tell a smooth truth, to make people laugh, how childish the truth, the beautiful things in this world have been torn apart, ruined, called a sitcom, and I don't know how distressed it is, how ironic.

In fact, Peng Cheng's phone is busy, not because Bei Bei thinks he doesn't love him, but more because she watched Peng Cheng's QQ. It was an accident that she accidentally stumbled, and he said in QQ: "Auntie, do you think I'm a pervert, I seem to like old ladies." ”

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There are fewer and fewer calls like this between her and Peng Cheng, so Bei Bei will always remember that this is their last call, which has made her uncomfortable, and it is because of this phone call that she can't enter or retreat. From quantitative change to qualitative change, the change always seems to be remarkable, as if it is a step across the past, like a beautiful apple, for several days, not even the same thing has changed, fresh and tender, beautiful and bright, only one day, suddenly one day, it is rotten, and out of control, scares people.

"By the way, daughter-in-law, I'm doing it with Xiaomin now. Peng Cheng suddenly said that he had never talked about his business, never.

"What are you doing with Xiao Min?" Bei Bei continued to ask him tentatively, she became cautious, what does it have to do with Xiao Min? She couldn't figure it out, she didn't have time to think about it now, he liked the old lady and made her uncomfortable, even a little disgusting, if that was true, it would be too embarrassing, old lady, is she not as good as an old lady, really disgusting like eating a fly.

"Sale!" said the lad again, as if everything were taken for granted, and he seemed to think that the girl's question was childish, and spoke in a tone of utter contempt.

"What deal?" the girl then asked her, they weren't on the same channel, he didn't find out what she was thinking, and neither was she.

"Just buy things and collect money!"

"You guys are making money in the bathhouse?" Bei Bei finally understood, so Peng Cheng smiled proudly.

"Xiao Min is very smart, daughter-in-law, you don't have to worry about me eating, I'll just hug a little a day. Peng Cheng said, full of confidence.

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At this moment, Bei Bei didn't feel that there was anything wrong with holding money, she hadn't realized the importance of character, how terrible a person who dared to deceive others by means could be, she didn't even know it, she didn't even notice it. Maybe you don't need to notice it at all, when two people are on the same front and have common interests, what's so scary?

"Cheng Cheng, are you on good terms with Xiao Min?" she asked him tentatively, the old lady's business was obviously not easy to believe, was it?

"What's good, let's get money together!" Peng Cheng said lightly, very comfortable, at that moment Bei Bei felt that it was not Xiao Min.

"Then you have a good relationship with Aunt Xue?"

"It's okay, hey, what's not good, she makes me food, does the laundry, I call her Mom. ”

"Oh!" Bei Bei relieved herself, but in a blink of an eye, she asked again: "You don't like Aunt Xue, do you?"

This is Wen Beibei's first attempt many times, frankly speaking, she asked like a fool, from the question to the tone, stupid to the extreme, this girl in judgment, stupid and helpless, almost radiant, not only she regretted it, Peng Cheng laughed at the time.

His laughter at that time was meaningful, it seemed that there were countless meanings in that laughter, but Bei Bei didn't understand it at all, she only felt that it was a laughter with content, until many years later, when everything disappeared, she finally understood what that laughter was, and the smugness in it made people ashamed.

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"You're stupid! how old is she, she's my godmother!" Peng Cheng retorted to him, as if she was a woman with a sick brain, and he laughed at her, her thoughts, her behavior, and how she could still ask him.

"Then you said on QQ that you like old ladies. The girl was an upright man, and she was as honest as a baby, and she continued her questioning, and as if it had all come true, she began to feel a noise in her breasts, and she rose and fell violently.

"Do you see me Q?" Peng Cheng asked her, and he could hear that he smiled indifferently.

"Hmm!"

"Isn't that just talking to my aunt and playing? She's like my mom, don't I just want to have a mom?"