Volume I, Chapter 6
Le Ying was dumbfounded.
Why do you still miss that person?
Le Ying smiled bitterly and shook her head, still the familiar dialogue line: "I'm sorry." ”
Then the two of them were stunned for a moment, and they both laughed, and the atmosphere gradually transformed from embarrassment.
"You actually look good when you laugh." Gu Xiujin finished gnawing the apple and poured another glass of water for Le Ying.
"Thank you, and so are you." Le Ying took the water cup this time and took a sip.
Gu Xiujin watched her hugging the quilt, and for a moment felt that this scene was simply beautiful:
Le Ying sat on the hospital bed, leaning on the head of the bed, the sun shone obliquely, reflecting half of her face, although she was a little sickly white, but her spirit was not dead, her eyes were full of yearning and expectation.
Gu Xiujin was a little distracted, Le Ying was a little uncomfortable with this person's hot gaze, he obviously had such a cold face, why were his eyes so gentle.
"What are you looking at?" Le Ying asked him.
"Look at you," Gu Xiujin said with a smile, "We finally have something else to talk about besides that waste and sorry." ”
"Mr. Gu, has anyone said that in fact, you are not as domineering as you look, and it is difficult to approach." Le Ying took another sip of water.
"Miss Shen, what do you think domineering presidents are like, can you give me some science popularization?" Gu Xiujin was happy, for the first time he heard that there was a definition of a domineering president.
"It's your delicate hair to your toenails, every detail, the color of the tie, the style of the cufflinks, the material of the armbands, and even the texture of your socks today, all show your temperament, the way you speak is always based on profit, and every word seems to be paid."
"I appreciate your appreciation of my attire, but I want to refute your stereotype that a domineering president speaks and pays taxes." Gu Xiujin deliberately lowered his face.
"It's better to put forward your own demands simply and clearly, and for some people, it's better not to say more than you can do well."
Le Ying shook her shoulders with laughter, "You mean to say that under the appearance of your boss, you still live in the heart of an affordable man?" ”
"Did you say that the affordable man underestimated me a little?" Gu Xiujin argued with reason.
"The warm man next door?"
"Do I look like a central air conditioner?" Gu Xiujin was speechless, "Who did you learn from this ability to look at people, how can you be like this?" ”
"Yes," Le Ying fell silent again, "so I have been wrong for five years, and every time I tell myself that I am not good enough, and my life is getting more and more humble, I was just wondering if I could reconcile with him if I was a little weaker this time." ”
"Stop the idea, he's not worth it." Gu Xiujin said very seriously, "He doesn't deserve such a humble life as you, I said, you deserve better." ”
The topic came full circle and came back.
"Mr. Gu, we are really not suitable." Le Ying sighed, "It's not just because I just fell out of love, we haven't had time to get to know each other, just like you said, I can't fall again on the hurdle of seeing people are not allowed." ”
"Miss Ruan," every time Le Ying started with "Mr. Gu", he would always politely return a "Miss Ruan", Gu Xiujin got up, walked to the window, thought about it, and spoke: "Everyone has the wrong person sometimes, but I think you should at least give yourself a chance to 'see'." ”
Gu Xiujin lowered his head by the window, as if he had ten thousand plans in his mind, and finally just said: "You said it yourself, you look at that scum for five years, and in the end, such a result, you try to see me, see what kind of future I can give you?" ”
Le Ying couldn't believe it, this person's eyes were even pleading.
How can she be virtuous.
"You can always tell me your answer," Gu Xiujin took out his mobile phone from his pocket and shook it, "After all, we have contact information now." ”
Le Ying just wanted to say something, but was stopped by Gu Xiujin, and he continued: "You think about it, I have a bit of a domineering president's character, and I don't accept the answer I don't want." ”
The meaning of this statement is very clear, he has identified Le Ying, and he will not give up.
Le Ying wanted to cry a little, she really hoped that God was too bitter to see her, and brought Lin Jin out of her life, sent this person over, and shone on her future.
She was so afraid, so afraid that it was all a dream, and she would wake up and become isolated again.
"Don't cry, or I'll let grandma come?" Gu Xiujin was anxious, "Sometimes I talk about projects abroad, and the materials are not so complete, I am not as nervous and confident as I am now, or I will call my grandmother and ask her to identify my character?" ”
Le Ying still had tears on her face, but she was amused by this sentence.
Gu Xiujin smiled when she saw her, and then said with a straight face: "I won't confess to anyone, I haven't confessed to anyone, I can't guarantee you anything, I can only say that in the future, I won't let you leave me sadly, and I won't let you say goodbye in despair." ”
Le Ying could understand every word of this sentence, but the meaning of the connection made Le Ying stunned for a long time like a chasm, and she didn't come back to it.
Gu Xiujin was more comfortable, and after saying this, he left a note, on which was written his grandmother's ward number, and his mobile phone number,
"Gu Xiujin" He wrote these three words neatly on the paper. Then he turned around and left the ward.
When Le Ying came back to her senses, she was the only one left in the entire ward.
On this day, it was as if she had experienced a century.
Ehime, Lin Jin seemed to be a memory of the last century, she picked up the note on the table, and it was neatly written: Gu Xiujin.
Each stroke is very serious, try not to bring a practice pen, so that people can see clearly, but there is a very charm.
Yan Hexu should be the name of the old lady, with her ward number on the back.
She looked at the note with an indescribable feeling.
She couldn't refuse, he refused to get an answer he didn't want to see.
Sure enough, it is very bossy, and this difficult character of a strong man is simply a portrayal of the boss.
Gu Xiujin.
She silently read the name and sighed.
Why should I be broken up and accepted into a new relationship on the same day?
With a child-like temper, Le Ying is helpless, and it seems that only she can't lose her temper in the world.
After going through so much, she was a little tired and fell asleep in a daze.
When she woke up again, she noticed that her room had changed slightly:
Originally, there was not even a hot water bottle, but now there is an extra water dispenser, the red light shows that the hot water has been boiled, the fruits in the room have been sorted and placed, and the ones that can be placed at room temperature are placed at the head of the bed where she can reach, and the ones that need to be frozen have been placed on a basin of ice cubes.
There were some washed grapes and oranges, already cut, pitted, with small forks inserted, and placed closest to her.
She didn't know if these changes were because of the old lady or because of the man named Gu Xiujin.
She picked up the fruit and ate it slowly, bite by bite.
Because there was no one to accompany her in this ward, there was not even an extra stool, let alone a companion bed, and in a huge ward, she was alone, recalling every time she felt that it was too difficult to cross.
Since she was a child, her parents have been busy in the business war, and she has spent almost all her student life in a private boarding school, and her college parents ignored her choice and forced her to a noble school abroad, so that she spent four years as an undergraduate and three years as a graduate student in a place where birds don't.
She had forgotten what she had learned, and all she could remember was that the professor took the trouble to ask her why she didn't go home.
She smiled bitterly, she also wanted to go back, but when she went back, she was facing an empty house, and what was the difference between facing the classroom here.
When she was sick, she took medicine, she had a fever, she applied cold compresses, and she even laughed at herself, if she died one day, maybe no one would be able to find her body in time.
Under such circumstances, she returned to China, and at this time, she was no longer the lively, cute, and positive little girl, she lived so independently and lonely.
When encountering things, she is as calm as if she has no heart, and she is decisive and decisive, which is synonymous with her in the workplace.
and unkindness has become a hurdle that she will never be able to overcome.
Everyone praised her as a strong woman in the future, and she also knew that everyone laughed at her behind her back for being an emotionless machine.
It was at that time that she met Lin Jin.
She insisted on making a career to show this man and make this man fall in love with her.
She worked all night and night to sort out information, study data, market research, and finally took the company to the NASDAQ market.
It was at this time that her best friend climbed into Lin Jin's bed.
Perhaps it was at this time that Lin Jin began to stab twice, for the future development of his company and the vested interests of her family, he took all his care for Le Ying.
In this relationship, she supported a piece of the world alone.
And this world is not what he wants.
Looking back on those days of hard work, Le Ying still feels excited, and when she thinks back to that company, she will also feel regretful, the youth thrown away is gone forever, and life is always a little bit of air in your comfort zone.
In the end, Le Ying, who suffocated to death in her comfort zone, was broken by such a reality, and the pain in her heart would hurt anyone who said it.
In this relationship, Le Ying did lose, whether she was indifferent or she only cared about her career, all the efforts she put into Lin Jin were not as good as Ehime's coquettishness by his side.
Lin Jin is not her kapok after all, nor will it be his oak tree.
She won't be Lin Jin's bird, and the flower.
She was a parasitic and strangled her love with Lin Jin in her arms.
Le Ying stood alone at the end of love, not knowing how to be relieved.