Chapter 034: Dawn
"Don't know? Why do you say that? Zhi Duoxing's expression was a little curious. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
"Because...... Cang Yi said that he wanted to go to the moon god, it was that kind of close contact, but when I left here, the headless corpse in the big pit was about to chase over, with Cang Yi's ability alone, there was no way to ......" Tranquility's voice became smaller and smaller, she thought that with Zhi Duoxing's comprehension ability, the previous words were enough to show her meaning, and the latter words were not very good.
"I see, you're not willing to risk saving someone who might be dead now that you've lifted the Moon Shadow curse, do you?" Zhi Duoxing turned around, "I won't force others, but Tranquility, you yourself have said it, you know that feeling, being in despair, always expecting the actors who participate with you to save you." ā
Tranquility lowered her head, of course she knew that what she had just thought was very despicable.
"I know, but ...... I don't have the courage of you...... What's more, the possibility that Cangyi is still alive is too small, if we save him, maybe we will all lose it, the moon god in this is not the moon god we met at the altar, and it is not just a tool used to make a wish. Tranquility also turned around, and the two of them turned their backs to each other.
"Can you still recall how you felt when you were trapped in a dry well?" Zhi Duoxing asked softly.
"Of course I ......" In front of Zhi Duoxing's question, Tranquility suddenly found that her previous rhetoric was like a joke, when Rouguang died because of looking at her head, she once questioned Zhi Duoxing, but now, ...... When she was able to survive safely, she hesitated.
Perhaps, the main reason for his hesitation is that he is unwilling to tear off this fig leaf.
With the fig leaf of objective factors, after falling asleep at night, you will not wake up because of your selfishness.
"Actually, you've almost forgotten, haven't you? Do you remember the person who pulled you up? How many of them are there? What are their code names? Remember? Zhi Duoxing asked.
"Even if you don't remember! I'm not still alive now, and I've mostly survived this movie, so what if I forget? Maybe they forgot to save me, too? Being questioned by Zhi Duoxing continuously, Tranquility became angry, turned around, and yelled at Zhi Duoxing's back.
Angry at all, the quiet voice echoed through the spiral staircase.
"Sometimes, I feel like the world is so unfair to people like me." Zhiduoxing also turned around.
"Huh?" Tranquility was a little surprised.
"I have been rescued a total of 7 times, and I can still easily recall the deepest time, when we played three tomb robbers, the other two were codenamed Chang'an and Songbai, according to the script, we need to enter an unknown ancient tomb in the north to steal the sea bell inside, the time is a total of three days. Less than half a day after entering the ancient tomb, we triggered the mechanism in the tomb because of carelessness, the entrance was blocked, and Songbai and I were seriously injured, and our legs were pierced by several crossbow arrows. Although the two of us relied on healing props to temporarily save our lives, our mobility was almost zero, and there was no way to act at all, Chang'an took the two of us to move forward alone, do you know how he did it? Zhi Duoxing stopped at this point.
"He explored the way in front of him alone, and after making sure it was safe, he carried the two of us one by one...... That's the ancient tomb, in order to prevent the tomb robbers from stealing the treasures inside, which tomb owner is not trying his best, and Chang'an actually explored the road in front alone, and then transported us back and forth twice. ā
"During this time, the two of us have been persuading him to give up, heh, how can anyone be able to move together with two cripples in the ancient tomb, but he has never answered us. Later, while carrying Songbai, a delayed mechanism was triggered, Songbai died on the mechanism, and Chang'an's left hand was also burned. ā
At this time, Zhiduoxing took a few steps forward.
"When he walked to me again, I said to him: You go alone, maybe the three of us can survive one of them, now Songbai is dead, you are also injured, if you insist on continuing to take me, then the group is our only ending, you leave me, I will not blame you, because this is not only your choice, but also my choice."
"When he heard that, he sat down next to me, tore the strip of cloth from his clothes and began to bandage his left hand, and when he was done, he spoke, and you know what he said?" Zhi Duoxing asked as he stared at his quiet eyes.
"......" Tranquility shook her head.
"Sometimes, I feel like the world is so unfair to people like me," he said. Zhi Duoxing paused, "I was curious why he would say such a thing with such good luck, so I asked him: If it is not fair to you, then what is it to a person like me?" ā
"That's how he answered me......" Zhi Duoxing turned his body again, his back to Serenity.
"I could have left you at the beginning, like the egoists you thought in your hearts, and rely on your own mind and luck to make it to this tomb and survive, but you? I can only sit here and wait for death, or pray that death will come sooner, or hope that my death process is not too painful. ā
"And then? continued to participate in hell movies like this, struggling between life and death, and then fell on the brink of death due to a certain carelessness and bad luck, and then ...... Abandoned by the same egoists. ā
"That's what we want to 'live'?"
"It was a misfortune in itself that we were chosen to be actors in a hellish movie, and perhaps even more unfortunate in the midst of that misfortune was ...... Loss of humanity. I can understand this very clearly, and I want to change that, and I don't want to be in a hell movie and beware of being a human being. ā
"I know that my behavior is very similar to the college students who are often broadcast on the news to save people and drown, and when people see this kind of news, they are more sorry, and at the same time they warn themselves in their hearts that when they see someone falling into the water in the future, don't save them yourself, at most call someone or make a phone call, so that they have done their duty."
"yes, why save people? A pennant? Not necessarily; A word of thanks? Maybe you will be scolded as an idiot by others and your family, and even, the person who is saved will not say thank you; A ...... Death certificate? Quite possibly. ā
"However, none of these are my reasons to save lives."
"I just want to prove one thing, people are human because they can constantly break through themselves. We don't have wings, but we can invent airplanes, we don't have gills, but we can invent submersibles......"
"If we humans can break through the fear of death and come together, maybe one day ...... Hell movies will also be trampled under our feet! ā