Chapter 80: Soho and Words 2
Soho was embarrassed and sad to see his beloved protecting others, and he didn't know what to do for a while.
She looked at the two people as if there was no one around, and suddenly said in a lost voice: "Yannian, I always thought that you and I would be different, it turns out that this kind of difference, you can also share it with others, I am not rare, in the future, live well with your wife, I will not appear in your life again." β
She said this word by word, almost with blood and tears, and the look in her eyes changed from the original hope to the current disappointment, and then from disappointment to complete despair.
Although Soho is not mortal, she also has mortal feelings, which is really a very sad story.
For the first time, she fell in love with a man, but she didn't expect it to be the beginning of all tragedy.
If God wants a person to gain something, he must lose something.
Perhaps, this is her life, she has lived too long, but her feelings are too sad.
Yan Nian didn't expect her to be so decisive and ruthless.
He knew that it was all his fault, but was Soho really not responsible at all?
At this moment, Yan Nian looked at Soho, and then at the person in her arms, she felt that all this was too troublesome, and this Li Xiuyu was his fiancΓ©e, what could he do?
After thinking of this, Yan Nian suddenly pushed the person in his arms away, ran forward suddenly, and grabbed Soho's hands.
He looked at her, and there was a starry sparkle in his eyes.
"Soho, don't be like this, I just said two words to you, do you want to break with me like this?"
"Say a couple of words to me, do you know how hurtful your words are? I don't want to entangle with you, goodbye! β
As soon as he said this, Soho had already left very firmly, leaving everyone in the same place to talk.
For the first time, Yan Nian felt that he was such a failure, so clumsy, that he couldn't even say a good word.
He really likes Soho so much, but what should Miss Li do? After all, it was his fiancΓ©e, so how could he like someone else?
Faced with two kinds of struggle in his heart, he didn't know what to do for a while, so he had to quickly return home, the door was closed, and he slept with his head covered.
And Soho has been in a bad mood since she was hurt by Yannian, she came to the place of fireworks, to the Qinlou Chu Pavilion, and even to the place of cockfighting......
Looking at the lively crowd, looking at all kinds of funny tricks, she felt for the first time that sorrow was so worrying, why couldn't she be happy no matter what?
Soho didn't know about the troubles of mortals, but she found that she was already in the middle of them, no different from ordinary mortals.
On that day, when she was drinking in a restaurant, she happened to meet a very close son, and that son was Gu Senran.
Gu Senran was originally a chivalrous man in the rivers and lakes, with the four seas as his home and the four seas as guests, like duckweed in the wind, floating for a long time.
He happened to see a woman in the restaurant, her face was beautiful, but her face was sad.
Su He seemed to be a little drunk, she saw that Gu Senran's dress was very similar to Yannian, so she thought that this person was Yannian.
So, Soho staggered in front of Gu Senran with a wine glass.
She tried her best to beat the heart of the person in front of her, tugging at the sleeve of the person in front of her, but her eyes were hazy, drunk and uneasy.
"Yannian, why do you still want to come here? Haven't we already been cut in two? You go, you go, you go! β
She almost cried when she said this, which caused those passers-by to look sideways, and Gu Senran also felt extremely embarrassed.
However, he enjoyed accusing such a beautiful girl, so he did not push Soho away, but very gentlemanly helped her to the chair, and then sat down properly.
"Girl, you should be drunk, it's not words, it's Gu Senran."
"What Gu Senran? You are the words, that is! β
As soon as Soho finished saying this, he fell asleep directly on the table.
After all, she is a god who has lived for tens of thousands of years, the guardian of dreams, but how can she get drunk so easily?
The world says how good it is to be an immortal, but only Soho knows that no matter what you do, it is not easy.
She wasn't mortal, and those mortals would never be able to hurt her unless she hurt herself.
This wine, she wants to get drunk, this love, she wants to taste, this person, she wants to admit her mistake......
Everything is so simple, they lick each other's wounds because they met alone, because they knew each other, because they met each other.
The next morning, as soon as Soho woke up, she felt a little dizzy, she looked at the strange man in front of her, hesitated and said, "Childe, why are you here?" Do we know each other? β
Gu Senran didn't expect that she had no impression of yesterday's events at all, and she couldn't help but feel a sense of loss in her heart.
"I don't know, it's just that the girl was drunk yesterday and treated Zai Xia as someone else, and Zai Xia has been taking care of the girl here."
"That's what it looks like, thank you so much!"
After a pause, Soho continued: "What should that son be called?" β
"In Xia Gu Senran, what should the girl be called?"
"Soho!"
"Soho, this name is good, Miss Su should have been heartbroken yesterday, otherwise how could she be drunk?"
Soho took the opportunity to ask, "Did I say anything that I shouldn't have said?" Or do something that is too much? β
"What should not be said? What is excessive? Gu Senran asked rhetorically.
"Nothing."
Soho obviously didn't want to continue talking, but if he didn't say it, did he really put it down?
Gu Senran has always been very attentive to her, and the two of them get along with each other every time these times, and they are very happy and happy with each other.
One day, when Soho and Gu Senran were out together, they happened to meet Yan Nian, and he also took Li Xiuyu with him.
The sun outside is just right, the sky is high and cool, and it is very suitable for the suburbs.
It's just that Soho really didn't want to pay attention to those two people, so he planned to walk away quickly.
It's a pity that her abacus was clear, but Li Xiuyu finally stopped her.
"Soho girl, you and your friends are also walking in the suburbs!"
The voice is crisp and crisp, which makes people feel very comfortable when they hear it, but it's a pity that Li Xiuyu doesn't match the surface image at all.
Soho didn't expect her to stop herself, she didn't want to pay attention to it, but unfortunately it was unrealistic at all.
So, she took Gu Senran's hand, and the two of them walked in that direction together.
Soho said: "Yannian, Li Xiuyu, you also came out today!" What a coincidence. β
As soon as he finished saying this, Yan Nian suddenly felt embarrassed, but he didn't want to admit defeat so quickly.
"Unfortunately, I'm waiting for you here."
Just such a short sentence made the hearts of the four of them suddenly waver, and they speculated among each other.
"You, what are you waiting for me to do?"
Soho still has some expectations in her heart after all.
Yan Nian looked at her and didn't say a word.
It's just that Li Xiuyu suddenly grabbed Bai and said: "Yannian, didn't you say today that you would take me out for a trip?" You also said that you would accept me, why did you lie to me like this? I like you so much, why? β
Li Xiuyu seemed to be frightened by Yan Nian's words, and said so much for a while, she is just a mortal, with someone she likes, is this wrong?
She didn't want to admit defeat, let alone let herself be defeated, but it was a pity that Yan Nian's heart never had her.
And Gu Senran has been very angry since he knew that the person opposite was Yannian.
He gradually fell in love with her in his relationship with Soho, but unfortunately Soho only had words in his heart, and the opportunity for the two to meet was Yannian.
As soon as he thought of this, he felt regret in his heart.
So, Gu Senran suddenly took Soho's hand and said, "Soho, let's go for a walk elsewhere, originally came out to make you happy, don't be delayed by these irrelevant people and things." β
Yan Nian looked at the man who appeared next to Su Ho, handsome and extraordinary, with a scholarly temperament, but he looked righteous and awe-inspiring, compared with himself, he was really not far behind.
He looked at Soho steadily, "Are you really letting me go?" Soho, ask yourself, did you really have me in your heart? β
Soho felt that he said this like a joke, he had already been hurt by him like this, and he still had to ask like this, is this still what people say?
She suddenly felt unusually cold, and the whole person threw herself into Gu Senran's arms, and murmured: "Senran, I'm so cold, let's go elsewhere quickly, I really don't want to stay here for a while, not even for a minute." β
Gu Senran looked at her, "Okay, I'll take you out of here." β
As soon as he finished saying this, he took Soho's hand and prepared to leave.
Unexpectedly, it was at this time that Yan Nian suddenly didn't know where the courage came from, only to see him stride forward directly, separate Su Ho and Gu Senran's hands, and then squeeze between the two of them, and snatch Su He over like that.
Soho didn't notice it for a while, and was pulled by him and almost fell, but she didn't resist.
Gu Senran looked at her and said weakly: "Soho, I won't be like that coward!" β
After a pause, he continued: "Soho, when you come back, I will tell you something, that matter is very important, you must listen to me, I will wait for you in the old place, and I will wait for you forever." β
As soon as he finished saying this, Gu Senran suddenly pretended to leave in style.
If you are in the way, where will you really be chic?
Su He looked at the back of Gu Senran leaving, and felt a little stunned in his heart for some reason.
She always felt that she should have failed a good person, Gu Senran had been so good to her since the first meeting, but it was a pity that she couldn't let go of her thoughts in her heart.
She didn't want to pretend, and she didn't want to deceive herself.
Li Xiuyu witnessed all this with her own eyes, and she was so angry by Yan Nian and Su He that her body began to tremble, and she couldn't speak, feeling that all this was simply humiliating.
She didn't blame Yannian, only blamed Soho for appearing at such an inopportune time, which was really a scourge.
So, after adjusting her mood, Li Xiuyu looked directly at Su Ho and said provocatively: "Miss Su, I won't worry about you today, I'll lend you Yannian for a while, anyway, he will be my husband sooner or later, and you, girl, will never be able to enter the door of the Yan family, and I will one day pull his heart back." β
Yan Nian didn't expect Li Xiuyu to be so persistent about himself, but he was helpless.
This Li Xiuyu is indeed a good girl, but he doesn't like it, how can he be so forced?
After thinking of this, he suddenly saluted Li Xiuyu very solemnly and said: "Li Xiuyu, if you can persuade your father to withdraw from the marriage in person when you go home this time, Soho and I will always be grateful to you, the twisted melon is not sweet, I only have this one person in my heart, and I hope that the girl will have mercy and let us go." β
He thought that if he said something soft, even if Li Xiuyu was not satisfied in his heart, he would consider it carefully after all, but unfortunately he still thought wrong after all.
Li Xiuyu has never been a really good person, if she likes someone or something, that perseverance is naturally incomparable to anyone, and a few words can't play any role at all, but these words don't understand words.
In this way, he pulled Soho, and the two of them watched Li Xiuyu leave here.
Before Li Xiuyu left, a very mysterious smile suddenly bloomed on the corner of her mouth, and that smile looked terrible, but unfortunately they didn't see it.
When those people who were in the way had already left, Yan Nian looked at Soho seriously and said, "Soho, you knew my heart for you from the beginning, Miss Li's matter is my fault, I'm sorry." β
No matter how humble Su He was at this time, she still saw it after all, she didn't want to embarrass him, and she didn't want him to be trapped in this relationship all the time, she couldn't be together forever, not to mention that the immortals were different, the length of life was very different, and she wanted to get out as soon as possible.
However, emotional matters are never artificially controllable, otherwise how could there be so many crazy men and women in this world?
"You, Yannian, don't be like this, I know that everything is not your fault, and the fault is that our encounter from the beginning is not the real fate."
Yan Nian didn't know what he could do to redeem his lost love, and he really didn't have Li Xiuyu in his heart, even though that person was his fiancΓ©e.
Soho looked at him, her heart tangled.
Just then, a vendor passed by the two of them.
Sohodo glanced at it twice, and Yan Nian directly understood.
"Soho, I just want you to be happy today, let's go and have a look!"
As soon as they had finished saying this, they came to the vendor's stall, which had a lot of good things, eating, drinking, and playing.
Soho looked at a brilliant hairpin in the middle of the stall, and she felt that such a hairpin was really good to make.
Yan Nian happened to see it too.
"Boss, how do you sell this hairpin?"
"Ten taels of silver each."
"Okay!"
Soho looked at Yannian, she didn't want the person in front of her to break the bill for herself, but she couldn't say no words of refusal no matter what.
In this way, the hairpin was bought.
The seller looked at the two of them as talented and beautiful, and suddenly said with a smile: "The son is so good to his wife, and the girl is so blessed!" β
As soon as he finished saying this, Su Ho planned to deny it, but unfortunately Yan Nian smiled directly at the seller, nodded and said: "Yes, with such a person who knows cold and hot by his side, he is naturally happy, how can I not be good to Madame?" β
The seller also said: "That's natural, look at the son and the girl should be newly married, and when they have a child in the next year, life will definitely be more happy!" β
These words almost touched the sore spot of the two of them, Soho and Yannian both knew that there could not be such a day, although their hearts have always been worried about each other, even if they are around, they still feel that they are separated by the ends of the world, how can people's hearts not be touched?
In this way, after a brief exchange of pleasantries with the seller, they quickly left.
Yan Nian looked at Soho and said a little confusedly: "Soho, this hairpin is very special, it is a gift I chose for you, and I will personally put it on for you." β
Soho nodded, she thought, as long as this time, as long as this time of meeting, only cherish this time, and never meet him again in the future.
Although she thought so, she couldn't help but faintly look forward to it in her heart, the words of the seller were still in her ears, she thought that the two of them were as happy as the seller said, but unfortunately none of this was true, even the love between the two people was like a mirror, no matter what, they couldn't touch it, they couldn't touch it.
Yan Nian carefully put on the hairpin for her, and then said with a smile: "It's good, I know that this hairpin is lined with you, and now that I look at it, it is becoming more and more bright and moving." β
Su Ho also looked at him with a smile and said, "Yannian, you are so good to me, but we shouldn't be so wrong again, I want to leave." β
As soon as he finished saying this, the smile on Yan Nian's original face suddenly disappeared.
After a long time, he held back his anger and said: "Don't say that, I'll take you to see the fireworks tonight, let's go to the stone bridge to make a wish, I heard that the wish there is very spiritual, don't be so depressed, don't think so much, okay?" β
Soho was a little flustered for a while, and said so, should she really have hope?
She felt that she was caught in a very difficult situation, on the one hand, Yannian's fiancΓ©e, and on the other hand, Yannian's friendship for herself, how should the two be weighed?
In terms of the standard of benevolence, righteousness and morality, she really wants to withdraw as soon as possible, but unfortunately in love, she has always been unreasonable.
So, after all, she nodded to the person in front of her, and the two of them hugged each other excitedly, looking at each other, with warmth in their hearts.
After all, Soho agreed to watch the fireworks with him and make a wish together.
The two of them talked a lot outside again, and it wasn't until the sun was waning that they went to the restaurant to eat.
Yan Nian was extremely excited at this time, he finally won back his beloved, even if the time spent together was short, he felt that it was worth it.
"Soho, you know what? Yan Nian really likes you so much! β
Soho didn't expect him to say such words to himself at the dinner table, and he felt a little embarrassed for a while.
"Yannian, you're drunk!"
"I'm not drunk, I'm just drinking to get brave, do you know how much I like you?"
"How much do you like it?" She asked, her eyes flickering and her expression a little shy.
"More than you think, anyway."
In this way, Soho was completely tricked by him.
When they were full of wine and food, the two of them came to the edge of the stone bridge, and sat down in the pavilion again, waiting for the fireworks to bloom and for their way home......