Chapter 583: Chu Qianli's Concerns
Just think of those dark days, those days when you seemed to be in the middle of a lonely and vast sea......
Those who can only look up at the only light in the middle of the night, that is, the untouchable starry sky, can only curl up and hug themselves to keep warm, but they can't escape from this terrible loneliness with all their might, and can only rise and fall alone without end and direction every day and night......
At that time, she was afraid of the second day every day.
Because she didn't know whether she should be glad that she would still be alive to see the dawn the next day, or whether she should be glad that she might fall asleep one day and be chased and killed by the enemy and then never wake up and never see the dawn of the second day......
Every day in those days, even Chu Qianli herself was not sure, what was she trying her best to live for every day?
She was so tired and wanted to give up......
But she knew that she couldn't die so easily.
No matter how painful, sad, or desperate, she had to grit her teeth and persist for the only mission in her heart that supported her life.
Her mission is to pass on ancient medicine!
For the inheritance of ancient medicine, she and her family have paid too much, so Chu Qianli and even, the inheritance of ancient medicine must not be easily stolen or even destroyed by others here!
But when she was young, she really didn't have the ability to protect the ancient medicine inheritance safely and safely, and no matter where the ancient medicine inheritance was hidden, Chu Qianli couldn't really rest assured.
Therefore, when he was a child, Chu Qianli simply burned the ancient medicine inheritance to the ground after reciting the content of the ancient medicine inheritance backwards.
This secret, she didn't tell anyone!
It's just that since then, she Chu Qianli has been the inheritance of ancient medicine......
Only she can make the real ancient medicine inheritance reappear!
And Chu Qianli also had to admit that the inheritance of ancient medicine had indeed taught her a lot of knowledge that surpassed the level of medical skills in the Huaxia Continent at that time, and indeed made her a doctor who could combine the classics of modern medicine and ancient medicine and integrate them into one.
But it is precisely because of the inheritance of ancient medicine that she has endured too many conspiracies, calculations and even hunting.
It is precisely because of this ancient medical inheritance that Chu Qianli's life has been changed!
It's a pity that I have now come to this strange continent inexplicably, and in the Huaxia Continent where I once lived, the ancient medicine inheritance that I desperately guarded is still lost......
Fortunately, Chu Qianli is already familiar with the content of the ancient medical inheritance, although there was no trace of the ancient medical inheritance in the Huaxia Continent at all, but as long as he is alive, the ancient medical inheritance will not really disappear!
It's just that now, as long as she thinks of those days when she has no companions to trust, no hope, and no future to look forward to, Chu Qianli feels that the air pressure around her body has become extremely low, so low that she can't breathe!
She used to be in the Huaxia Continent, and she almost forgot that she was also a human being with feelings and life.
She is like an emotionless killing machine, in order to keep performing tasks and killing people in order to keep alive and have a foothold!
And the most important point is that Chu Qianli didn't know how to open her mouth and tell Yi Junling everything......
She still hadn't figured out why she had somehow come to this continent.
So she couldn't be sure if she would suddenly and inexplicably return to the Huaxia Continent one day?
Although such an idea is a bit unrealistic, I have to say, isn't it so inexplicable that she came to this continent?
If one day he really crossed over again and suddenly returned to the Huaxia Continent or another mysterious place, how would Jun Ling bear to disappear without warning and inexplicably!
Before figuring out what happened to him and why he suddenly came to this continent and entered this person who looked the same as his own life but was not his own, Chu Qianli didn't want Yi Junling to bear this uncontrollable worry that would be separated at any time with him!
Therefore, after hearing Yi Junling's heartfelt praise, Chu Qianli didn't feel the slightest bit happy, but pulled out his hand with a little dodge in his eyes.
She didn't know how to explain this incredible everything to Yi Junling, and besides, she didn't want to say it......
If she could, Chu Qianli only wanted to treat all those dreams that had been awakened and would never go back.
It's a pity that she knows very well that those days were not a nightmare, but a real existence, otherwise how could she remember all the skills she knew in her "dreams" and every injury that happened so well?
Chu Qianli, who withdrew her hand, probably also felt that the atmosphere was a little awkward, so she habitually touched the tip of her nose and changed the topic: "Jun Ling, now is not the time to be proud, I am really ashamed of you praising me like this...... And now there is a very strange question, it stands to reason that the parasitic Gu in my grandfather's body has been safely removed by me, and I have also examined and treated the injuries in his body, and there is no hidden danger in his grandfather's body, but why hasn't he woken up yet? ”
Feeling the temperature in his hand suddenly withdrawn, Yi Junling felt a sense of loss in his heart......
His little Li'er, every time she feels nervous or embarrassed, she will silently her little nose, and the little appearance of her weak heart makes him feel extremely cute every time.
But now looking at Chu Qianli's weak heart, Yi Junling only felt empty.
Yi Junling didn't know anything about Chu Qianli's series of complicated thoughts, he just felt that the little girl in front of him was still unwilling to open her heart to herself completely after all......
How he hoped that one day Chu Qianli could rest assured and boldly tell him everything that happened to her directly without a trace of concern, because he ......
Even if he hurts himself, he won't let Chu Qianli be hurt in the slightest!
Why......
Why was she still worried?
However, Yi Junling quickly cleaned up his lost mood.
He silently told himself in his heart that it didn't matter if Xiao Li'er didn't want to tell him what happened to her now.
His little Li'er was originally a person who pretended to be extremely independent and strong on the surface, but was quite insecure on the inside.
The things that had happened to her were perhaps the scars she was most reluctant to uncover.
Since he loves her, he shouldn't force her to uncover the memories of her past pain.
She doesn't want to say it now, and he will give her more security in the future.
I believe that one day she will be willing to share everything that has happened with herself!