Volume I, Chapter 4
In Gu Xiujin's opinion, Le Ying was very light, lying on his arm, he didn't feel much weight, plus he could only see her white and transparent skin and bloodshot eyes at close range.
She was originally so worthy of pity, why did she always reject people thousands of miles away?
It seems that the help of others is like Ling Chi to her?
Gu Xiujin frowned slightly, he didn't understand how his help had become a burden to her, although it was just a simple gentleman's move.
Le Ying returned to the normal distance of interpersonal communication, trying to fade herself into the background, for them she is just an outsider, so it would be good to play the role of an outsider.
"Are you okay now?" Gu Xiujin asked.
"I'm sorry, I'm fine, I've caused you trouble," Le Ying turned her head and apologized to the old lady.
The old lady shook her head: "It's okay, looking at the way you are recovering from a serious illness, you must not have rested well, why don't you take more rest here?" β
"No thanks, really bothering you. I'll bother you when I'm free. After saying that, Le Ying tried to pull out a smile, but in fact, it made her look even more haggard and sad.
She turned around and planned to leave, because she still remembered that Lin Jin had something to look for her, maybe he had been pestered by Ehime and forgotten, maybe he had already arrived at the hospital room, waiting for her to go back and question him.
She still wants to return to the world that belongs to her, there is no warmth, no joy, only a long wait and endless desolation.
She bowed her head in resignation, and regarded this encounter as Alice's fantasy in Wonderland, and returned to that withered life.
"What ward are you in? I can send someone to pick you up, the old woman is hospitalized alone, there is no one to talk to, can you come often? The old lady was like a child, and her eyes were full of hope.
"Old lady, you can come to me at any time,"
"Otherwise, you can leave a phone number for me, and I will find it more convenient for you?" The old lady felt that she was simply shrewd, Yu He hurriedly walked over, but the old lady pinched Gu Xiujin and forced him to take out his mobile phone with her eyes.
What can my grandmother do? Of course it's spoiled!
"Phone, or forget it, I'm on the 4th floor of this inpatient department, you can have someone come to me." Le Ying was a little hesitant.
"Eh, how inconvenient is that, there is no one around me, and the phone is out of battery today." The old lady looked at the mobile phone that Yu He was about to take out, and glared at it back, "Xiu Jin, you can help me remember it." β
Gu Xiujin took out his mobile phone to unlock it, and then handed it over.
Le Ying thought about it, but still entered the phone.
Gu Xiujin took it back and dialed it easily, and then, the bell rang in the pocket of Le Ying's wide hospital gown, and Gu Xiujin said, "This is my phone, if you need anything, you can call me." β
"Thanks, sorry for the trouble."
"Don't be so polite, grandma will be angry." Gu Xiujin said with a smile.
"Poof," Le Ying was also amused.
Gu Xiujin realized that the girl in front of her was actually very good-looking when she smiled, and her smile was very warm, like a snow lotus blooming on an iceberg bathing in the sun.
The old lady was very satisfied with her grandson's operation, the talented and beautiful women stood together, and the courtyard of this inpatient department was still very interesting, and such a treasure could be picked up.
I haven't nagged in vain all these years, look at it, there is still growth!
Le Ying felt that it had been a bit long to be bothered, and said goodbye to the old lady again: "Old lady, I still have some things today, go back first, you have a good rest, thank you." β
"Let's go." Gu Xiujin said on the side.
Opening the door of the ward, the air outside was obviously much colder, Le Ying not only shivered, hugged her arms, took a deep breath, and prepared to meet the cold of winter.
"You're wearing too little, it's cold outside, so you might as well sit a little longer." The old lady glanced at the wooden grandson with her eyes.
A woolen scarf with body temperature hung around her neck, which Gu Xiujin had just untied, with warmth and a faint smell of detergent.
"No, ......" Le Ying was a little frightened and wanted to refuse.
Gu Xiujin still wrapped her scarf in her own care: "It's cold outside, be careful, the scarf can be returned to me next time." β
The old lady was still very satisfied with the reaction of this elm head.
Rakuei remembered the car keys and hugs that Ehime had flaunted in front of her, and her eyes were red again.
It turns out that I will also meet sincere care and care.
She deserves it.
"No, I don't know if I can meet you next time. Besides, it's upstairs, and there's no road. She shook her head, took off the scarf, folded it, and returned her hands to Gu Xiujin.
"Can't you touch me next time? You said that you came to talk to my grandmother, and you lied to her? β
Le Ying was stunned, thinking that what she said was biased, and hurriedly added: "I am a man of words, I will come to talk to grandma." β
The old lady's eyes lit up.
The girl's cry is kinder and gentler than the bastard's call.
Gu Xiujin was still in place, and Le Ying had already stepped out of the ward.
Seeing her grandson holding the scarf, the old lady coughed.
"Grandma." Gu Xiujin looked at the old lady and thought that something was wrong with her.
"Go and send them back to the ward! What should I do if I faint on the road? The old lady slapped the table and was anxious, "Go quickly!" Something that doesn't open the mind! β
Yu He, who was pouring tea and water on the side, pursed his lips and smiled.
Le Ying finally walked out of the ward alone.
Gu Xiujin was still stunned, the old lady was in a hurry, pulled the scarf in his hand, and threw it at him.
"Don't you understand? Send her! How can people be stupid when they go abroad! The old lady gasped with rage.
Gu Xiujin is one head and two big, obviously just got off the plane today and came to see his grandmother non-stop, why did he come back and repeatedly make this old ancestor unhappy?
He looked at Yu He, wanting Aunt He to give some hints.
Yu He looked at his nose and nose and heart, and didn't want to care about him at all.
"Grandma'......"
"You're not going yet, are you?" The old lady began to look for the next thing to throw over, "Good! You don't go yet! β
"I'll go, I'll go! Go, go, go! Then he escaped from the room like a wind.
Le Ying walked to her ward alone, and in the huge ward, Lin Jin was already standing in front of the window.
It seems that many years ago, he also liked to stand alone in front of the window, lamenting the unfairness of fate, hoping to give her a safe home.
The world has changed, and the relationship between Lin Jin and her has become so strange, estranged, and hostile.
Le Ying took a deep breath, what should be faced is still to be faced.
"I'm sorry I'm late." She still wants to make amends, so that the charm of her hard work is weaker.
Le Ying stood at the door, leaning against the door frame, breathing slightly cramped.
"It's not good to lie in bed, what are you doing out there?"
Lin Jin didn't come over to help her, she could only move to the bedside step by step.
"I'm going out to breathe, it's stuffy here."
Lin Jin still didn't take a step, as if the person in front of him had nothing to do with him.
"It's downstairs today, and it hurts you." Lin Jin lowered his head, put his hand in the pocket of his trousers, and walked to the bed.
"It's fine." Le Ying's eyes fell, and the words were said without thinking about it.
"Lin Jin, can you accompany me?" Le Ying looked at him across the hospital bed.
"It's not like you don't know I'm busy."
"Just one afternoon, just one hour."
Le Ying felt that in front of him, she really lived a humble life, and this love, because she was moved first, she lost first.
"Ruan Leying, let's break up. Tomorrow I will tell my parents to cancel the engagement. Lin Jin said very clearly, "I'm tired, I don't want to be entangled in such feelings anymore." β
Pester?
Le Ying was.
"My fiancΓ©, when I fell into the water, only saved others, and after I was rescued, he was still holding other women and crying......" Le Ying said the most cruel reality in the weakest tone.
"She's not another woman!" Lin Jin yelled at her, "I'm already in love with her." β
I'm already in love with her.
This sentence was like a knife, poking directly at Le Ying's heart.
"Lin Jin, you are my fiancΓ©." Le Ying once again emphasized this matter.
"That's why I said, let's cancel the marriage and let everyone be a little freer."
"In this matter, only you are free, okay?" Le Ying shouted this sentence with her greatest strength.
Silence, silence again.
After every quarrel, it's like this.
Le Ying took a deep breath, didn't let herself be angry, let go of her mind and said slowly, "Lin Jin, I don't want to say anything about this matter anymore." We've turned the page, shall we? β
"I'm here to talk to you about this today, and we have nothing to say but this."
"What is the deep hatred between us? You have nothing to say but to abandon me? Le Ying shook a little, she really couldn't stand still, she sat down on the hospital bed, trying to calm herself down.
"Ehime said that at sea, she came to the deck with you to save you, and you lost your temper with her. also pushed her to ...... I didn't expect that you had become a poisonous woman. β
"Lin Jin, you can eat indiscriminately, but you can't talk nonsense." Le Ying recalled the events of that day, and said fiercely, "It was Ehime who asked me to come out, it was she who pushed me, and it was ......"
Le Ying looked up and saw Lin Jin's impatient expression, she shut down, she knew that it was useless to explain everything now, because he didn't believe it.
He would rather believe one's nonsense than his own words.
"Le Ying, when did you become like this, I don't even know you." Lin Jin was still heartbroken.
"Did you come when I was unconscious?" Le Ying sighed, not wanting to delve into it.
"I'm worried that you're not resting well, so ......"
"That's why you're by Ehime's side every day."
"She is too weak, her family background is not good, and she needs a little more care and protection."
Disappointment, complete disappointment, Le Ying's tears broke the embankment again.
"Ehime, Ehime, Ehime, Lin Jin, you are going to marry me, you are still defending her, is this green tea so good?" Le Ying was almost mad.
Lin Jin didn't speak, he turned around and avoided the question.
"Actually, you already know very well in your heart, we have known each other for 5 years, and we can't beat Ehime's coquettish words to you."
"Ruan Leying, don't go too far! Just now, you scratched her face with your car keys, she didn't say anything, she was defending you all the time! She's your best friend and your best friend! β
Le Ying was silent, he didn't want to delve into this lame drama directed and acted by himself, he was already completely on Ehime's side.
Le Ying was desperate, she could feel that this relationship was over. Lin Jin threw her away like garbage, she didn't need to struggle, she just needed to accept her fate.
Lin Jin's eyes were full of helplessness, and Le Ying's eyes gradually covered with a layer of coldness.
"My best friend? My best friend? Le Ying smiled bitterly, this is probably the biggest mockery of her, "My best friend seduced me behind my back and hooked up with my fiancΓ©, and tried to murder me." β
"You!"
"You and her are embarrassed, I will tell my family to cancel the marriage." Le Ying said coldly, "Also, now, you can get out of my ward." β
"Le Ying, your temperament...... Let's change it. Lin Jin said, "I will handle the matter of canceling the marriage, it will take a little time, and we will all be free." β
"Wait!" Le Ying stopped him, "Have you never loved me?" β
"The you I used to like were cheerful, optimistic and assertive, but Le Ying, you have changed, you have become too strong, that kind of indifferent kind of strength, I think you are like an iceberg, and Ehime's appearance is like the sunshine in my life, she can give warmth, and you will only squeeze my warmth"