Chapter 4: Accidental Amnesia

"Oh...... Maybe I slept too much yesterday and slept my brain in a daze...... Hey, hey, hey. ”

Faced with the strange expressions of the eldest aunt and the two of them looking at him, Yao Siman had to pretend to be stupid and laugh a few times, and randomly found a reason that sounded awkward, trying to get by.

After all, she can't tell her aunt directly that she suddenly returned to the summer of 2004 from New Year's Day in 2020 inexplicably!

If you really say such things to your aunt, I guess I will be immediately regarded as a mentally abnormal madman!

However, she didn't expect that the smirk she had just made would cause a storm again.

Seeing that the eldest aunt's mouth was open enough to stuff a whole big egg, Yao Siman immediately realized that she was negligent......

She carelessly forgot that she never smiled at this time!

She sighed heavily in her heart, her face turned red, she hurriedly closed her mouth tightly, and turned to eat by herself.

This time, she finally understood what it means to say too much and make too many mistakes, and finally didn't dare to act rashly.

It's a pity that it's too late......

Although Yao Siman tried her best to maintain a normal appearance and no longer said strange things, the eldest aunt still sat opposite her and looked her up and down thoughtfully.

Yao Siman was a little uncomfortable, and she didn't know what her aunt was thinking at this time, so she was inexplicably panicked.

"Siman, or ...... You wake up early tomorrow. I think I'd better take you to the hospital before you go to the school to report. ”

The eldest aunt chewed the food in her mouth, pondered for a moment, and then suddenly spoke.

When Yao Siman heard this, he only felt completely confused about his aunt's words, and shook his head again and again.

"Auntie, I don't feel uncomfortable......"

Yao Siman complained inexplicably in his eyes.

"Let's go check it out."

At this time, the eldest uncle also opened his mouth inexplicably.

Faced with the two-to-one result, Yao Siman's heart suddenly sank to the bottom, knowing that going to the hospital tomorrow was inevitable.

Forget it, it's really strange to blame me just now, it's just that when this kind of thing happens, who can be normal. Hey, I remember that I didn't see you take me to the psychiatrist when I was depressed all day, but today I was so concerned......

Yao Siman ate carelessly, a little helpless in his heart, and secretly muttered.

It's just that the thought of seeing the person he has been missing deeply for more than ten years as long as he survives another night suddenly shook his shoulders and smirked.

"Sure enough, there's something wrong with this kid, can't he be really stupid? Wasn't it okay yesterday? If something really goes wrong with this kid, it's going to be a problem......"

The eldest aunt looked at Yao Siman who couldn't stop smirking for some reason, came to the side of the eldest uncle, and muttered softly in his ear.

......

At night, the eldest aunt and her husband and wife had already fallen asleep, and they turned off the lights early.

The whole house was pitch black, except for the dim street lamps that crept in a faint light through the glass windows.

Yao Siman lay quietly on the hard bed, a pair of eyes in the meager night, constantly observing the long-lost scene in front of him.

Yao Siman clearly remembers that during this period in 2004, his parents should have gone abroad to make money as early as a year ago.

She remembers that the conditions at home are not good, so after the old house where she used to live was demolished, as early as two years ago, she had moved with her parents to the swing house where she is now located.

The area where Yao Siman lived at this time was a little remote, and the housing conditions were not good.

Since the house she now lives in has only one bedroom, they have been living with her parents for more than a year, and they have slept on the floor.

Let's talk about Yao Siman's aunt.

She was a drunkard woman and never worked outside.

And the eldest uncle is just a porter who works hard, so the living situation of the husband and wife is not good, and they have never had a stable home.

Therefore, after Yao Siman's parents went abroad, they entrusted her to her eldest aunt and husband and wife, and let the two of them move to the swing house where they live now.

In this way, they can not only take care of Yao Siman, but also solve their living problems by the way.

After that, the eldest aunt and the others placed a small double-layer iron bed in the corner of the kitchen that was large enough for one person to sleep, and Yao Siman lived with the eldest aunt and the husband and wife.

For Yao Siman, the picture in front of her at this moment is far away like her previous life, full of strangeness, and vaguely familiar, which makes her heart always feel a little uneasy.

However, just when she was a little happy that she could see Tong Minkun tomorrow, she found that she suddenly couldn't remember his appearance!

Yao Siman was a little panicked, and began to try to recall the bits and pieces that had happened between the two.

However, she completely forgot everything about him!

At this moment, Yao Siman only knew that he had been in love with a person named Tong Minkun for many years, and he was suddenly brought back to the past by a large group of butterflies.

At the same time, she discovers that she now only remembers what happened before 2004, and she doesn't know anything about what is going to happen.

How so? Our Memories ......

Yao Siman's mood was a little low, and he only felt that his heart was empty, and a pair of dark eyes suddenly covered with a layer of mist.

She felt that she was useless, and she had failed to protect those memories.

Strange, since you don't have the memory of this time, how can you still remember Tong Minkun's name......

Is it because I'm too affectionate?

That's not right, so why did I forget about him? After all, I still don't love enough......

Doubts flashed through Yao Siman's mind inexplicably.

She has always been stubborn, and she is a little unwilling, and she still hopes to find some clues related to Tong Minkun.

So, while she was sad, she quietly climbed to the upper bed.

Yao Siman sat in a pile of miscellaneous items, and after groping around in the black light with some anxiety for a while, she finally found the well-preserved purple wooden box with her memory.

She carefully carried the wooden box in her hand back to her bed, and took out a small key from the pillow towel.

She opened the wooden box expectantly, trying to find something inside.

However, the wooden box was almost empty, except for a posthumous photo of a grandmother lying quietly.

Really...... Nothing?

Yao Siman was once again desperate to the extreme, holding the wooden box with a sluggish face, stunned.

However, after only ten minutes, she accepted the fact that she had lost important memories, and gradually calmed down the deep sadness that had only lingered in her heart.

After all, Yao Siman has always been calm and strong, and he is almost born with the ability to deal with things "once he comes, he will be safe".

In those years abroad, she also experienced many ups and downs, but she was always able to quickly calm down her panicked mind, and then quickly entered the state of solving the problem.

Because she knows that she has no arms to rely on behind her, and she has to stand in front of her parents to protect them from the wind and rain.

Perhaps, her calmness and toughness are not innate, but forced by life.

She stared intently at the purple wooden box in her arms by the dim light that came in through the window.

Although she had forgotten the memory of Tong Minkun in the wooden box at the moment, it made her miss her grandmother, who had already passed away.

Because, this wooden box was given to her by Yao Siman's grandmother before her death.

Now that she thinks about it, in her memory, her grandmother is the best person in the world, always leaving her what she thinks is the best, and always giving her the purest and selfless love.

It's just that when she was young, Yao Siman always felt that her grandmother was really annoying.

Because she is so verbose, she surrounds herself all day long and chatters endlessly.

When Yao Siman was very young, her father always went out to meet friends in twos and threes to indulge in gambling, and her mother always had to find some odd jobs outside.

So, most of the time she is taken care of by her grandmother.

Yao Siman vaguely remembers that it was a bright afternoon, grandma smiled very kindly, and wrinkled her face with a smile, and when she came home from school, she happily carried a purple wooden box to her.

Grandma said that when she was out shopping, she bought the box because it looked good.

At that time, the grandmother stood in front of the little Yao Siman with a smile on her face, and she was full of joy to stuff this wooden box into her.

However, this broken wooden box with neither Sailor Moon nor a beautiful princess was really ugly in the eyes of Yao Siman when she was young, so she refused to accept it.

In the end, it was because Yao Siman couldn't stand her grandmother's soft grinding and hard bubbles, so she pouted and reluctantly took the wooden box.

Grandma was very happy to see her accept the wooden box, not to mention how happy she was, saying that she could use it to store her favorite things.

Yao Siman vaguely remembered that her grandmother at that time suddenly lost her smiling face, seemed to have some worries, and suddenly sighed, saying that if she had known that her grandfather would leave at a young age, she should have prepared such a wooden box as soon as possible, at least she could leave something inside.

At that time, Yao Siman also had a little temper with her grandmother for several days because of this broken wooden box.

She didn't understand why her grandmother, who had always been used to herself, had to accept this "broken wooden box" by herself.

However, to Yao Siman's surprise, her grandmother died half a year later.

That year, Yao Siman was just ten years old, but when he was ignorant, when he had not yet learned how to part with life, he was already forever, and he would never see the grandmother who loved him the most......

When she grew up and became sensible, she realized that her grandmother at that time had already known her physical condition, so she wanted to buy something to leave a memory for her favorite granddaughter.

It's just that when she knew that she was wrong, the apology that had been hidden in her heart was no longer available to confide.

It's just that life is a little helpless, when she didn't know the world, she had a grandmother, and when she finally stumbled and grew up, she was already a son who wanted to raise her, and she didn't wait for her relatives......

Grandma, the granddaughter is not discouraged, and the granddaughter will definitely put those lost "good things" back into this treasure chest.

Yao Siman held the wooden box left by his grandmother, quietly looked at the night sky outside the window, bit his lip, and secretly made up his mind in his heart.

It's just that she didn't know at this time that the development of things seemed to be somewhat unexpected for her......