476. Old dreams
Seeing her like this, Xie Zhanyi sighed and touched her bun, and comforted: "Why are you like this? The third brother thinks that he should like you, otherwise he wouldn't have done these things. ”
Originally, what he did was purely to test Ye Linchen's thoughts, and getting the answer made Xie Zhanyi quite satisfied. Although this person is a prince, he is willing to give up his life for Xie Yaoguang, such an act is rare in the royal family.
"Third brother, you are wrong. Decades of separation..... I'm not who I used to be. Xie Yaoguang sighed heavily, stretched out his hand and rubbed his eyebrows, as if he wanted to dissolve the confusion in his eyebrows, "There are many things that he and I can't help ourselves. What's more, third brother, you know that my body can't live long at all, so why bother him? ”
When the words fell, Xie Zhanyi fell into silence.
In Xie Zhai, Ye Linchen walked very slowly, looking back at the house that gradually fell behind him as he walked, he stopped and looked at it for a long time, as if he wanted to imprint everything in his mind.
"Your Highness, let's go back. You've been thinking about her all these days. But what about her, she didn't say anything when they met? On the contrary, it is a force to let you go...... In my opinion, she must have liked someone else, and wasted a piece of His Highness's sincerity. Jiang Yan, who followed behind, said resentfully.
After being silent for a long time, Ye Linchen smiled as if laughing at herself, "She has always been like this, and she doesn't want to say anything." Besides, if there is any sincerity or insincerity, I have always owed her. ”
If she hadn't worked hard to support herself all the way, where would she be today?
At some point, scattered snowflakes fell from the sky and fell to the ground and sprinkled on his hair. Soon a thin layer of snow accumulated on the branches, which also obscured the footsteps of their group.
In the room, Xie Yaoguang sat in front of the bookcase, playing with the nine rings and hostas in his hands, stroking the lines and notches on them. With a wistful sigh, he put them in the box and placed them in the dark compartment beside him.
"Third brother, I'm almost in good health. If you have nothing to do, go back first, this capital is not a quiet place. Xie Yaoguang sighed lightly and said lightly.
"How can you rest assured that you want me like this?" When the words fell, Xie Zhanyi handed over the medicine cup in his hand, "If you still have anything to do, just tell the third brother, and the third brother will definitely do it for you." And promised that since the third brother has already made his words so clear, when the matter is over, he will go back to Luoyang Xie's house with the third brother to recuperate, okay?"
Hearing this, Xie Yaoguang didn't speak, but stared at the bowl of jet-black medicinal juice, fiddled with the spoon, and finally closed his eyes and raised his head to drink it all. The bitter taste spreads in the mouth, and drinking this medicine will make her feel a lot more bitter than before.
"Third brother, you have worked so hard these days, why don't you write for a while. I want to be alone......" Xie Yaoguang tilted his head and said with a light smile.
Knowing that she deliberately avoided herself, Xie Zhanyi didn't say anything, put down the Chinese medicine bowl in her hand, and slowly left, leaving Xie Yaoguang to sit alone
In a daze in front of the bookcase. Outside the house, the snowflakes continued to fall until the next day, and today also happened to be the Festival of Lights.
Originally, he said that he wanted to go out to enjoy the lanterns together, but the snow was too big, and the weather was extremely cold, Xie Zhanyi said that he was unwilling to let Xie Yaoguang go out to enjoy the lanterns.
Ordered Suzaku to move a soft couch out, and Xie Yaoguang curled up on it and looked at the snow scene in the court. Goose feather-like snowflakes fell one after another in the sky, covering everything, and the whole of Gusu was shrouded in a silvery white. The originally withered yellow branches were also covered with a layer of crystal, and the plum was also covered with snow.
It's like a glass world, and the snow and red plums are particularly beautiful.
The chaotic mind gradually calmed down due to a night of thinking, and it was rare that I was not so sleepy today. Xie Yaoguang sat patiently under the eaves and admired the snow, the whole person was quiet, only his eyes stayed on the red plum tree that bloomed proudly. She was cloaked in a robe, and her hands were clasped together in her hand, and a stove was placed at her feet.
The chill is naturally not felt, and all that comes into your eyes is a gorgeous red gorilla felt.
"Haven't you been here for so long?" Xie Zhanyi walked over slowly, put the umbrella aside, reached out and touched the sleeve stove at her feet to make sure the temperature was acceptable, "Do you want to go and rest first?"
Hearing this, Xie Yaoguang shook his head, "No." I've been in the house for a long time and I'm panicking, and the third brother will accompany me to enjoy the snow?"
"What the hell do you think about him? Aren't you going to tell him who you really are? ”
Hearing him ask, Xie Yaoguang looked down at the hand-copied begonia pattern in a daze.
"I can tell he likes you a lot. Maybe you should let him know something. After taking the tea brought by the maid and handing it to Xie Yaoguang, Xie Zhanyi's tone was gentle.
"He shouldn't have known, and he'd better not know. This is good for me and him......" Xie Yaoguang lowered his head and frowned, "Even if the relationship is as deep as the sea, it can't change anything. ”
It's a strange thing to say, and it sounds extremely weird.
"Your sick third brother will think of a cure. The third brother hopes that you can be happy. ”
Raising his hand to look at his slender jade-like fingers, Xie Yaoguang pulled his lips and smiled, "I think this is already very good...... He should have his own happiness, after all, the past is the past. ”
"Yaoyao......" Xie Zhanyi sighed silently.
"Actually, I've been very sober for so many years, and I know that I don't have anything to ...... if I want anything" Xie Yaoguang smiled faintly, with an extremely calm expression on his face, "For example, feelings are the last thing I should want." I remember that there is a saying in the Buddhist scriptures that says, 'Those who love love are like holding a torch and walking against the wind, and they will burn their hands.' ”
Reaching out and touching Xie Yaoguang's head, Xie Zhanyi had a smile on his face, "If you don't want to, you don't want to, the Xie family won't be able to support you." ”
When the words fell, Xie Yaoguang couldn't help laughing, she actually had a lot of ways to retreat. When the matter is over, she must run far away, hide in a place where no one can find her, hide and die quietly. That's the best ending.
As he was talking, Hua Luan suddenly came in and said that someone outside asked to see Xie Zhanyi. Hearing this, Xie Yaoguang glanced at his brother suspiciously, and when he was about to ask, Xie Zhanyi reached out and patted her shoulder to signal her to feel at ease.
"It's windy, you can go in and rest. The third brother will come back as soon as he goes out for a while. As he spoke, he raised his hand and motioned to Qingluan on the side to help Xie Yaoguang in.
After Xie Yaoguang entered, Xie Zhanyi glanced at the wind chimes at the corner of the eaves, laughed, and strode away.
The person who sent the letter was Feng Li's old man, and she came to inform Xie Zhanyi that the plan had been completed and she was waiting for you to see her. Without waiting for the person to finish speaking, he immediately flew on his horse and whipped away.
The agreed meeting place was in a high pavilion in the mountains on the outskirts of the city, and Xie Zhanyi came very early. Seeing that no one was standing in front of the window with his hands in his hands, his eyes coldly looking at the rolling mountains in front of him.