Suppressing the voice in his heart that said that Zhou Duochun was actually very pitiful, Li Xia tried to put aside the picture of Zhou Duochun in his mind, connected the broken thoughts, and continued to think about the previous things.

In her previous life, the tuition fee was sent by her uncle Yang Wangtian, but in this life, Li Xia did not plan to ask for her uncle's money.

Whether it is tuition fees or other expenses, as long as it is the expenses of their three sisters and sisters, they should all be under Yang Wangxiang's management.

Not only because Yang Wangxiang is their biological mother, but also because when Yang Wangxiang remarried, he took away all the money from the Li family, including the compensation given by the foreman of Li's father's death.

Of course, there is a question mark over whether this money is compensation or not, but it is indeed the money that Li's father exchanged for his life.

Yang Wangxiang took the money away, but threatened to the outside world that the family owed a lot of foreign debts when they built the building, and Li's father's funeral expenses were also borrowed, and the compensation was not enough to repay the debt, but she would take responsibility and pay off the debt.

When the debt was paid off, she got married.

Then the Yang family "borrowed" a sum of money to Yang Wangxiang to repay the "debt", and after repaying it, Yang Wangxiang remarried without looking back.

But as far as Li Xia knows, when Yang Wangxiang remarried, he prepared a rich dowry for himself, washing machines, refrigerators, and large color TVs, a lot, and at the beginning of the year, his brother-in-law Yang Wangcai also pushed the old house, built a new building and married his wife.

As a rural woman who has no source of income and all her belongings to pay off her debts, where does she get the money to buy these expensive household appliances as a dowry?

Yang Wangcai is a half-second-rate son who is lazy and relies on his parents to support his sister, where does he get the money to build a house and marry a wife?

The Yang family, didn't the Yang family's money all lend Yang Wangxiang to repay the debt!

Where did the money come from, everyone knows it, and Li Xia must get it back after being ignored by Yang Wangxiang.

For Yang Wangxiang, Li Xia has already given up, and he will never be like in his previous life, because of a little blood bond, he always has expectations for Yang Wangxiang.

Not everyone is qualified to be a mother, and Yang Wangxiang is not qualified.

In the countryside of the 80s, the phrase "male protagonist outside and female protagonist inside" was perfectly implemented.

Men work outside the home to earn money to support their families, and the responsibility of wives is to take care of the elderly and children in the family, and to take care of the housework and part of the farm work.

Li's father has a strong sense of responsibility and takes care of his family, since marrying Li's father, Yang Wangxiang has never bothered about money.

There is less time to worry about housework, and there is Grandma Li, and after Grandma Li passed away, Li Xia grew up again and was able to take care of herself and her younger siblings.

Yang Wangxiang's daily routine is to play mahjong in the village commissary, and when he wins, he has a smiling face, and when he loses, he scolds the child for being angry.

Playing mahjong is the only contradiction between Li's father and Yang Wangxiang, because Yang Wangxiang plays cards day and night, but asks Li Xia to take care of her.

It's a pity that no matter how loud the noise is, it's useless, Yang Wangxiang only pretends when Li's father is at home.

Obsessed with mahjong is a bad thing, but Li Xia has never complained, and even Yang Wangxiang left them to remarry, Li Xia was only sad, still attached to her in her heart, and made excuses for her.

What really made Li Xia hate Yang Wangxiang was that after Li Yang and Li Nan had accidents one after another, Yang Wangxiang's indifferent attitude.

The only headache now is that Li Nan and Li Yang, they are different from Li Xia, they have not experienced the pain of their previous life, and they are still looking forward to their mother's love in their hearts.

is like himself in his previous life, no matter how he was insulted and ignored by Yang Wangxiang, no matter how uncomfortable he was, he would not go to his heart, and after being disappointed again and again, he still had hope for the next time.

Until the end of despair.

……

"Sister, are you still uncomfortable, does your head still hurt?" Li Yang carefully came in with the warm decoction, and after stabilizing it on the desk, he also probed the temperature of Li Xia's forehead like a little adult, "It's not burning." ”

Li Xia wanted to laugh and cry, tears rolled in her eyes, and her sister was so alive in front of her, "Sister is fine, come, let Sister hug you." ”

Stretched out his hand to hold Li Yang into his arms, feeling the temperature in the small body in his arms, tears rolling down.

"Yangyang, I'm sorry ......"

When he was seventeen years old, when Li Xia participated in a math competition organized by the city, Li Yang was abducted by traffickers in the village and never found again.

After the incident, Li Xia and Li Nan both blamed themselves deeply, thinking that they had not fulfilled their responsibilities, but complaining could not be avoided, the wounds in their hearts opened up, and the sisters and brothers could no longer be as close as before.

If Li Yang's accident was due to the abhorrent of human traffickers and someone with ulterior motives, then Li Nan had an accident later, and Li Xia felt that he had to bear a large part of the responsibility.

When did Li Nan start skipping classes and not going to school, and when did she start messing around with others, Li Xia didn't know at all, and by the time she knew, it was too late.

It's all her fault.

Li Xia in her previous life regretted it countless times, it would be good if she didn't go to that competition, the first place ten yuan of funds, Fa Li is more important than her sister.

"Sister?" Li Yang was a little scared, and his voice also had a crying tone, "Sister, don't cry, don't cry!" ”

This is when the little is not big, the sister makes a mistake and is punished to kneel, and she will also kneel with her, and when the sister cries, the sister who also cries for any reason!

Li Xia hugged Li Yang tightly, and raised her face high when she let go, "Sister is fine, sister is happy, really!" ”

I am very happy in particular!

Holding back the surging tears and drying her face, Li Xia turned her head and smiled at Li Yang, "Look, my sister is really fine." ”

Li Yang looked at Li Xia and reached out to touch her red and swollen eyes, "Sister, don't be sad. ”

"......" Li Xia, tears are coming out again.

Not daring to look at Li Yang anymore, Li Xia hurriedly picked up the medicine and changed the topic, "How many eggs have been saved at home, I will almost send them to Grandpa Zhong." ”

Grandpa Zhong is an old bell doctor, his son is a barefoot doctor in the village, everyone in the village has a headache and brain fever, they all go to Zhong's house, Western medicine works quickly, and those who have conditions are looking for Uncle Zhong to take small pills, and those who have no money go to ask Grandpa Zhong to prescribe herbal medicine.

Since Li's father passed away, Grandpa Zhong has taken great care of Li Xia and them, needless to say, Grandpa Zhong will definitely confiscate the money for this medicine.

But Li Xia can't bear it with peace of mind, there is no money, and it is okay to save eggs to pay for medicine.

"It was given by Aunt Meiling, sister, drink it quickly, you will be fine if you drink the medicine." Li Yang said.

Chen Meiling? Zhou Qiren's younger brother's wife, Zhou Duochun's second aunt!

Li Xia suddenly remembered that after she sweated in her previous life, her illness was actually better, but not long after drinking Chinese medicine, she began to vomit and diarrhea, which frightened Li Nan and Li Yang, not to mention, the illness dragged on for a long time and left a serious root of the disease.

In the end, it was because Chen Meiling and Zhou Qiyi sent her to the town clinic for injections and money for medical treatment, and the disease gradually improved.

First Zhou Qiren sent Li's father's ashes home, and then there was this matter, the three Li Xia sisters and siblings were almost grateful to the Zhou family, obeyed their words, and were the most trusted people besides Yang Wangxiang.

It turns out that everything was premeditated?

……