Chapter 1 The Journey
Wen Jing is pregnant.
To this day, she vividly remembers that when she took a B-ultrasound probe and searched her abdomen to confirm that she was undoubtedly pregnant, she only felt that her brain went blank.
And yet this is really a sad time. Because, she just got a divorce certificate.
The reason for the divorce is also very simple, the husband cheated.
She never thought that the person next to her pillow would betray her, and she had already forged a love nest with Xiao San outside.
Originally, there were no children, the other party was at fault, and she didn't let the other party leave the house, so she signed a divorce agreement peacefully. She didn't want to continue grinding with this disgusting man in court at all, it wasn't worth it for a few bucks.
Wen Jing doesn't have parents who can make decisions for herself, and her relationship with her relatives is not very good.
Outcome...... Now I'm pregnant.
Ironically, this is the child she once longed for and longed for. However, he came into this world in this way.
"Let your husband come with you next time," the ultrasound doctor took out a few pieces of paper and handed them to Wen Jing, asking her to wipe off the couplant left by the abdominal probe, and said, "You should pay special attention in the early stages of pregnancy, and then you must come for regular check-ups." ”
Wen Jing took the paper weakly, wiped off the couplant, stood up, looked at the ultrasound doctor, and said, "Doctor, this kid ...... It's been four weeks......"
"Well, yes? What's wrong? ”
"Around......" she muttered, then took the ultrasound report from the doctor.
"Well, miss," said the doctor, "there are still many people in line behind, and you have to look at the report, go out and read it." More specifically, the obstetrician-gynecologist will tell you. ”
Wen Jing walked out of the corridor of the hospital, holding the report card. Walking on the corridor of the hospital, she is like this, and people who don't know it look at it and think that she has received a diagnosis of a terminal illness.
Rational choice...... Naturally, it is abortion.
But......
Wen Jing subconsciously stroked her stomach.
It's amazing...... At this moment, there was another life in her body.
She left the hospital as fast as she could.
She barely remembers how she got from the hospital to her home. That dead scumbag finally had a little conscience, and the house was left to her, of course, because he had more than one house.
Sitting on the sofa, looking at the few goldfish swimming in the fish tank opposite, her eyes were very blank.
I've been married for three years...... Every month she calculates the date of her ovulation and prepares herself for pregnancy. She is very fond of children, and dreams of having a flesh and blood that can be conceived with her husband.
At that time, I was really like a joke.
Wen Jing's head leaned back slightly, leaning against the wall.
Is this kid really killed like this?
But...... But just beat this kid like that?
She used to watch TV dramas and didn't understand why some mothers want to have children when they were single, but now that it's her turn, she is confused.
She picked up the B-ultrasound report and stroked the color ultrasound image on it.
"What should I do?"
And just like that, she fell asleep on the couch.
I don't know how long it took for Wen Jing to wake up.
By this time, it was completely dark outside.
She stood up, walked over to the computer, and turned it on. Then, anonymously, he talked about himself in a forum, and after sending the post, he quickly received a large number of replies to the post.
She checked one post after another, and many people expressed sympathy for her experience, and most of the posts persuaded her to have an abortion, saying why do you want to help a scumbag raise a child, how hard it is to raise a child alone, etc......
Wen Jing watched while refreshing the web page, and finally, she almost fell asleep in front of the computer desk.
I don't know how long it took, but she suddenly noticed that a pop-up ad appeared at the bottom right of the page.
Wen Jing clicked to close, and then turned on this pop-up ad instead. Then, a new web page appeared.
"Purify the Mind...... The trip? ”
Wen Jing read the text on the webpage: "Give modern urban confused men and women a journey to the mountains and purify their souls." ”
The cost of this trip is quite cheap, and strangely, it is not even given a specific destination. A two-day and one-night journey to the deep mountains to purify the soul, and special psychological counseling help is also provided.
"It's kind of ...... What do you mean......" Wen Jing looked at it, the registration was about to close, and the nearest group was about to leave.
She didn't think much about it, so she filled out the registration form.
She now just wants to go to a place where no one knows herself, and seek a chance to reconcile herself. When you come back from your trip, you can decide whether you want to have this baby or not.
After all, it is impossible for her to decide the life and death of her child based on the reply answer to a post.
And also...... She is not raising a child for a scumbag, this child is not only the scumbag's, but also her own!
……
After Wen Jing submitted her application for annual leave to the HR Department, she began to prepare for this trip.
She didn't have many friends, and she had little contact with relatives, so she didn't have much to explain.
After signing the travel contract sent by the website, she looked at it and there was generally no problem. However, there will be fewer people in a tour group, about fifteen people.
I don't know where I'm going to travel.
"When you enter your destination, you need to hand in your phone and return it when you're done." This article was written on the website before, saying that modern people have become inseparable from mobile phones, and this trip is to try to get people out of their mobile phones and really feel nature.
"Turn in your mobile ......"
Wen Jing is really hard to imagine two days and one night without a mobile phone. However, it also seems to be somewhat interesting.
She is a person who doesn't like to socialize, she doesn't have many contacts on WeChat, and she only lets her husband watch it alone when she posts it on Moments. Usually, I always use my mobile phone to brush Douyin and Weibo.
Turn in your mobile phone ......
Just turn it in.
She just wanted to think about whether to have this child, that's all......
The days that followed...... Wen Jing almost unanimously suffered from insomnia. And with a child, she didn't dare to take sleeping pills. When she finally fell asleep, she dreamed of the child every time.
Oddly enough......
Every time in a quiet dream, the child will always be a daughter.
Ultrasound doctors do not tell the sex of the fetus. However, I don't know why, Wen Jing feels like a daughter. And she has been looking forward to having a daughter, which is the opposite of her ex-husband's desire to have a son.
Every time, she couldn't see her daughter's appearance clearly.
And...... Every time I chased her, I couldn't catch up with her.
Because she was still hesitant to take her life away?
On the morning of the day of the trip.
Rarely, she finally slept a little longer.
When she woke up, she felt like her face was covered in tears. Then, subconsciously, to stroke your abdomen......