Zhou Duochun didn't know what the meaning of everything she had done, she originally wanted to avenge Li Xia and snatch and destroy everything that Zhou Qing snatched from Li Xia.

She was ridiculously self-righteous.

Lin Jing also reminded Li Xia to pay attention to Zhou Duochun, but Zhou Duochun never appeared, but as soon as Li Xia's military training show ended, he went to Zhou Duochun's university to find her.

Zhou Duochun didn't want to see Li Xia, she didn't know what kind of expression she should face Li Xia with, she was in a mess these days, and she didn't have any clues.

But Zhou Duochun finally went downstairs.

"Find a place to sit, if you have any doubts, you can ask directly, okay?" Li Xia looked at Zhou Duochun, and her eyes fell on her board inch.

Although the hair has grown stubble, there is a long scar in the place where the stitches were performed, and there is no hair there, which looks a little dazzling.

Zhou Duochun wanted to say that she had nothing to ask and asked Li Xia not to come again, but after she was silent for a while, she still raised her feet and led Li Xia to a convenient place to talk near the school.

On the grandstand of the school playground, Zhou Duochun found a place with shade on the edge of the tree, and sat down with Li Xia.

The two were silent for a while before Zhou Duochun spoke, "That night, did you really jump into the river?" Was it saved by someone, or was it just a lie to me, Xiao Nan and Yangyang...... They also ......"

Although Zhou Duochun didn't know, it was obvious that she had watched Li Xia jump off with her own eyes, how could this fool her eyes, as well as Li Nan and Li Yang, Zhou Duochun was a little afraid to ask.

"To avoid the eyes of your father and uncle, I literally jumped." Thinking back to the scene at that time, it seemed like a nightmare to Li Xia, "But Xiao Yang and Yang Yang didn't jump, and the sound you heard was the sandbag I threw on their clothes." ”

Really jumped.

Zhou Duochun looked at Li Xia with a dull gaze, at that time, such an environment, such a rapid current, almost immediately, Li Xia was on the water, how she survived, Zhou Duochun didn't dare to think.

At this moment, Zhou Duochun felt that she had no qualifications to blame Li Xia, it was clearly the Zhou family who forced her to that step.

"I tied a thick rope around my waist, and someone answered it, so I escaped, but even so, it took more than half a month for the bruise on my waist to heal." Li Xia looked at the playground full of sunshine, "Sister Duochun, I was in the water at that time, I was really almost dying, but I can't die, I'm dead, what should Xiao Nan and Yangyang do?" ”

If he did it all over again, Li Xia himself was not sure if he would have the courage to jump again.

The water was cold and dark, all the sounds were far away, and from time to time there were branches or other things scraping by, and the water was so fast......

It can only be said that she is the most daring when she is ignorant, she thinks that she has good water quality and can swim ashore, but if it were not for the thick rope prepared by Wei Ye, she was afraid that she would have been washed away and didn't know where to go.

"I sensed that you had the idea of committing suicide at the time, so I took advantage of this despicably, but Sister Duochun, I hope you live well, you are only a teenager, and your life is still very long, why should you be trapped to death by the Zhou family." Li Xia turned his head to look at Zhou Duochun.

Zhou Duochun is alive, and even admitted to a good university, but she doesn't look good, there is no light in her eyes, as if there is no expectation and happiness in life, only numbness and indifference.

"I regret that from the beginning, I should have asked your opinion and taken you with me." Li Xia really regretted it, she didn't expect that Zhou Qiren would not have a little father-daughter affection for Zhou Duochun.

Hearing Li Xia's words, Zhou Duochun's heart was much more relaxed, and she couldn't tell whether it was relief or other emotions, which made her calm down a lot, and when she heard Li Xia say that she regretted it, Zhou Duochun shook his head, "You are right not to take me away." ”

The self in her memory is cowardly and incompetent, why did she let Li Xia take her away, it's not that Zhou Duochun looks down on herself, even if she takes her away, she will definitely drag Li Xia back.

"Then how did you know about Zhou Qing and the Gu family?" Zhou Duochun asked softly.

Li Xia straightened out his thoughts, "Probably from the time I found out that the medicine Zhou Qiyi gave me was for animals, I began to pay attention to the things around me, and found that Zhou Qiyi was monitoring our three sisters and siblings in an all-round way, didn't Luo Fengxian come back later?" While in town, I overheard a few conversations between her and her sister-in-law. ”

Of course, the matter of rebirth can't be said, let alone Zhou Duochun, even Li Nan and Li Yang, Li Xia didn't plan to let them know.

"Although she didn't say it directly, I still sensed the danger, and the ones I knew were all slowly found out after leaving." Li Xia didn't say anything about Wei Ye's existence, and vaguely brought it over.

Saying that, Li Xia sighed softly, "I also know a little about you, but I don't know much, you know, Zhou Qiren is cautious and very guarded against the outside world." ”

Zhou Duochun smiled, her little thing is not trivial at all, isn't it just the short thing in the parents? Luo Fengxian can't tolerate her stepdaughter.

She said that she was very rebellious, but she had been spending Zhou Qiren's money, and she had never really relied on herself.

It's Li Xia who is the most difficult one, she is alone with her younger brothers and sisters, and she doesn't know how to survive until now, there are no adults, and she relies on her to make money to support her family.

"What about the Gu family?" If Li Xia investigated, then she must know that Zhou Qing replaced her identity, if Li Xia is not the daughter of the Gu family, then what is the reason?

Zhou Duochun couldn't understand why the Gu family would be so good to Zhou Qing if it wasn't for his own daughter.

"My father's death may have something to do with the Gu family and Zhou Qiren." Li Xia said softly, if Li's father really died accidentally, why can't the hospital find the record, there must be other reasons here.

Zhou Duochun's eyes condensed, "You mean that the Gu family and Zhou Qiren ...... Uncle Li together"

This makes sense, why the Gu family would be so good to Zhou Qing, and why Zhou Qiren would kill the three Li Xia sisters and siblings.

"It shouldn't be, but it definitely has something to do with it, I'm still looking into it." Li Xia shook her head, the Gu family had no reason to do it to Father Li, but Zhou Duochun also provided her with another idea, and this possibility could not be completely ruled out.

I hope that Wei Ye can pry open that Yang Mingyou's mouth as soon as possible, and I also hope that there will be some information related to Father Li in Lin Jing.

On the Deng family's side, Li Xia was originally going to pass after the military training ended, but Zhou Duochun's sudden appearance disrupted her plan, and when she talked to Zhou Duochun, Li Xia planned to go to Deng Xiao'e and find a way to contact Deng Xiao'e's mother.

"Sister Taharu, I know you will complain about me in your heart, and I don't know what to say to explain, but I hope you can think it through and work hard to live for yourself." Li Xia sincerely hopes that Zhou Duochun can live a good life.

A person has too many helpless things in his life, he can't choose his birth, he can't choose his parents, but at least he can choose how he wants to live, which is a bit light, but for them, it is the only way to save themselves. Sogou Library

Zhou Duochun was silent, did she have a grudge against Li Xia? At first, there was, but if you think about it carefully, she can have a grudge against Zhou Qiren, a grudge against Luo Fengxian, and a grudge against her biological mother, but what qualifications does she have to have a grudge against Li Xia.

Li Xia has no obligation to be responsible for her, and even she should be grateful to Li Xia, her cheap life is the blessing of Li Xia, and she is only now alive in peace.

"Xia Xia, are you living for yourself?" Zhou Duochun thought about it a lot, and she didn't say that she didn't complain about Li Xia, at this time, there was always a sense of eagerness to confess, and she would slowly let Li Xia know that she didn't complain about her.

Li Xia was stunned when he asked this.

Speaking of which, in the upper and lower lives, Li Xia has never really lived for herself, she has been living in guilt in her last life, all her efforts are to find Li Yang, and to come to Beijing to find the truth about Li's father's death, which is also the last few years of thinking.

Not to mention in this life, Li Xia's burden is heavier than in the previous life, not only younger brothers and sisters, but also Chen Xinchun and Li Ran's brothers and sisters, she has to support them for a while.

But Li Xia is as sweet as a mouthful.

"All my efforts now are for being able to live for myself wholeheartedly after the truth is revealed." Li Xia looked at Zhou Duochun seriously, and then laughed.

"Seriously, it can't be said that I don't live for myself now, it's my responsibility to take care of my family, and to find the truth is also to understand the knot in my heart, I feel that every day is very fulfilling, and for me, it is very precious."

As long as you live a meaningful life, it is the right way to live.

Zhou Duochun saw the bright smile in Li Xia's eyes, she actually couldn't understand why Li Xia could still smile like this without haze after going through so much.

Although she was puzzled, Zhou Duochun didn't ask any more, Li Xia had already appeared, and she would not leave in a short time, she had a lot of time to figure out the doubts in her heart.

"I'll learn and watch for myself." Thinking of the head teacher, and then looking at Li Xia in front of her, Zhou Duochun felt that she might be able to try to like the world a little more.

When Li Xia left, he reached out and hugged Zhou Duochun, feeling the stiffness of his body in his arms, Li Xia tightened his arm hard before gently letting go of Zhou Duochun.

At the bus stop, Ji Jingming was flipping through a book and waited quietly for Li Xia.

He came with Li Xia, but he didn't go in, and when he saw Zhou Duochun standing not far away watching Li Xia, Ji Jingming nodded with the other party, and put all his attention on Li Xia.

"Are we going to Deng's house in the afternoon?" Before Ji Jingming read the book, he had already inquired about the bus route from here to Deng's house.

Li Xia thought for a moment, "Go." ”

Deng Xiao'e was at work, Deng's mother was knitting at home, and when she heard someone knocking on the door, Deng's mother didn't think much about it, and went directly to open the door.

Almost immediately, Deng's mother sank her face and wanted to close the door.

Thanks to the Deng family for not installing a large iron gate with anti-theft outside the door, Li Xia hurriedly stretched out his hand to block Deng's mother's movements, "Aunt Deng, I'm sorry to disturb you, but I really have something I want to know through you." ”

Mother Deng's serious face showed an unhappy look, "If you know to disturb people, don't come to the door again, you have to have something, just look for the hospital leader, it's useless to look for me!" ”

As she spoke, Mother Deng reached out and grabbed Li Xia's hand on the door, and pushed it out with great strength.

"Auntie, I just want to know the truth about my father's death, please, if you know even the slightest clue, can you tell me." Li Xia pleaded bitterly.

After a pause, Mother Deng said impatiently, "Who knows who your father is, go to the doctor if you have a brain disease, don't bother me here!" ”

As she spoke, Mother Deng grabbed Li Xia's hand and broke it off, pushed it out, and immediately threw the door shut.

"Be careful!" Seeing that Li Xia still wanted to block the door as soon as he stood firm, he seized the opportunity to say a few more words, but Ji Jingming quickly pulled Li Xia away.

If you don't pull it open, Li Xia will be caught in the door.

Li Xia turned his head to look at him, Ji Jingming shook his head at Li Xia, and Li Xia sighed in disappointment.

The two sat at the entrance of the building and waited for more than half an hour, and did not wait for Mother Deng to open the door.

Watching the two of them leave, Mother Deng, who had been standing behind the window, breathed a sigh of relief and sat back on the sofa, but the hand holding the needle could no longer weave, but looked out the window and was stunned.

"Oh, Mom, you're at home, why don't you turn on the lights?" Deng Xiao'e arrived home after dark, and as soon as she turned on the light at the door, she was startled by her mother who was sitting on the sofa.

Mother Deng readjusted to the light, glanced at Deng Xiao'e, put down the needle and thread in her hand, and slowly stood up, "Are you back, have you had dinner?" I'll do it for you. ”

Deng Xiao'e put down the bag and washed her hands first, and then happily followed behind Deng's mother, "I didn't eat, the food in the hospital cafeteria, there was no way at noon, I don't want to eat in the hospital at night, Mom, my dad has been on a business trip for a long time, when will he be back?" ”

"At the beginning of next month, what, do you miss him?" Mother Deng measured the rice out and bought it.

Deng Xiao'e took out a red pimple from the vegetable basket and washed it, and ate it directly to fill her stomach, nodding her head as a matter of course, "Of course I miss my dad." ”

Mother Deng's hand was stunned, her body stiffened for a moment, and before Deng Xiao'e found out, Mother Deng recovered again, but she didn't speak again.

Deng Xiao'e didn't think there was anything wrong, and when she saw her mother, she washed rice, and ran back to her room to read the newly bought magazine after work.

Mother Deng was busy for a while, she didn't hear Deng Xiao'e's voice, turned her head and looked, in the open door, Deng Xiao'e was reading the magazine and was looking at it, her eyes fell on the photo of a family of three on the wall, and she came to her senses again.

Deng's mother didn't fall asleep until midnight after insomnia, and got up early the next morning to go to the vegetable market to buy vegetables.

The sanitary environment of the vegetable market is not good, the vegetable leaves on the ground are trampled on the ground and become very slippery, Deng's mother almost fell, and it was the silent boy who stood behind Li Xia every time she supported her.