Chapter 546: When a person dies, he becomes a star in the sky
Grandpa once told himself that her grandmother was such a stingy and generous person, timid but thinking about everything for him.
is such a grandmother, so that he can't let go of it in his life and can't forget it.
It's not that he's not really afraid of loneliness, it's just because he knows that grandma, a duplicitous person, knows that there are individual women lying next to him, maybe how he will secretly shed tears.
Grandpa said......
If she had a choice, Grandma would not be willing to leave him and their three children behind.
She loves the four of them so much......
But the original grandmother didn't have a choice!
However, now he has the right to choose, so he chooses not to marry another person for the rest of his life, and he chooses not to let his grandmother have the opportunity to shed tears!
He is not afraid of anything in his life, only his grandmother's tears.
Grandpa also said......
Instead of listening to grandma, in order to make him no longer lonely in the future, he married someone else and made grandma feel aggrieved, it is better to go to the underworld in the future and let grandma laugh and scold herself.
In this way, the grandfather stubbornly and diligently raised his three sons alone.
Over the years, how many people wanted to introduce another room to their grandfather, and their parents were scolded back by their grandfather with a cold face.
Over time, people knew that he was going to guard his grandmother's determination not to marry another, and his grandfather was stationed at the border all the year round and rarely stayed in the General's Mansion, so no one cared about his grandfather's lifelong affairs......
Chu Qianli listened to the housekeeper say these words, and the housekeeper also said that in the past, he could always see his grandfather sitting alone in the courtyard in the dead of night, staring at the stars in the sky stupidly, thinking and secretly hurting himself.
It wasn't until later that Chu Qianli heard her grandfather mention her grandmother and said with a smile that her grandmother's naïve woman actually told him before she was alive that people would become stars in the sky after they died.
But Grandpa puffed out his cheeks and stroked his beard angrily and told her that he was angry that Grandma told others that she would become a star in the sky when she died, but she didn't tell him which one she would become......
She didn't tell herself, there were so many stars in the sky, how could he find them!
When Grandpa said this, there was a deep helplessness and grievance in his tone, which made Chu Qianli's heart hurt so much that he couldn't breathe.
When a person dies, he becomes a star in the sky......
What a childish statement!
It wasn't until that time that Chu Qianli understood why his grandfather, who had always been puzzled by the amorous straight man, had the interest to look at the moon and the stars.
Every time he looked up at the starry sky, he should be looking for which star is grandma.
How could a grandfather really believe such a statement that deceived children?
But such an unrealistic statement has become the biggest sustenance in his grandfather's heart, and the only thing he can do when he misses his grandmother......
Later, grandpa's three sons were finally pulled up by him, but her father suddenly disappeared inexplicably, and the second uncle became more and more estranged from his grandfather, and his grandfather at that time seemed even more lonely......
Thinking back to his grandfather's expression at that time, it is clear that his face always has a faint helplessness and sadness!
It's just that at that time, his grandfather was responsible for protecting the people of the country, so his weakness and loneliness could only be buried deep in his heart.
The reason why Chu Qianli was so angry with her second uncle was not because he treated him badly.
No matter how much he bullies himself, he can look at his grandfather's face.
But the second uncle touched her bottom line.
He shouldn't have been, he shouldn't have understood his grandfather's care and love for him, not only did he not know how to repay him, but he didn't have a little conscience to harm his grandfather's life!
You must know that no matter how much trouble the second uncle had, even if his grandfather beat him and scolded him, deep down he never really gave up on him!
Otherwise, does the second uncle really think that he can gain a foothold in the court for many years simply by relying on his own ability to slap horses?
For the sake of the second uncle, the grandfather actually secretly did many things that the second uncle himself did not know.
And many of those things broke through grandpa's bottom line......
Grandpa's love for his second uncle is actually from the bottom of his heart!
It's just that grandpa he ......
He is used to holding everything in his heart, even if he really loves the second uncle, just as he loves her father and the third uncle exactly as he loves the second uncle.
But he never said these words to anyone.
Grandpa's love is like air.
I can't see or touch it, but I really exist to give everyone everything he can give.
Although grandpa seems to be very strict with the second uncle, in fact, grandpa has been protecting the second uncle's family with practical actions......
But even so, grandpa still feels guilty and regretful about his second uncle!
Grandpa felt guilty that he had not always been by his second uncle's side to educate him well, and regretted that because of his lack of companionship and education, the second uncle became the selfish and arrogant he is now......
Although grandpa never said it, in fact, he always felt in his heart that the second uncle has become like this and has an unshirkable responsibility for himself!
So whenever the second uncle got into trouble, even if the grandfather scolded him, he still helped him wipe his ass clean.
So every time the second uncle needs silver taels, even if he knows that he is going to do something that his grandfather can't agree with, his grandfather will still turn a blind eye and let him go.
And Chu Qianli also knew that the reason why the second uncle became so alienated from her grandfather and even held a grudge against her grandfather like now was related to her.
At first, when she was very young, although the second uncle was a little paranoid, he was still respectful, courteous and filial to his grandfather.
It wasn't until after the father and mother disappeared that the grandfather gave him too much attention and love, and the second uncle began to become more and more abnormal and rebellious.
In fact, the second uncle may have just felt unfair at first and wanted to attract the attention of his grandfather......
If Grandpa hadn't given her too much pampering because he felt that she had lost her parents at a young age, maybe the second uncle wouldn't have made a mistake now!
Although doing something wrong is doing something wrong, Chu Qianli suddenly felt at this time that the second uncle was also a pathetic and poor person.
His heart longs for love more than anyone else, but he can't feel the love around him on his own.
Such a person is empty and lonely.
And now, if the second uncle knew that he had not only seen his predicament in the Xinghui Auction House, but also knew that his predicament was caused by himself in the future......
When the time comes, won't his psychology be even more distorted and hate himself?
Even if the second uncle so cruelly gave her grandfather a parasitic Gu, it had touched Chu Qianli's bottom line, but she also knew that even if her grandfather woke up and knew the truth of the matter, he would never really ask the second uncle to pay for his life.