Chapter 7: It's not fair

"If something happens to the dog, I'm not done with your Zhang family!"

"Don't worry, my dad already gave me a message before the accident, as long as the dog wakes up, it will be fine. Our father's ability, you also know, the four of us brothers combined do not necessarily have his level......"

"But ......"

As soon as I regained consciousness, I heard the conversation between my parents.

My mother only cared about my safety, and didn't listen to my dad's comfort at all, and my dad was not in a good mood because of my grandfather's affairs, and after three or two sentences, the two couldn't help but quarrel.

I didn't want to open my eyes.

After all, my grandfather had explained that my parents were not allowed to come to see me until he died, and now that they are both by my side, it means that grandpa has really had an accident.

I always felt that as long as I didn't open my eyes, maybe I could go back to Huangquan Road and bring my grandfather back.

But listening to these two people arguing and arguing, it was quite a bit of a fight, and I didn't feel the gloom of walking on the Huangquan Road anymore, so I had no choice but to stop their quarrel.

The room was silent for a few seconds.

As soon as I opened my eyes, I was still a little uncomfortable with the realistic light, and subconsciously raised my hand to block it. A middle-aged beauty suddenly flew up, grabbed my hand, and looked at me with tears in her eyes.

"Dog, you really scared me to death this time!"

"Mom......"

I don't remember what it used to be, and I don't remember what my parents looked like, but we talked on the phone every week, and I recognized the voice at once. Looking at her bloodshot eyes, my heart couldn't help but swell.

"Grandpa, how's he?"

As soon as I asked about my grandfather, my mother's expression immediately became subtle, a flash of fear flashed in her sad eyes, and after a moment of silence, she smiled bitterly.

"Your grandfather has been buried peacefully, don't worry about it! Dog, you obediently go back to the city with me to go to high school, and in the future, we won't learn those things that the gods are talking about, go to a good university, find a good job, and spend this life in peace, will you succeed? ”

So fast?

Are they all buried?

Is there any reason why I have to hurry up and be buried, or have I been in a coma for too long?

I didn't care about my mother's words, and my attention was all on my grandfather's affairs. Knowing that I didn't get any useful information from my mother, I immediately turned my head to look at the middle-aged man in the room.

"Dad, where did you bury your grandfather? I want to see ......."

"No way!"

No matter how reasonable the request was, my dad didn't wait for me to finish speaking, and then refused with a serious face. With such an abnormal attitude, how can I believe that the "safe burial" in my mother's mouth is true?

Grandpa's death must be strange!

Unfortunately, since I told me that I was going to see my grandfather, no matter what I asked about my grandfather, my father was silent, but my mother replied positively, but every word she said sounded like a perfunctory word to comfort me.

I had just woken up, and I was not in good spirits, and after a few words to my parents, I started to feel drowsy again.

I thought that I just hadn't recovered yet, and that a day or two of sleep would make up for a lot of comfort. I woke up in my room, but a month had passed since the summer vacation.

Aunt Lian told me about this.

When I woke up, she was coughing badly, and she was sitting on the balcony of my room picking vegetables, and when she heard the movement in the room, she immediately dropped the beans in her hand, shouted "The dog is awake" downstairs, and ran into the house on her feet, serving tea and water with a concerned face, and chattering about the things during my sleep.

I listened in a trance, but my mind was thinking about something else.

This time the coma was not the same as when she was knocked unconscious at Aunt Lian's house, and she didn't see any strange phenomena, it was just a very simple sleep. As if I was sleeping, I closed and opened my eyes and the time passed.

But how can you sleep for more than half a month in an ordinary sleep?

I couldn't help but have a question-

Is the world I exist in real?

When did you start to feel like you're living in a fantasy? Is it from the beginning of learning that grandpa had an accident? Or does it start with being asked for help by Xia Lan's living soul? Or, even earlier, from the day my grandfather shook me back with a spiritualist bell?

I don't understand.

Aunt Lian didn't know my thoughts, only looked at my ignorant expression, couldn't help but have red eyes, and said with emotion: "You kid, I've slept for more than half a month, I'm afraid that I won't have a chance to repay you for saving Xiaolan......

Charan ......

Hearing this name, my heartbeat froze inexplicably, and a piercing coldness instantly enveloped my whole body.

Inevitably, I remembered my grandfather's death again.

In order to save Xia Lan's life, I chose to give it a go, and there would be no irreversible consequences if I broke the rules. As a result, my grandfather died inexplicably, but my parents did not allow me to go to his grave to see him.

To say that these two things have nothing to do with each other......

I'm afraid I can't even convince myself!

But why?

It's clear that I'm the one who broke the rules, but why is it my grandfather who is being punished?

It's not fair!

Besides, so much time has passed, I just shook the soul bell now, and grandpa can't come back. Huangquan Road, the only opportunity I could save my grandfather, was also missed by me.

A great sense of guilt welled up in my heart, and I couldn't help but close my eyes in pain.

Aunt Lian finally saw that my mood was wrong, and patted me on the shoulder gently: "Uncle Zhang, he gave me a dream two days ago, let me tell you, he doesn't blame you for his affairs, he already knew that he would have a ...... day."

Of course I knew that grandpa wouldn't blame me.

But how can I forgive myself?

It's just that you can't say this kind of thing to Aunt Lian, otherwise Aunt Lian and her family will be angry about this matter, thinking that they killed my grandfather.

It was my choice to save Xia Lan.

Making their family feel guilty is not what I want to see.

I took a deep breath and tried to squeeze out a smile at Aunt Lian: "Xia Lan is fine, by the way, what about my parents?" ”

Aunt Lian pursed her lips slightly, as if she was hesitant whether to say it or not, but when she saw my earnest eyes, she still opened her mouth.

"Uncle Zhang left a suicide note, which specifically emphasized that you have to stay in Fengcun until you are eighteen years old, and no one is allowed to take you away, nor is it allowed to stay with you. Your mother naturally refused to leave you here alone, and then you became ill and confused, and finally your father took you back to the city. ”

Seeing that I frowned, she hurriedly emphasized the follow-up situation: "But don't worry, dog, your mother will be fine after returning to the city, as long as you don't return to Fengcun, there will be no problem." ”

I hummed lightly, but my mind was not on it at all.

I spent too little time with my parents, I can't talk about how deep my feelings are, and my mother's face, I saw it last time, let alone a good life of twenty or thirty years, as long as someone has not deliberately destroyed her life, she must be healthy now.

I was thinking about my grandfather's suicide note.

On the first day I was taught hexagrams, my grandfather told me that one of the most important lessons to be a hexagram master is to learn to let go of obsessions.

After all, fortune can be changed, and life can also be changed.

It's just that everything has a cause and effect, and most people can bear the price of changing their fortunes, but almost no one can bear the price of changing their lives.

Although the hexagram master can spy on the fate of others, in the end, he is still an individual, and if he does not learn to let go of his obsessions, he will be easily shaken by extraordinary factors such as emotions, so as to make irrational choices, and then he will inevitably bear the final price.

Grandpa was supposed to be the face of the end of his life, but he had already predicted the end of his death.

Obviously, it was because he saw my obsession and chose to bear the price of changing my life for me.

Thinking of this, I couldn't continue to lie on the bed, and was busy with Aunt Lian: "Auntie, can you take me to Grandpa's grave?" I want to see grandpa again, just one look! ”

"Dog, it's not that my aunt won't help you." Aunt Lian withdrew her hand in embarrassment, stomping restlessly, looking like she was trying to calm herself, but her voice trembled violently, "But your grandfather's affairs are very strange, I, I really can't talk to you in detail!" ”

"Aunt Lian?" I couldn't help but frown.

"Hey, I can only tell you, your grandfather is he, he is in a mass grave, but he can't be buried......"