Chapter 1239: Memories of a Life (2)
For a recruit who has just stepped on the battlefield, the first time to kill, hearing the sound of the knife into the flesh will make people's hearts tremble, but in the huge shouting and killing, in the crazy atmosphere, in the environment where either you die or I die, in fact, I don't think about anything at all.
If the enemy does not die, then it is you who dies.
The war lasted for a long time, from the dawn of the day until the sun went down and the camp was closed.
The battle was won, and the opponent's soldiers retreated first.
A group of blood-stained soldiers retreated from the battlefield, many of them stood on the battlefield on their side, looking blankly at everything around them, they were all recruits, recruits who survived, a group of... Lucky guy.
In this kind of battlefield, it is lucky to survive, and it is fate not to survive, these recruits stood here for a long time, looking at the blood on their bodies, and their bodies suddenly lost their strength.
"Puff"
Dazed, they followed the broken team back to the camp, and then the recruits fell to the ground one by one.
"Ahh
I don't know who shouted first, and everyone seemed to be called back to their souls, shouting one by one, and began to celebrate, celebrating that they had survived this day.
Lin Mo also came back to his senses from that daze, got up from the ground as soon as possible, and then shouted, quickly searching for his brother among the group of people who could barely recognize who was who.
It's so noisy around, it's all celebrating the guys who survived, because of the victory, no one cares about these lucky guys, as long as they don't make a mess.
Many veterans sat next to them, looking at these celebratory guys, and shook their heads slightly.
They thought of themselves at the beginning, and also thought of the experience afterwards, those who survived were indeed lucky, and it was a good thing to be able to live one more day.
"Lin Mo" was in this chaos, constantly searching, he didn't rejoice, he didn't cheer, only anxious, he was looking for his brother's figure, and then, he finally found a guy in a corner.
It was his younger brother, the two brothers met, and the goddess of luck favored them both to survive, and the two hugged each other, ignoring the mess on each other's bodies, and at this moment, they began to cheer and began to celebrate.
Survived, what a thing to celebrate.
Their celebration did not last long, and it was already the tolerance of the generals to give them some time, and it didn't take long for those who danced the most happily and still had the strength to be called away to clean up the battlefield.
The previous cheers made them forget everything on the battlefield, but now they returned to the battlefield, facing the mountains of corpses, facing the bloody ground, they trembled, feared, and then couldn't help but vomit.
This is something that recruits have to go through, and it is fortunate and unfortunate to survive, because those who survive will witness more killing.
Soon after, the pale recruits put the battlefield in order, and the weapons that they could take back to continue to use, put them all away, and cut off the ears of the enemy, which was everyone's merit.
When they returned to the barracks, they had no strength, and they were in a very uneasy mood when they watched the veterans sitting there one by one wearing blood-soaked armors, talking and laughing, talking about some meat jokes, and eating in large gulps.
But they all know that one day, they will become like that, if they survive.
In the following days, wars again and again, baptism of iron and blood, made the original group of recruits slowly grow up and become veterans, and become those who have just come down from the battlefield and can still talk and laugh, ridicule each other, and insult each other.
In the past few years, there have been too many wars, and many people have forgotten how many battles they have experienced, so that those who survive have forgotten how many people they have killed, and how many robes have died on the battlefield.
"Lin Mo" is still alive, but he has a lot of scars on his body, and the whole person is much stronger than back then.
It's just that his younger brother died in a battle, very unlucky, and since then "Lin Mo" has become silent and more courageous, each time he will try his best to kill as many enemies as possible, and then when the war is temporarily over, he will look blankly at the sky.
Because of his performance, because of his bravery, and the accumulation of military exploits, "Lin Mo" became a general and a pioneer officer from a small soldier.
But his personality hasn't changed much, he is still silent, and he will still do his best after every battle.
The days tend to return, life becomes monotonous, and blood and killing are already commonplace things for him, and they will not make too many waves rise in his heart.
His bravery was favored by his superiors, and with his military merits, there were not many surprises in the promotion of military ranks, his officers became bigger and bigger, and finally became a general, but this is also the end, stationed in a small city at the border.
He had no intention of going to court, because it was another world for him, and that world was too complicated.
The war began, and stopped, and after some years, it began again, and then stopped, and the days passed little by little in this cycle.
Until, when a battle began, he received an order to attack while guarding the border.
Not to kill the place, but to lead the army to kill the place that has been guarding behind him, dazed, at a loss, from relying on his relatives for his life, to putting all his thoughts on resisting the enemy and protecting the home behind him.
But it was only at this time that he finally understood how powerless and ridiculous his protection was.
The outside enemy failed to break down the strong wall, but the inside of the wall was in chaos on its own.
That year, the rebels were everywhere, and a war for the throne torn the whole country apart, and finally they had to transfer back their troops stationed at the border pass, but as a result, foreign enemies invaded and took advantage of the situation.
The fortified walls did not fall, but it was no longer a place to defend against foreign enemies.
He always obeyed orders, and from the first day of joining the army, it was the duty of a soldier to obey orders, but this time, he did not.
Halfway through the journey, he suddenly led the army back, and a lone army plunged directly into the enemy's body, fighting and fighting, and there were no reinforcements in that battle, and no one survived the war.
Not a single man of his army remained, and the enemy was so weakened that there was no possibility of further invasion.
The final picture stayed on a mountain of corpses and a sea of blood, and at the moment of death, he finally understood that he was just a chess piece, and it no longer mattered whether his death was worth it or not.
The world slowly became dark, and Lin Mo, who had seen all this, suddenly felt another strong suction force coming, and he suddenly left from the body of "Lin Mo".
The world around him shattered like a mirror, the broken corpses turned into nothing, the ground stained red with blood slowly disappeared, everything quickly faded in front of his eyes, and a huge black vortex appeared in front of Lin Mo's eyes again.
In the center of the vortex was still a small light that was not very large, and at this time he had not yet recovered from the final battle, but the darkness had returned.
In a trance, he was sucked away by the vortex again, and the surroundings instantly became dark, and all the light said goodbye to Lin Mo and disappeared completely.
Consciousness sank, Lin Mo was a little dazed, at this time he couldn't tell which one was him, it was him who fought hard in the battlefield and finally died on the battlefield, or the one who was hit hard by an unknown thing in the dark, and then gradually lost consciousness.
But at this time, a voice appeared in Lin Mo's ears.
"Knock"
"Knock Knock"
"Knock Knock"
... ...
It was the sound of the heart beating, louder and louder, as if to direct the direction of the vortex.
"Knock, knock, knock..."
A huge suction force suddenly appeared, suddenly throwing Lin Mo into a pitch-black world.
"Knock, knock, knock..."
The voice became clearer, Lin Mo felt the blood flowing in his body, and felt the source of the sound.
"Brush!"
In the darkness, a pair of eyes suddenly opened, and he was back!