"Shaojie, actually, I don't mind." Xu Linlin and Shaojie walked away from home and came to the lakeside, Shaojie just held her hand and walked aimlessly along the lakeside, without speaking, Xu Linlin spoke first.

"Linlin, when I was seven years old, my eldest sister left home, and I saw the whole process of the scar on her face."

"Shaojie, Shaojie, that's not your fault!" Xu Linlin looked at Shaojie's expression and knew that he was blaming himself for all these things.

"No, that incident was my fault, I promised the eldest sister to wake her up on time, but I forgot, my mistake led to everything that happened later, including the eldest sister's running away from home, of course, the eldest sister's hatred for me is more than that" Shaojie looked at Xu Linlin and smiled, "Actually, the eldest sister is a good person, she used bangs to cover her scars not because she was afraid of others looking at them, but to prevent me from feeling guilty all the time." But she can't let go, she can't let go of her hatred for her parents, she shouldn't let go, none of us have the right to persuade her to let go, everything she did to me was due, I said I wanted to pay off my parents' debts. ”

"No, no, no" Shaojie's words became more and more excited, Xu Linlin began to panic, "Shaojie, this has nothing to do with you, you were just a child at that time, your birth is not something you can control, you are the best brother in the world, your second sister is disabled, you let her help you clean up the house, give her a good salary a month, your eldest sister reached out to you to get money, you didn't miss a penny, you didn't ask a word, you don't owe them, it is your parents who owe them, you are already very good." ”

"It's not just that, it's all rooted in my birth. In my eyes, my parents are like demons, their preference for me even makes me sick, and I feel as if I am munching on human blood steamed buns every day...... My own sister's blood! Shaojie continued, "As for my second sister, such a gentle and kind girl...... Shaojie suddenly couldn't speak, squatted down, buried his head and cried......

In fact, from beginning to end, he felt most sorry for his second sister Shaofang. Shaofang is 4 years older than him, he has been growing up with Shaojie, washing and cooking for him, growing up with Shaojie like a nanny, he is very good to Shaofang, but Shaofang is better to him, he can see Shaofang's desire for school in his eyes, but he is helpless when he is young. Every time Shaojie was unhappy, Shaofang would hold him tightly in his arms, mold his head, and not speak. In Shaojie's eyes, the second sister is the most gentle and kind girl in the world, but such a kind girl has ...... ears

Xu Linlin didn't know how to comfort her, she sympathized with Shaohong and Shaofang's tragic experience, and also pity Shaojie for living in self-blame all his life, abuse and favoritism, and in the end, they all seemed to live nondescript......

In the evening, Xu Linlin had already gone back, Shaojie asked her to go back first, and Shaojie was still sitting alone by the lake, the mobile phone in his hand was still on, and the photos on the screen, he had seen it countless times, countless times, a diagnostic report, he understood that he might not have much time, and there were some things that had to be solved......

Shaojie dragged his tired body home, opened the door, and the second sister sat on the sofa and waited for him, "You're back, I'm worried about you if you haven't come back so late, why don't you answer when I call?" ”

"Oh? The phone is out of battery haha, what can I do, second sister, I have just called you this month's salary. Shaojie said while changing his shoes, and the smile on his face completely did not see the sorrow just now.

"Brother, I really don't need so much, I'm used to taking care of you, you're like this, I sometimes feel like an outsider..."

"What nonsense, wouldn't it cost me money to hire a nanny to cook for me, and you won't get married in the future? Really," Shaojie said, walking over and touching Shaofang's head.

Shaofang's casual words just now were like a knife, once again inserted into Shaojie's heart......

"Okay, since you're okay, then I'll go to sleep first!" After Shaofang finished speaking, she prepared to go to the room.

"Second sister, wait a minute, I have something I want to tell you, including the eldest sister, can you send a message to the eldest sister now to let her come over?"

"Okay" Shaofang looked at Shaojie's sign language and was a little puzzled, and even felt that she had seen it wrong, in her impression, Shaojie had never taken the initiative to find the eldest sister.

After about half an hour, Shaohong arrived, and pushed the door directly in, "Fang'er? What's wrong? Call me over so late, isn't that little bastard bad for you? ”

Of course, Shaofang didn't hear these words.

"Sister, Xiaojie has something to do with you!"

"He's looking for me? What could it be? Sending money? ”

"Big sister" Shaojie got up from the sofa, "I want to talk to you today, don't worry, don't delay you to play cards." Saying that, Shaojie directly transferred 2000 to Shaohong,

Looking at the money received, Shaohong smiled slightly, "Say it, little mongrel, what's the matter?" ”

"Eldest sister, I know your grievances for so many years......"

"You know a!"

"Sister, after listening to me, I know that I can't persuade you to forgive your parents, what they did to you is unforgivable." Shaojie raised his head slightly, "However, if one day I leave temporarily, I mean if, I can't support you financially, can I help my parents for the sake of my obedience to you in the past few years." ”

"I'll fuck you!" Hearing the word "Mom and Dad", Shaohong's muscles instantly burst out, "?????? Are you kidding me? Do you think it's possible? I tell you, no way! They cost me my whole life, and I want to get out of it? I'm for your sake, oh no, for your money's sake, so you haven't bothered with them for the past few years, don't give money, and still want me to help them? You didn't wake up from a dream, did you? Saying that, Shaohong picked up the slippers under his feet and threw them at Shaojie.

"Sister, what are you doing!" Seeing this, Shaofang was anxious, pushed Shaohong away, covered Shaojie's head with both hands, and kept asking, "Xiaojie, are you okay?" ”

"Is there really no room for redemption?"

"Redemption?? Hehehehehehehehe! Shaohong stroked her hair, "Yes, but I'm going to make them lose everything, just like they made me lose everything!" Shaohong's eyes were fixed on Shaojie, and after a moment, he slammed the door and left......

Shaojie was left sitting on the sofa in a daze, he knew very well in his heart that he was everything to his parents.

A week later, in the early morning, Shaojie took a bus to the countryside, the small village where he was born and where his parents now live.

Shaojie did not choose to go directly to his parents' house, but came to the railway near the village, and the photo he was holding in his hand, the family photo was taken here. The smiles of everyone in the photo are so harmonious, this is the only time in his impression that this is the only time, and since then, this scene of family harmony has been fixed forever in a lifeless photo frame, never came out, and has never appeared again......

Shaojie sat by the railway, motionless, his eyes looked into the distance, and looked at the time from time to time, it should be, it's almost there, Shaojie thought to himself.

After a while, Shaofang, Shaohong, and his parents all came, very cleverly from different directions at the same time......