Bored every day, boring time, boring me.

Mu Qing felt that he lived in a world with no goal, no direction, and no motivation to move forward.

Little by little, time passed between my fingers, and I looked back as if I hadn't done anything.

No matter what you do, you don't get satisfied, whether it's in games, in life, or in making friends, everything seems to be unsatisfactory.

At first glance, it seems like I'm nothing.

Mu Qing felt his decadence, and he also made it clear that he was decadent.

I wanted to get back on my feet, but I found it really hard.

Even thinking about how nice it would be if someone helped her, imagination is always beautiful, but reality will always beat her to the ground and trample on the ground.

As time went by, Mu Qing always checked the news over and over again to see if anyone was looking for her.

In fact, reality is always crueler than imagination, and there is a huge disparity.

No one, not a single message, blank pages full of countless useless messages.

For her, these messages are not news, only messages from people who really care can lift the spirits of a little girl who is quietly in the corner.

As soon as he got the news, the little girl quickly picked up the phone, for fear of delaying the reply.

For fear of missing every moment with him, even though she didn't know who this person was, because she felt so empty that something was missing in her heart.

It seemed like someone needed to fill it until she was satisfied.

The exam is coming, and the useless work in the summer vacation is exchanged for her busy study in 7 days, which is like a drill and a fly, I don't know the direction, I only know how to go through the book, and I don't have time to practice.

At this time, it was too late to regret it, it was too late, time waited for no one, the exam was coming, and she had lived a very fulfilling life in the past 7 days, and even felt like it was the end of the term.

Maybe it's because someone accompanies her and accompanies her to study together, if it were her alone, would she still persevere?

Mu Qing shook his head.

She couldn't hold on.

On the day of the exam, when she stepped out of the exam venue, she looked disappointed, but unfortunately there is no medicine for regret in the world, and time will not go back.

Mu Qing stood at the gate of Yali Courtyard, looking up inside, yes, time waits for no one, there is no chance to do it again, and the next exam will have to wait for another year.

At this time, she remembered a person, and she remembered that he seemed to be from this academy as well.

Ariin, a school that makes people have infinite reverie.

He has already graduated, and he is no longer in this school, but Mu Qing still didn't hold back, so he opened QQ, saw the familiar contact, and sent a photo over.

This is my first visit to Ari-in.

The library here is really tall.

Zhu Yuyan: What are you doing there?

Mu Qing: I came here to take the exam, but I didn't review...

Zhu Yuyan: You know that you have to take the exam, why don't you study hard?

Mu Qing: I...

Mu Qing choked.

Yes, she used it to play games, she spent all her time playing games, all of it.

Zhu Yuyan: You're really stupid. Don't be like this in the future, since you know you have to take the exam, you shouldn't play, you know?

Zhu Yuyan sent a voice message.

Mu Qing listened carefully to the criticism and teachings.

Mu Qing realized at this moment that he seemed to be really disappointed.

I have a lot of time, so why don't I review? Why wait until the exam is coming.

Mu Qing asked himself rhetorically.

At this moment, Ling Muxue felt it, felt the sadness and remorse of the original owner. But there was nothing she could do.

At this time, Zhu Yuyan sent a voice.

Zhu Yuyan: Don't do this in the future.

Mu Qing nodded secretly.

Looking at the vehicles coming and going, she felt a little lost in her heart, but his words made her extremely warm, and she even felt as if someone in the world cared about her.

Mu Qing felt like he had eaten honey, and he felt as if his heart had been warmly touched by someone.

Although the exam was very disappointing, but. It seems that she has finally found someone who can comfort people, and even give her the courage to get back up and face the exam again.

You have to remember, Mu Qing, what you once said.

At that moment, Mu Qing was like meeting Zhu Yuyan for the first time, and Mu Qing would go to him from time to time, because Mu Qing felt as if he could fill his heart.

According to the memory of the original owner, Ling Muxue did it.

She even wondered why the original owner would do this? I don't understand it, but I feel like I can feel that special feeling.

It felt like she had been reborn from a cocoon, as if someone had given her hope, and the light of light was guiding her forward. The little girl who was lost in the darkness got back on her feet, full of hope for the future.

Mu Qing looks at her QQ messages every day, chats with someone every day, shares with him every day, shares her bits and pieces in daily life, whether she gets up to eat or do things, every moment she thinks of him by her side, every day they are connected to the microphone, as if he is standing next to you.

Zhu Yuyan: Can we relate?

Mu Qing: Why should we be related?

Zhu Yuyan: Do you have an unsavory secret on QQ, or am I just one of your chat partners?

Mu Qing: What's so scary?

Mu Qing: I don't! Relevance is relevance.

The two of them are very happily connected.

Mu Qing likes to play games, so he knows a lot of boys in the game, and some boys will send messages from time to time every day, asking if they can play games or everyone chattering for a while.

Mu Qing once thought that the other party must be a sea king, after all, his voice was so good, so beautiful, and very healing. Thinking that there should be a lot of girls to add him, thinking that he should talk to a lot of girls, she really thinks so.

But after associating with him, it doesn't seem to be like this.

Although a few girls occasionally look for him, he responds to other people's messages as if it were a few hours of replying. I didn't even see him reply after a day.

But if Mu Qing was looking for him, he would reply immediately.

Mu Qing hates others talking about dirt, yes, talking about dirt is a very bad habit, and she is also in front of a strange girl, although she doesn't know who the other party is, she feels that she can let go of chatting, but it's not good at all, she hates it.

In her understanding, all boys are dirty, and they all talk about dirty, but they are different from people.

They treat people differently, so they talk about different things.

Occasionally, Zhu Yuyan would send some dirty pictures, and although Mu Qing was disgusted, he still reluctantly accepted them.

Zhu Yuyan: You still like to sleep with a microphone as before.

Mu Qing: Because you can sleep faster with a microphone.

In fact, she hadn't slept with Lian Mai for a long time, and she knew that this was a bad habit, because she knew that the person who accompanied her Lian Mai would never be able to be with her.

When he was about to quit this habit, he appeared, yes, Zhu Yuyan, and appeared in her sight again, and the non-stop messages kept replying.

Mu Qing wanted to stay with him all the time.

She thought that it was just a virtual phone on her phone, but why was she so fascinated? Is it because he was good enough for her, or because the phone blinded him.

Mu Qing wanted to reflect and answer himself.

It turned out that because Mu Qing was lonely, she had no one to accompany her, so only the mobile phone was by her side, and the object of the mobile phone was the virtual character, she felt that if he was by her side, then she would not be alone, so she would be happy and satisfied.

Ling Muxue experienced this memory, and deeply felt that the original owner was really lonely and lonely, she would always be the little girl trapped in the corner, and no one would ever be willing to take her out.

At this time, Ling Muxue finally realized why the original owner wanted to change the past, but Ling Muxue didn't understand whether the original owner wanted to be with him or not.

Every day and every night, Mu Qing's mobile phone has been working, not only at night, but also during the day.

It's the same whether you're studying or sleeping.

Gradually, Mu Qing got used to it.

Mu Qing is used to the days when Zhu Yuyan is around, Zhu Yuyan has already gone out to work, and he has a reliable and stable income.

He works in a township hospital, and he has a lot of time to play with his mobile phone during the day, and he will only get busy when the patient comes, and he will always talk to Mu Qing every time he is busy.

Zhu Yuyan: Now that a patient is coming, I have to go immediately, maybe it will be late, or you can go to bed first.

Mu Qing: It's okay, I'll wait for you to come back.

………

Little by little, time passed.

The phone on the bed kept on, and the slightly closed eyes closed and opened.

Yes, she had to wait for him to come back.

Zhu Yuyan: I'm back, and the patient bleed a lot just now.

Mu Qing: Angel in white.

Zhu Yuyan: Why don't you sleep yet? What time is it?

Mu Qing: It's 2 o'clock in the morning.

Zhu Yuyan: Go to sleep, you have morning class tomorrow.

Zhu Yuyan: Maybe I'll wait a while before I go to sleep, I don't know if the patient will come after a while.

Mu Qing: Are you still connected to the microphone?

Mu Qing was a little squirming, but the message was still sent.

Zhu Yuyan called the phone without saying a word, and looking at the familiar interface, Mu Qing pressed the answer button.

Zhu Yuyan: Okay, let's break the sleep.

After the two were associated, Zhu Yuyan was always jealous because there were many boys on Mu Qing's side who sent messages.

Mu Qing didn't know if the other party was really jealous or fake, but Mu Qing didn't find Zhu Yuyan's information when he was free, and his heart was empty, and he always wanted to find a few people to chat.

With such a mixture, the two people had a bickering.

Immediately afterwards, they reconciled, but, Zhu Yuyan said.

Zhu Yuyan: I don't want that to happen again next time.

Mu Qing: Hmm...

But the next time came.

Mu Qing once told him that she didn't like to talk about dirt.

However, Mu Qing still misunderstood.

Zhu Yuyan pulled Mu Qing into his friend group, but what about this group, Mu Qing thought it was a dirty group, so the whole person was nervous.

Mu Qing chatted a few words inside and felt very unhappy, why would he pull her into this kind of group? What does Zhu Yuyan think of her? Is it really just a tool man?

Mu Qing was furious and canceled the association and deleted his friends.

Mu Qing cried and laughed: He is no different from those people.

The two finally disconnected.

This time there was a misunderstanding, there was an estrangement, and the two of them reconciled in a day.

Zhu Yuyan: I said that if there is a first time, there will be a second time.

Zhu Yuyan: If you continue to make trouble like this, sooner or later there will be a third time, and I really won't add it when the time comes.

Mu Qing nodded silently.

Mu Qing always remembered this sentence, yes, there is no third time.

Listening to Zhu Yuyan's tone, he looked extremely angry.

It was as if a volcano had erupted, as if the gushing magma was flowing and burning the entire village.

Mu Qing said obediently like a kitten.

Mu Qing: I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, but I misunderstood.

Mu Qing: Don't be angry, okay?

Under Mu Qing's many attempts, the other party finally collapsed.

Zhu Yuyan: Don't do this in the future.

In fact, there is no future in the future, and the original owner at that time did not know.

This memory of Ling Muxue is very sad.

In fact, the original owner already knew that their end was predestined, and it would never be possible.

Facing Zhu Yuyan, Mu Qing felt very humble and felt like a clown on the stage.

After Ling Muxue experienced this scene, she felt that the original owner was too inferior.

In fact, in comparison, the original owner is not bad.

It's just that all the things that the original owner wants are owned by him.

As a result, she felt that she admired the other person, but in fact, the other party had something that he didn't want himself.

It's like you like to eat oranges, and he has them and you don't. What you have is something else.

You feel like someone else has everything you want to have, so you get the illusion that that person is great.

Because He has what you don't have, He does what you don't do.

Mu Qing wanted to practice medicine since he was a child, but the conditions did not allow it, so he did not embark on the road of practicing medicine.

In comparison, although the other party is only a junior college student, he has embarked on the path of medicine.

As an undergraduate, Mu Qing, although he has achieved nothing, at least he has a bachelor's degree.

Although Mu Qing has nothing now, the future is not certain!

Ling Muxue felt that the original owner might as well be envious of others, and if she had to count her current life of food and clothing, she didn't know how many people would envy her.

In the same way, when you are looking at others, others are also looking at you, and when you are envious of others, others are envying you.

Ling Muxue suddenly felt worthless for the original owner, in fact, the original owner didn't need to do this, although she had also come over with hardship, but looking back at the past seemed to be looking back at the ancient battlefield.

After a long time, once the matter has passed, and when I look back on it, it feels as if there is nothing.

After a long time, it really feels like it's nothing.