After listening to Jin Linghua's old stories, Yao Siman sighed slowly, and her mood became more and more complicated.

Thinking that the other party had experienced such a thing half a month ago, and that she could still go to work every day to run the business of her own store, Yao Siman couldn't help but admire her strong ability to resist blows.

However, while admiring, Yao Siman's heart was still full of questions.

Whether judging from Jin Linghua's dedication to that man, or her reaction when she talked about these past events, it is not difficult to see that she has a deep affection for her boyfriend.

Facing the betrayal of her boyfriend who has been in love for so many years, it will take a long time for anyone to heal the pain, right?

However, Jin Linghua chose to be with another man in just half a month, what the hell is this....... What's going on......

Yao Siman frowned, and the more he thought about it, the more strange he felt.

Seeing that Jin Linghua was very sad, she opened her mouth and swallowed back what she wanted to ask.

Just as Yao Siman was secretly speculating, Jin Linghua gradually calmed down the sad emotions in her heart, I don't know what she thought, and what appeared in her eyes was a more helpless look.

"Xiaoman, in fact, I also know in my heart that I shouldn't be with the light.

The first time we met, I knew he was a family man.

That day, he drove to pick up his daughter from school, and happened to encounter the robbery of my bicycle, and helped me catch the bad guy in three or two clicks.

At first, I was very grateful to him, but then when I found out that he had bad intentions towards me, not to mention how much I hated him.

I thought: How can this man be like this? is already a person with a wife, but he is still thinking about other women.

Originally, I wanted to hide from him, but who knew that he knew about my store at school.

Ever since the first day we met, Bright has come to my store almost every day when no one is around, and when he comes to my store, he buys a lot of stuff and stays for a long time.

I could see what he was thinking, and I made it clear to him that I rejected his idea.

Ironically, I just told Guangming that I had a very good boyfriend, and when I went to look for him at the hotel where he worked that night, I accidentally bumped into him hugging and hugging other proprietress nearby.

I remember that moment, I was so mad that I rushed up to him and got into a big argument with him, trying to ask him for an explanation.

I don't understand, why has our relationship changed over the years?

Ironically, he didn't think he was wrong at all, and said that I was a boring woman, and that it was not interesting to be with me at all, and that he was tired of spending time with me.

Xiaoman, you know what? He said he hated the way I always held a ledger and counted and thought I had changed.

Hearing him say something like that would break my heart.

I just want to live hard, try to create better conditions for our future, I really don't understand why he is so ruthless to me, not thinking about the old feelings at all!

Why do the two people with the best relationship in the past one day quarrel and tear like enemies against Mai Mang......

That time on the road, the two of us had a fierce quarrel, and my attitude was also very bad, and he was so angry that he even wanted to beat me.

I would never have thought that the light suddenly appeared by my side so suddenly and protected me, not only did not let my body suffer any damage, but also helped me teach him a lesson.

That night, he sat with me by the river for a long time, and he kept comforting me.

He said that such a man is not worthy of my love at all, and he said...... I was the first woman he had ever met in his life that really moved him and asked me not to lose faith in myself.

If you think about it, Guangming is a really good person, he treats me very well, and he respects me very much.

Even if I kept rejecting him, he would still take the time to show up for me every day, and as long as I didn't agree, he never did anything excessive to me.

Moreover, Guangming is also very careful, and he noticed that my emotions were wrong for a period of time after that, and he always changed his ways to make me happy.

Seeing that I didn't open the door during the National Day, he found a place where I lived to meet me.

In fact, I can see that he has put a lot of thought into me.

In the face of such a charismatic man who is so good to me, I really can't hate it.

I kept telling myself that I should stay away from him, but I couldn't, I couldn't!

I don't know what's wrong with me, but the night before yesterday by the river, when he approached me emotionally, his emotions finally outweighed his reason, and I didn't hide from it......

After piercing the last layer of window paper, he knew that I had him in my heart, and he was even more reluctant to let go......

Although he said that he and his wife were not in love, and I didn't think about destroying his family, let alone what kind of outcome I wanted to have with him, there was still an indescribable depression and discomfort in my heart.

Xiaoman, what do you think I should do? I really didn't know what I was going to do anymore, and I can't imagine what my life would be like without him.

When I calmed down in the past two days, I often recalled, when did I fall in love with him?

But I didn't know, and I found that even I didn't know......"

As she spoke, Jin Linghua buried her head in her arm with some weakness and self-reproach.

Yao Siman never said a word, because he didn't know how to comfort him, because he couldn't give a good solution to this matter.

She knows that reason is one thing, and emotion is another.

She knows better that being born as a human being, most of the time and most of the time, is usually led by the nose by the "emotion" that has the upper hand.

It's often easy to get lost and exhausting.

But it is precisely because of the word "emotion" in human nature that people can distinguish it from cold machines and make the world full of human feelings.

However, Yao Siman also knows very well that the upper hand of "emotion" is only temporary, with the development of social civilization, the "rational" part of human nature is gradually awakening and strong, and when the time comes, there will be routines everywhere, and everything will unconsciously become a trade-off and a bargain, and the world will become a little colder...... It's not interesting, and it's not cute.

Perhaps in the depths of Yao Siman's heart, he hopes to support Jin Linghua, don't think too much, just go on as she likes.

Unfortunately, it seemed that there was a voice in her head that was preventing her from saying such things.

She was stunned for a moment, and then suddenly.

It turns out that even though she has always thought that she is very objective and believes that there is no absolute right and wrong, her subjective consciousness is still due to the influence of her growth environment, which has produced some deep-rooted concepts of right and wrong.

In the end, Yao Siman found that he couldn't say a word, and he couldn't speak.

When the woman looked at her in a tangled and silent manner, Yao Siman only stared at each other thoughtfully, and it seemed that the only thing she could do was to give the other party a warm look......