Qin Zhao paused, he couldn't speak just now, and now he regretted it, but the words he said were like water spilled out, and he couldn't take them back.

Lu Qingjin suddenly felt that his nose was sour, and he felt aggrieved, "Qin Zhao, do you also think I'm troublesome?" ”

"No, I've never had such an idea, Qingjin, don't be cranky." Qin Zhao was very helpless, he didn't understand why the woman's family was so sentimental.

Lu Qingjin was in a mess in her mind now, she had many questions she wanted to ask Qin Zhao, but when she wanted to speak, she didn't know which one to ask first.

Qin Zhao let out a long breath, "Qingjin, what's wrong with you?" I always feel like you've changed since you came back from this trip. ”

Lu Qingjin was slightly stunned when he heard this, and only after a while did he come to his senses, "Are you starting to dislike me?" ”

"It's not." He rubbed his eyebrows irritably, "That's how you are, before I said anything, you started thinking about it yourself, and then accused me in turn...... Qingjin, I'm not a saint, I'm a human being, and I'll be tired. ”

Her lips trembled slightly, "You're going to be tired, won't I?" ”

"Qin Zhao, as long as I think of another woman when I am in danger and can't be by your side, she shushes you and asks for warmth, brings you pastries, and brings you hot tea, my heart will be uncomfortable." Tears slid down her delicate skin.

Qin Zhao understood that she was talking about Lu Youruo, but there was really nothing between him and Lu Youruo, and even if there was, it was just Lu Youruo who was making himself amorous.

He didn't understand, he had obviously explained it many times, why didn't Lu Qingjin just want to believe it?

He raised his eyes to look at Lu Qingjin and said word by word, "Why do you always distrust me?" ”

Lu Qingjin was stunned, she shook her head, and hurriedly said, "It's not that I don't trust you...... It's just that I can't find the slightest sense of security in you, Qin Zhao, maybe you like me, but I always feel that this liking is not strong, as if you can abandon it at any time. ”

Qin Zhao's eyes were surging with obscure emotions, he felt that he had been insulted, and the feelings that he had always cherished were so vulnerable in the eyes of his lover.

He spoke in a hoarse voice, "Why did you think this way?" He needed to figure out why he was upset about him.

"You obviously promised me that you wouldn't see Lu Youruo alone, when I came over just now, there were only two of you in the entire study...... I don't really want you to see her in your life, but you don't want the two of you to be alone! The more she spoke, the more she broke down, and the tears flowed uncontrollably.

"You also said that you would send someone to guard the door and not let him in, but what happened? People know that she runs to you all day long, shushing the cold and asking for warmth, sending you this and that, all kinds of thoughtfulness, do you know how I feel when I hear this? She raised her hand to wipe the tears from her face.

"Qin Zhao, don't you take me to heart?" She bit her lower lip so hard.

Qin Zhao was silent for a long time before he spoke, "Qingjin, don't you think you're too harsh on me?" ”

"What?" She looked at him for some reason.

"I think you've pushed me a little out of breath......" he turned his face away, "The Empress Dowager forced me, the courtiers forced me, and even you want to force me?" ”

"But I just hope you don't always contact Lu Youruo, can't you agree to such a small request?" Her voice began to weaken, too.

"The Empress Dowager and those courtiers forced me to abolish the queen, forced me to change Lu Youruo to the queen, and I stopped it alone! I'm the only one holding on! Lu Qingjin, you don't understand anything, you will only accuse me, you only care about yourself! Qin Zhao raised his voice and poked into her heart word by word.

Lu Qingjin raised his hand to cover his heart, it turned out that when he was extremely uncomfortable, his heart would really hurt.

"In that case, why did you promise me in the first place? You obviously agreed, but you couldn't do it, you just lied to me? "She's so miserable, why did this relationship become like this? Is it because of a Lu Youruo?

"Speaking of which, you are still dissatisfied with me seeing Lu Youruo, I want to ask you, why can't I see her? I'm the emperor, who do I want to see? Why are you dictating to me? Qin Zhao had lost his mind, he had fallen into a dead end, he now thought that everyone was pushing him, so he broke out from his numbness.

Lu Qingjin looked at him steadily, is she qualified? He is the emperor, she is the queen, and such an identity is destined for her to be under him for the rest of her life.

But didn't he say that he would devote his life to loving and protecting her?

So everything is his lie.

It was he who hurt her now.

"Of course you can meet her." Her gaze lost focus, "You just abolish me and make her the queen, so that you can see her every day." She said something rebellious, and there was not the slightest cowardice on her face.

Qin Zhao had a headache, Lu Qingjin was really the most unusual woman he had ever seen.

Whether in the palace or outside the palace, which woman did he see not stick up to show his goodwill? She was the only one who turned a blind eye to him when she was in the palace at first, but later the two of them decided on it, and they always quarreled with him because of Lu Youruo's affairs.

In the past, he thought that she was happy because she cared too much about herself, but after more times, he also began to get impatient and felt that he was being pushed too tightly and unhappy.

"Of course I can abolish you, you have nothing to do so far, you are jealous, and you don't honor the queen mother, any of these can abolish you, the queen." Lu Qingjin's sentence of "abolished" undoubtedly stimulated him, and he also began to speak angrily.

Lu Qingjin's legs were weak and almost fell, but he still held on not to show weakness in front of him, "Okay, then I'll wait for your abolishment decree." With a disappointed look, she turned and left the study.

All the way back, she wondered why it had become such a thing between them.

In the final analysis, it's because of Lu Youruo.

She didn't like Lu Youruo, she didn't like it in Lu Mansion before, and now she doesn't like it even more.

The Empress Dowager and the courtiers all wanted Lu Youruo to be the queen, although Qin Zhao had always disagreed, but she couldn't help but think about it.

Who can tolerate a woman who wants to kick herself off and take her place as a wife, and who has a lot of support, revolving around her husband all day long?

She Lu Qingjin couldn't do it.

That's why she lost her temper in front of Qin Zhao and showed all her ugliness, so that she disgusted herself and said that she wanted to be abolished.

Maybe between them, it was wrong from the beginning......