After a long while, I heard Mama Gong say, "Why is the nineteenth girl so bothered, in the end, the girl is the one who suffers." ”

These words somewhat hit Lu Shijiu's mind.

She didn't want to admit it at all.

She's spilling, she's making trouble.

But at the end of the day, it's because she wants to fight for something.

Lu Jiu knew that if he lived idly like before, sooner or later, he would become an outcast.

is like what Quan Rou said, now the only one who can really save her is himself.

She realized this, so she quickly wanted to change.

But it doesn't seem right.,The method didn't work right.,Probably is.。 She always felt that what Mama Gong said was also right.

She doesn't need to eat like this, as if it doesn't do her much good, but it doesn't affect others.

This thought made Lu Shijiu feel a little uncomfortable in his heart.

She didn't seem to have any other way to resist than this.

I can only practice myself like this.

The appearance of this idea made Lu Shijiu's heart feel a little cold.

She tried so hard, but she didn't seem to be able to change anything.

Is it really like Sister Kwon Rou said, you can only wait for the final result of being abandoned?

But she didn't want that.

Why can't you do something about it?

She also wants to fight for something to change her future.

There are many things she wants to do, but she can't seem to do them.

Lu Shijiu's head, which was still being raised, gradually lowered down.

She didn't even know how to speak.

Mama Gong just looked at her like this, and then broke up all the things that Lu Jiu had thought about.

It was as if someone had choked her throat, and all thoughts dissipated in this moment.

Even, she seems to feel that the plans she has made in the past few days have been overturned.

Mama Gong's fluttering words made Lu Shijiu start to doubt himself again.

It seems that all the previous plans have been easily overturned.

Lu Shijiu was a little unrelievable to this.

She didn't want to speak for a while, so she could only be silent, looking at people without speaking.

Mama Gong didn't change her expression for half a minute. Her eyes seem to have seen through the vicissitudes of the world.

She looked at Lu Nineteen with her eyes open, and she didn't mean to speak to Lu Nineteen.

Lu Shijiu waited for a while before he said, "Mama, what mistake did I make?" ”

This is a very light question.

It was as if it had come from outside the sky.

Mama Gong opened her eyelids and glanced at her.

How many things were contained in that look were all incomprehensible to Lu Shijiu.

"The girl didn't make a mistake."

She answered after a few moments.

But listening to Lu Jiu's heart, it seemed that it had been a long time before answering.

Her heart sank.

"If I didn't make a mistake, why can't I go home?" Lu Shijiu grabbed the quilt and asked.

If she didn't make a mistake, if she didn't make a mistake, why couldn't she go home?

This question took root in Lu Shijiu's heart, and she didn't figure it out from beginning to end.

Naturally, I was curious at heart.

Mama Gong also said that she didn't make a mistake, she didn't make a mistake, so why was she treated like this?

Lu Shijiu stubbornly wanted to figure out the reason.

She looked at Mama Gong with a pair of eyes open, as if she could get some answer from Mama Gong's mouth.

But it turns out that Mama Gong is unkind.

She doesn't say anything, no matter how pitiful you look at her, she won't give you the slightest reply.

That's how she looks at you with such a cold face.

Lu Shijiu's eyes were originally shining, but when she was watched by Mama Gong like this, she gradually dissipated her light.

She knew that she couldn't get any answer from Mama Gong.

She wanted to give up.

Slowly look down and look at your hands.

She didn't know what to say anymore.

It seems that everything will be blocked.

Mama Gong has to deal with her, which is too handy.

Mama Gong was like this, very simply, and defeated the defense line that Lu Shijiu had only built up for several days.

Lu Shijiu was a little uncomfortable and helpless.

She looked at Mama Gong and could only say, "I didn't do anything wrong, but it shouldn't be Lu Wenli." ”

She is Lu Wenli, which is a mistake.

Or that he should not have been born.

Mama Gong didn't speak, she looked at Lu Nineteen.

Lu Jiu sat on the bed alone, holding the quilt, and suddenly couldn't help crying.

Tears were streaming down the corners of her eyes, and she couldn't even do anything about it. I could only watch as the tears flowed down my hands and on my hands.

She didn't even want to reach out and wipe the tears from her face.

"Nineteen girls," Mama Gong suddenly reached out and put her hand on Lu Nineteen's shoulder.

Lu Shijiu also looked up at Mama Gong.

In fact, her eyes are already filled with tears now.

If you want to see anything clearly, you can't do it.

She could only vaguely see Mama Gong's always serious face, and felt Mama Gong's hand on her shoulder.

"Nineteen girls, get up and wash up." When Lu Shijiu thought that Mama Gong was going to say something, he only heard her say this. Then, I felt Mama Gong's hand move away a little, and then in the hazy eyes of tears, I saw Mama Gong walking out.

She closed the door. The sound is very soft and soft.

Lu Shijiu's tears could no longer be held back.

Before, it was just a low sob.

Now it's time to cry out loud.

Lu Nineteen was very clear.

She seems to really can't break free from this bondage.

Sister Quan is right, the only person who can save her is himself.

But now it seems that she does not have the courage to save herself.

Lu Shijiu was desperate and helpless in his heart, so what did Lu Wenli do wrong?

She didn't know.

Nor will anyone tell her.

"Mama," the witch doctor greeted Mama Gong when he saw Mama Gong coming out of the inner room, and said in the Central Plains dialect, which was not very proficient, "the girl's medicine is almost there." ”

She lowered her head, and her voice grew quieter.

Mama Gong snorted, and glanced at the inner room out of the corner of her eye.

"Wait for the princess's letter."

"Yes." The witch doctor respectfully responded.

Mama Gong beckoned a little girl standing next to her to come forward.

"After a stick of incense, you go in and wait for the nineteen girls to wash." After Mama Gong finished her order, she went downstairs.

The cry of the little girl can be faintly heard in the two-story building, miserable and miserable, so pitiful.

But the people upstairs were expressionless, as if they couldn't hear.

No one asked, who was crying.

Lu Shijiu cried like this for a long time, for a long time.

Suddenly, she understood.

It turns out that being alive is a luxury.