If this second, I didn't meet you

"Almost, it's time for me to go back. Or I'll go first..."

Mu Qing spoke in a very small voice, and he wanted to leave here.

The apprehension in her heart made her uneasy, and she didn't know why, maybe it was already 9 o'clock in the evening, and it was already dark and it was drizzling.

Mu Qing started to take a taxi without saying a word, but it was a pity that he couldn't get a taxi at all, at this time.

Zhu Yuyan said: "Why don't we go to the side of the highway to take a taxi, it's hard to get a taxi here!" ”

Listening to him, the two men walked forward.

Looking at each car, it is fully loaded, and there is not a single empty seat.

The two of them waited like this for a long, long time, and the car was never seen.

"I seem to remember that the last bus should still be there!"

Two people came to the bus stop and waited.

Mu Qing still tried to take a taxi, after all, it was already so late, and it was impossible not to go home at night.

"I'm really sorry just now!"

Zhu Yuyan apologized very sincerely, but everything had already happened, even if it was to go back in time, it would not save anything.

Mu Qing, "It's okay, I'm fine..."

Zhu Yuyan gradually squatted down.

Mu Qing just glanced at him lightly and looked at him squatting on the ground.

In fact, I never thought that this kind of thing would happen, and it came too suddenly, suddenly caught people off guard, suddenly made people feel unprepared, and suddenly felt as if the relationship between the two of them was very close.

Zhu Yuyan, "I'll try to use my mobile phone to help you get a taxi, maybe I'll just get a taxi." ”

After a while, I actually got a taxi.

The last parting was under that light, and his figure faded away.

In the car, Zhu Yuyan wanted to hug Mu Qing, but Mu Qing refused.

The last figure, the last two people who met seemed to have disappeared without a trace.

That night, Mu Qing was very worried that he had found the hotel, and he was not worried about what was going on with him now.

Until I saw that the power above his head was getting less and less.

In the end, there was no response to the message.

Mu Qing also gradually fell asleep.

On the second morning, Mu Qing knew that he had been squatting in that place for a long time, squatting until 2 o'clock in the morning, Zhu Yuyan was wondering why this was happening, why did he do this?

Mu Qing didn't know what the truth was.

But the fact has happened, it is difficult to change, it is difficult to change the status quo, so on the second day, Mu Qing still sent a message. But Zhu Yuyan's speed of replying to the message is getting slower and slower.

Zhu Yuyan: I went there to climb the ladder.

Zhu Yuyan: I really want you to accompany me.

"Didn't you finally come back? Just play more and shop more. Mu Qing responded.

Zhu Yuyan: It's boring. I'm ready to go back.

Mu Qing put down his phone sadly and took a heavy breath.

Mu Qing: Are you going back? What time is the car?

Zhu Yuyan: The noon car should be able to arrive in the afternoon.

Mu Qing: Oh.

Zhu Yuyan: I'm really sorry for what happened last night.

Mu Qing: I said it was okay.

When it was almost afternoon, Mu Qing finally thought clearly, so he sent a message over.

Mu Qing: That... Can you be my boyfriend?

Maybe Mu Qingfa was too superficial, but that's what he thought in his heart, she really wanted to think about it, and finally mustered up the courage to send the news out, wanting to wait for his answer.

Perhaps the truth is cruel and counterproductive.

Zhu Yuyan: Can you wait until I go back?

Zhu Yuyan: When I go back, I'll go have a meal first.

It seems that this answer is very thoughtful.

It was almost six or seven o'clock in the evening, and he finally replied.

Zhu Yuyan: Is what you said at that time true? I'm excited.

Mu Qing: What I said is true.

Zhu Yuyan: I think it's better to forget it.

Mu Qing was puzzled, and then quickly typed and sent it.

Mu Qing: Why?

Zhu Yuyan: Because when we met, you kept your head buried in your mobile phone, and every time I took a step forward, you would take two steps back, so it was obvious that you should be dissatisfied with me.

Mu Qing didn't know what to say, maybe she was such a person, obviously she wanted to muster up the courage to talk to him, but in her heart, she couldn't suppress that emotion, couldn't express it, and even felt that she was a real loser.

Zhu Yuyan: Maybe we are not suitable, I also told you before, we are all so noisy on the Internet, if it is real life, we will face a lot of things in the future.

Mu Qing: I don't understand why, so why do you still do that to me?

Mu Qing's tears had begun to bloom, and she roared loudly in her heart, why is this happening? Why did she take it seriously but get such a reward, is she really unworthy?

Why take it seriously when you know it's impossible in the first place? Why are you still so naïve, naively mistakenly thinking that he will agree, naively mistakenly thinking that it is just a simple meeting.

Mu Qing thought hysterically.

If she wants to save the situation, she wants to go back to the past, back to the past, like she was a sister, she wants to be his sister, always by her side, even if it is a simple family affection.

But time is not allowed to go back, and that simple family affection cannot be obtained or given.

Mu Qing: Why are you doing this to me? You know.

Zhu Yuyan: I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I didn't hold back when I saw you on the spur of the moment, because I often posted some pictures of me on the Internet, so I didn't hold back at that time.

Mu Qing: I didn't hold back...

Mu Qing felt very ridiculous, what did it mean to not hold back a simple sentence, a simple sentence without holding back, and then dismissed.

Zhu Yuyan: I don't want me to support other people's wives by myself.

Zhu Yuyan's meaning is already very clear, he said that only when there is an intimate relationship, so that she can truly belong to him, and she can have a complete her, even if she loses it, there will be no regrets.

So that he can take care of her as if she were a relative.

This is Mu Qing's last line of defense, because she doesn't allow the other party to move his hands and feet, which he can't do, but Mu Qing has lowered the bottom line, but the last bottom line can't be broken by anyone.

Mu Qing: In other words, we have to have a relationship when we are together, right?

Zhu Yuyan: Yes, that's right.

Mu Qing: I'm sorry.

Mu Qing likes this person very much, or true love, maybe this is not love or love, just a simple companionship, a long time is actually a floating cloud, no matter what you have experienced, how hot the love was before that to the end it is just a miserable and indifferent memory, maybe in your sealed memory, there may be such a period that may be unforgettable, may make you reluctant to give up, but looking back, there may be a better future now.

The heart-rending crying makes people shudder, they are no longer possible, never will.

The day passed quickly, until it was almost 12 o'clock in the morning.

Mu Qing turned around after playing the game and found that all of that person's contact information was gone.

Mu Qing wanted to ask why.

After agreeing to be a friend...

Zhu Yuyan: I know you're playing a game, in fact, I was associated with you before, and when I was associated for the second time, I had already blocked the message, you can see the message on my side, but I can't see the message on your side, and sometimes I'll be jealous.

Zhu Yuyan: After such a long time, I also know in this day that even if we can't, I will... will still be jealous for you.

Zhu Yuyan: So let's take it for the last time, sleep with you for the last time, and we won't contact each other again tomorrow.

Mu Qing also clearly remembered what he said, if he deleted his friend for the third time, then it would be forever, yes, forever.

Mu Qing: Don't be like this, okay?

Mu Qing still wants to redeem and save their relationship, but he can't go backwards.

Zhu Yuyan: Rather than going on like this, it's better to cut it off quickly.

Mu Qing didn't want to lose, she didn't want to lose his bits and pieces, she didn't want to lose his memories, but she knew that all this was coming.

Mu Qing saw that the other party seemed to be asleep, so he simply hung up the phone.

The sound of sobbing was particularly harsh in the bed.

Tissue after tissue was wet.

The clean, soft pillow was also soaked.

Finally, Mu Qing deleted him as a friend.

But when you add friends, there will be a side message, and he replied, "Actually, you are not suitable for a relationship." ”

Mu Qing felt ridiculous and ridiculous, whose first time they would talk about falling in love?

All of them are from unsuitable to suitable, from friendly to running-in. Who will start with, is it true that people are born to fall in love?

Love is not a matter of one person, it is a matter of two people, no matter how much one party likes it, but if the other party is unwilling, then the two of them cannot be established.

Bleak and cold nights, always spent night after night like this, and she had spent several nights alone.

Washing his face with tears every night, it seems that he feels very stupid and naïve, why would he shed tears for an irrelevant person, why should he be stupid on his own.

Mu Qing licked and stroked her wounds little by little, hoping to heal soon, so that she would not feel pain.

Just when she was most difficult and needed someone to accompany her, another person appeared in her field of vision, and it was indeed very fateful, how could the world be so small, small enough to meet a person in the same place in the game.

It was just a game of passers-by, but it made her unforgettable for the rest of her life, because it was this boy who happened to be in the same place as her and had studied at a school near her home.

What is even more fateful is that he knows Mu Qing's elementary school classmates.

One morning, Mu Qing's eyes were hazy from sleep, and his swollen eyes were still full of tears.

Every time she thought of what happened that day, she felt that the whole world was like collapsing, the whole sky was about to fall, but she could only carry it alone.

Mu Qing: Can you connect to the microphone? I'm so uncomfortable right now, I'm really uncomfortable.

The boy was a soldier, and now it was his National Day holiday, and although he couldn't take the full National Day, he still had a short break.

The boy was very cheerful.

Soon the boy and the girl were on the phone, and the boy heard the sparse crying on the other side, and knew that the other party seemed to be crying.

"Are you crying?"

"Why can't you speak? Is it okay for you to say a word? ”

Mu Qing typed and sent it over.

Mu Qing: My nose is very blocked now, and I can't speak. I'll just type like that, and typing is the same.

"Okay then, I'm playing a game right now, are you coming?"

Mu Qing: I won't play it now.

The boy came to accompany the girl as soon as he finished the game.

Mu Qing: Fortunately, I have you, I don't know what to do without you.

For a moment, Mu Qing was still very naïve, thinking that the other party landed in front of her like a god, thinking that he was really an angel, but in fact, it can be seen through the game that his temper is not very good and even very irritable.

Every day, they took the same class, walked the same road, and when they passed by for the first time they met again, the intersection where they met for the first time was full of sadness, and they even felt that this place should not exist.

Week after week passed, but unfortunately the girl still couldn't forget the bits and pieces of their time together, although it was only a short day, if she could return to that day, she would make her own choice and say her final goodbye to him in person.

If she could choose again, she wouldn't regret knowing him, but she would regret using her true feelings for him.

Mu Qing looked at the calm water on the river for a long time, and suddenly a water spider crawled on it, stirring up circles and circles.

At this time, Ling Muxue suddenly understood, she understood what the original owner wanted to do, she understood what to do, if time returned to the original point, then things should change, and then the ending would change.

"System!"

"Honorable host, is there anything you can help with?"

"I want to go back to the day we met!"

"Are you sure about the host? You only have one chance, and if you change it wrong, you'll get a hint that the mission has failed! If the task fails, all your data will be destroyed! ”

Ling Muxue said firmly: "Let's go back to that day!" I want to change what the original owner wants to change the most, maybe this is the best ending for her, in fact, the original owner himself can't figure it out, so I'll make the final decision for her. ”

"Then you have to think about it!"

"I've decided, let's go back to that point in time, back to the first time they met, when they came out of the bubble tea shop!"

"Good!"

In the blink of an eye, Ling Muxue's eyes darkened, and when she opened her eyes again, she was sitting in the bubble tea shop, looking at the bustling crowd and the endless flow of vehicles.

"It seems that it has succeeded, then it is up to me to change your fate for you, now I am me, I am you!"

Ling Muxue had already experienced all the things that the original owner had experienced, so she was now very familiar with what was going to happen next.

She took a stride at once, and then walked forward.

Mu Qing saw that familiar figure again, and it was here that he and she met that day.

Mu Qing waved at Zhu Yuyan.

When the two met, Mu Qing was the first to pluck up his courage and said hello, "Hello, please take care of me when we meet for the first time." ”

"We don't need to get acquainted again, do we?" Mu Qing said jokingly.

Zhu Yuyan politely put on Mu Qing's shoulder, but in the next second, Mu Qing dodged very quickly.

"Let's meet for the first time, why don't I invite you to a cup of milk tea, this milk tea shop is next to it, I'll take you there."

Zhu Yuyan was very surprised, feeling different from Mu Qing she knew, and feeling that the other party didn't like her.

Zhu Yuyan and Mu Qing walked side by side, "We didn't overturn the car, right?" ”

"There is no rollover, I am very happy with you."

Mu Qing once promised to ask others, whether this boy is a sea king or not, and some people said that maybe you are just one of his chat partners. When he thinks you can't get it, he gives up, like a fish that can't be caught, so he can only let it swim freely in the sea.

Mu Qing thought about it and felt that it was possible to get it, so he should let it go.

"Look at this is a bubble tea shop!"

"So this is the bubble tea shop you made?"

"Yes, do you want a cup of milk tea? The first cup of milk tea in autumn. ”

"Forget it, I don't really want to."

"Okay."

"By the way, let's go buy a mobile phone first!"

"Yes."

The two of them walked to the familiar bus stop, Mu Qing was stunned for a moment, she had experienced it before, and she had experienced everything that happened here.

It was as if every image had resurfaced in her mind.

Bits and pieces of the conversation here emerge, and a small dinosaur behind his bag emerges.

"Maybe I'll be back after buying my phone! My roommate is still waiting for me to go back. It's not too late now, and it's a pleasure to meet you here. ”