The wind outside the house blew in, blowing a pot of flowers on the table and moving slightly, Chen Xin'an hesitated for a long time before he came back to his senses under the call of Mrs. Chen, leaned on Mrs. Chen's shoulder, and sighed in confusion: "Grandmother, I'm a little panicked." ”

She and Mrs. Chen depend on each other, and the two have already erased the initial complaints and guilt for each other over the years, and Mrs. Chen is the person Chen Xin'an trusts the most now.

She looked at the white hair on her grandmother's head and the wrinkles on her face, and she didn't know why, but tears suddenly came down: "Grandmother, I'm scared, in fact, I heard what you said to your aunt and grandmother last time." ”

The aunt in her mouth refers to Mrs. Mei, Mrs. Mei and General Chen swore goodbye, and according to her seniority, she naturally became Chen Xin'an's aunt and grandmother.

After thinking about it, Old Lady Chen quickly remembered what she had said to Mrs. Mei, and she turned her head to look at her granddaughter: "Did you hear what we asked her to take care of you in the future?" ”

Chen Xin'an nodded, and let out a long breath with a somewhat unfocused gaze: "I heard you crying, I am worried that you and your grandfather are old and will leave me sooner or later, what should I do when the time comes." You asked my aunt to take care of me in the future, but you yourself are worried that people's hearts are fickle, and your aunt and grandmother are also women, and they themselves rely on the power of the Chen family to get rid of those jackals, tigers and leopards, and when she leaves, you cry......"

Mrs. Chen's heart was moved.

She didn't know that Chen Xin'an had seen their difficulties clearly. No wonder she was humiliated by Yang Yubing this time, and she was able to quickly turn around, and even after the Chen family had an accident, she was able to pick up the burden of the family.

Mrs. Chen was a little choked, she couldn't speak, she blinked her eyes vigorously to hold back her tears, and nodded hoarsely: "Good boy, good boy, you are really a good child, An An, don't be afraid, grandparents will be fine, we will definitely protect you well, and no one will hurt you again." ”

Chen Xin leaned quietly on the old lady's shoulder, and he didn't know how long it took before he spoke softly: "Grandmother, when you came over this time, did your brother tell you something?" ”

Mrs. Chen wiped her tears, feeling that there was no need to hide this matter, and besides, she did come for this matter, so she nodded and said what Chen Qing said, while observing Chen Xin'an's face: "Cheng Lan didn't take the initiative to find us, Ah Qing said that it was not because he didn't respect us, on the contrary, it was because he respected us too much, so he wanted to ask what you meant first......

Speaking of this, Mrs. Chen was strangely less excited in her heart now.

Maybe it was because Chen Xin'an's composure infected her.

She didn't think it was a big deal.

So seeing that Chen Xin'an was silent after asking, she asked Chen Xin'an: "What do you think?" An An, if he is sincere, you have ....."

There was a half-silence in the room, and the slight sound of the wind stirring the curtain could be heard.

Chen Xin'an felt that his mind was like the curtain that had been blown up, a mess.

Cheng Lan .....

When you think about this name, it also seems to be a burden, and the heart will beat uncontrollably.

She remembered the way he looked at her when he was in the yard, and no one had ever looked at her like that.

Grandparents and grandmothers are distressed and forbearing, and brothers are worried and worried, they look at her, always want to look at a broken piece of glass, so that she can always notice her own incompleteness.

But Cheng Lan is different, when he looks at her, his gaze is like a sea like a mountain, and there is infinite tolerance in it.

It was a world she had never been exposed to before.

Her world was destroyed by the Feng family at the beginning, and ordinary girls had already become biological children at her age, but these things were very far away from her.

She had thought she would never have a chance to live.

Because she doesn't just want to have a biological child, if she doesn't really like it, she would rather live alone for the rest of her life.

Of course, these ideas are too whimsical, she has always hidden them well, and never let the old ladies know, since it is impossible to realize, then why bother with memorialism.

But now it's all possible.

The look that Cheng Lan looked at her made her heart tremble, and the words he said also made her uneasy to this day.

To say that there is no expectation and excitement in my heart is false.

But the worry in her heart was also true, and she asked Mrs. Chen sincerely: "Grandmother, is there really a reliable man in this world?" ”

Can any of them really love their wives for the rest of their lives?

This may be a fantasy for those particularly good girls, let alone for her?

Can she really believe it?

Old Mrs. Chen's gaze was a little complicated.

Chen Xin'an will say this, which means that she is actually tempted.

I'm tempted......

Mrs. Chen's heart was a little heavy, but at the same time, she couldn't help but be happy.

When you give up hope only to find that something has happened more than you expected, there is no way to control and hide that joy.

She thought about Chen Xin'an's question seriously, and then shook her head gently: "Grandmother can't answer your question exactly, grandmother can only tell you that there are many negative people in this world, but not everyone is like this." Look at your grandfather, he didn't take a concubine in his life, he only guarded me, you look at His Royal Highness the Prince, he is above 10,000 people under one person, but he has always been single-minded to the crown princess, no matter how much pressure, no matter how many people are right and wrong, but he has never wavered, and even did not hesitate to offend the elder for this, so there are everyone in this world, you may encounter bad ones, but you may also encounter good ones, all of which have to be tried to know. ”

Chen Xin'an knew what her grandmother meant, and she wanted to let herself take this step.

She stood up, opened the window and looked out, and after a long time, her face was a little stinging from the wind, and then she turned around and said to Mrs. Chen with a smile: "Grandmother, I want to go out for a walk with Cheng Lan, I think, after this, I will have an answer." ”

After living in Datong for so long, Chen Xin'an has also been somewhat affected, no longer the character of not going out of the door like in the capital, she usually goes out to Shantang or to the wounded barracks in the barracks, a big stone in Mrs. Chen's heart was put down, she immediately agreed, and said: "Okay! I'll tell your brother to go and tell him where you want to go, just go for a walk. ”

Yes, life is so long, no matter what the final result is, you have to give it a try before you are willing.