At two o'clock in the evening, at Tong Minkun's house.

He was sitting alone at his desk in his bedroom, sewing a sunny doll with his eyes deep in his eyes.

He was full of thoughts, and he was thinking about Yao Siman.

Tong Minkun doesn't know if his vine is still upset about the photo?

Ever since he came home from school this day, he would always have in his mind the scene of the girl squatting alone on the ground in an inconspicuous corner this afternoon......

It was a heartbreaking image.

Either way, he just hoped that she would smile when she saw the doll in his hand tomorrow morning.

The current Tong Minkun is always suffering from pain and chagrin

Because he can no longer be by her side all the time like he did in junior high school last time, and he can't take the initiative to care about her.

It seems that the only thing he can do is to hide behind his back and secretly watch her, care about her, and protect her.

However, he was satisfied to be able to hide behind her like he was now, to be a dark and silent shadow.

At the very least, he could actually see her, walk around the same campus as her, and listen to lectures in the same classroom as her.

Tong Minkun has always cared so much about Yao Siman.

In fact, the last time he accidentally bumped into Mr. Qian sneakily placing the voice recorder at the door of that garden, he couldn't help but worry that Yao Siman would be involved in the turmoil of the Lu family because he was too close to Lu Xiaoran

That's why they secretly threw notes as reminders.

However, judging from Yao Siman's later performance, he understood that she didn't listen to his advice of "stay away from Lu Xiaoran" at all.

"Sure enough, she is still her, always so self-serving, stubborn as if she is a cow." Tong Minkun held the half-finished product of the sunny doll in his hand, muttered to himself in a trance, and shook his head a little helplessly.

It's just that after this afternoon's "photo incident", he also changed his mind a little.

He could feel that a high school student really liked his vines.

Moreover, it cannot be denied that Lu Xiaoran can indeed do many things that he can't do.

Perhaps, that high school student could have better protected her, right? Perhaps, he has found someone who can love her for him?

This time, he was not prepared to repeat the mistakes of the past, nor did he dare to hastily involve himself in her life.

I hope she can be happy in the world without him, and she doesn't have to wait for him for countless days and nights.

Tong Min Kunmu looked at the darkness outside the window, feeling a little relieved and a little dull in his heart.

After all, reason and emotion are still not equal.

When he thought that there was no longer a place for him in her heart, he couldn't help but feel endless blessings of loss

While recalling the bits and pieces that happened between himself and Yao Siman in the past, he sewed the sunny doll in his hand stitch by stitch.

Finally, he used red thread to sew a butterfly-shaped birthmark on its face, and it was finally done.

Tong Minkun was a little satisfied and stroked this sunny doll that looked like Yao Siman with his hand, staring at it with an extremely complicated look, full of hope, and he couldn't wait to look forward to the smile that he missed the most when she saw it again.

He clearly remembered the last time she was smiling because of a sunny doll.

It was a pure smile, a smile as bright as a star, a smile that had fallen deeply for her since he saw her for the first time when he was a child......

He was glad that after more than ten years of suffering without her, he was finally able to see such a beautiful smile again.

Over the years, he has been missing her deeply all the time, and he has been asking some questions that have no answers, but have long been clear.

He always regretted that he loved her so much, and she loved him so much, but he had no choice but to know each other, and never be able to love each other......

What hurts him is that the deep love engraved in his heart not only can't give his most beloved woman a lifetime of happiness, but makes her end up lonely for him......

He thought: If there is no shadow life", this third party, she will definitely be able to put on a beautiful wedding dress for him, and she will definitely be able to stay with him for the rest of her life, and he will definitely do his best to dedicate all the beauty of the world to her.

It's a pity, it's a pity, there is no what if......

Tong Minkun raised his hand to gently wipe the moisture off his cheeks, got up from the chair quietly, put the Qing doll he had just made by himself into his schoolbag, and turned around to sort out the garbage on the desk and threw it into the paper basket

Then, he took out a boxy purple wooden box that he had hidden under the bed and opened it with a key.

It was empty, and there were no cherry blossoms

It seems that because of the difference in time and space, the lavender that he has been cherishing in the purple wooden box for many years is gone......

He was gloomy and holding the purple wooden box that didn't talk about anything, lying flat on his bed, his eyes staring at the low flower board in front of him, there was no focus in his eyes, and there was no brilliance left.

The loss of that lavender made him feel as if he had lost a whole heart......

Tong Minkun rolled his Adam's apple bitterly, and his memories drifted to that quiet afternoon......