Let's go apart......

This sentence was like a thunderbolt detonating in my mind in an instant, and I had already guessed that there would be such an end since Liu Ning saw Lu Junyi holding my arm yesterday.

I thought I was well prepared and wouldn't have been so sad when I heard that.

But the truth is that I am still trembling from the inside out, and I didn't know how reluctant I was to be with Liu Ning until the moment when I really wanted to separate from Liu Ning.

I love her.

I sat up immediately, but Liu Ning had already turned sideways, and her body was trembling slightly.

I know, Liu Ning cried.

My heart hurts, she hurts more than I do.

"Sister Ning, you ...... Are you really going to part with me? ”

As I spoke, my upper teeth kept bumping against my lower teeth, and I admit I was flustered because I didn't want to be separated from her!

I wiped her tears, it wasn't the first time I'd wiped her tears, but this time, no matter how much I wiped them, her tears seemed to be endless.

Liu Ning looked at me with a sobbing voice and said, "Shaoyou, have you thought about the question I asked you before?" If you haven't figured it out, let me tell you that it's not real that we're together...... I'm five years older than you, and I have a child, and I'm with you, what will people think of you? Will your parents agree? I'm thirty-three, how many years will I have to keep my figure and looks? Compared to me, you need a woman like Miss Lu more than me......"

"Sister Ning, I admit that what attracted me at the beginning was indeed your appearance and figure, but what attracts me the most now is not these things for a long time, it is your heart and your maturity; It is you who are strong in front of outsiders and weak in front of me. Sister Ning, do you know? I really want you to be by your side forever......"

The more I talked, the more sad Liu Ning cried, and she pushed away my hand to wipe her tears, as if she was afraid that if I wiped it again, she would be moved.

In the end, she threw me an unsolvable question: "Okay, Shaoyou, then you answer me, can you separate from Lu Junyi for me?" ”

No matter how much I say, it's in vain, Liu Ning's question directly sentenced me to death.

I can make time for them and I can protect her when she needs help.

As long as I'm alive, there's no way I'll allow anyone to bully them.

But I can't separate from Lu Junyi for Liu Ning, for me, Lu Junyi is really the perfect girlfriend in the world.

If I miss Lu Junyi, I will definitely regret it for the rest of my life, I will not separate from Lu Junyi for Liu Ning, and in turn, I will not be separated from Liu Ning for Lu Junyi.

Therefore, Liu Ning's problem is very realistic, why should she be an underground lover for me according to my wishes?

Although Liu Ning is a single mother, there are not many suitors around her over the years, and there are many choices for others, if she can really accept such an identity, wouldn't it be better for her to give Wu Xianghua, the billionaire local lover?

Why would you bet the rest of your youth on me?

And what qualifications do I have to think that Liu Ning should accompany me?

If I really have such thoughts, then I don't love her anymore, I only love myself, that's why I'm so selfish.

Thinking of this, I calmed down.

I pulled a cigarette out of my pocket and put it in my mouth, but it didn't light it.

I walked to the bedside, looked out the window at the starry sky, and recalled every happy scene during the time I was with Liu Ning.

It was the laughter and laughter of me and Liu Ning, and it was also unforgettable.

I once thought that as long as I was careful, Liu Ning and I could maintain this relationship forever.

But the reality is that I'm not Wei Xiaobao, I'm just Qin Shaoyou.

Being asked to break up by my loved one is a great pain for me.

But I know that rejecting my beloved is even more painful.

Since Liu Ning can bear such pain and break up with me, what is there to accept as a big man?

Thinking of this, I finally calmed down, I took a deep breath, and came back to Liu Ning's side.

She still had the sweat she had shed before, and I covered her with a quilt.

"Sister Ning, I hope you know that no matter what, I will always have you in my heart. Even if we do separate, you are my love. If there's anything I can do to help you in the future, remember to talk to me. You deserve this job, you must not quit, or I will quit too, I can do what I can say. ”

I rarely threaten a woman, but this time I have to threaten her, and I can't let her lose her hard-earned job anyway.

As for whether we can be friends after separation, then I don't know, but I believe that Liu Ning and I will at least not become enemies like me and Qin Yuxi.

I got dressed, my voice trembled, and I said the last few words to Liu Ning word by word: "Sister Ning, I love...... You. ”

With that, I left her room.

The moment I closed the door, there was a whimper from inside the room that Liu Ning tried so hard to endure but still couldn't help it.

But this time, I didn't look back to comfort her, I resolutely left her house, and lit the cigarette in my hand.

On such a night, I lost my love, and I lost such a good woman as Liu Ning.

My heart ached faintly, thinking of Lu Junyi, thinking of Su Hanyu, thinking of Xu Feijin, and even thinking of Lu Yaxuan...... But no matter who I think about, I can't be happy.

It turns out that if you love someone, her heart hurts, and your heart will also hurt.

What I didn't expect was that Liu Ning finally cried out loud after hearing the sound of the door closing.

Her face had never shown such sadness: "Swim less...... I love you too...... It's because I love you that I can't hurt you! I can maintain the current relationship with you, and I can always be the woman behind you, but how can I delay your better future and life...... Woowoo woo ......"

I'm sure I don't hear these words now.

I wouldn't know that it wasn't me who Liu Ning rejected, but herself.

I thought that maybe there would really never be Liu Ning in my world again, right? If I really love her, then I shouldn't bother her anymore.

It was not yet ten o'clock, and I was walking aimlessly on the street, not in a hurry to go home, but found a small restaurant, ordered two side dishes, ordered a few bottles of liquor, and drank it myself.

The only thing that can anesthetize me now is probably alcohol......