Chapter 843: An Old General Who Blames Himself

This was the first time Chu Qianli had seen her grandfather look so helpless......

No matter what happened, when grandpa faced him, he was so calm and calm, and he would never show a trace of bad emotions to worry about him.

So in Chu Qianli's heart, grandpa has always been so strong, as if nothing will hurt him.

And the current appearance of grandpa really makes Chu Qianli feel very distressed.

He will be like this, which means that it is really difficult for him to control his emotions, even if he wants to pretend in front of himself, he can't pretend because he is too worried!

Everyone had their own thoughts, and the scene fell silent for a while.

Seeing this, the old general couldn't help but continue to speak: "Hey...... I admit that the second child has done too many bastard things, and he is disloyal, unrighteous and unfilial, he has taken it all! To be honest, how many times have I hated that I had never given birth to this rebel, but sometimes when I think about it, my wife died early, and I am not at home all the year round, and I have a great responsibility for him to become like this! L.A. and Yi'er are both good boys, even when I'm not around, they are so sensible, which is what I've always been most proud of! But it's not my credit after all! It's true that they are so sensible and excellent, but I always wonder that I rarely spend time teaching the second child, if I can accompany him more and educate him more, will everything be different! He was also very cute and intelligent when he was young, and no matter how much he bastarded, he was my own flesh and blood, and I couldn't bear to let him be treated like this by outsiders when I was angry with him......"

Sighing again, the old general's expression could not hide his sadness.

No matter how many wrong things Chu Ao does, he is his own son!

I think I have three sons in my life, and each one has a different mentality when he is born.

The first son, that is, when Chu Luocheng was born.

The old general only hopes that this child can inherit his will and work with him to protect every river and mountain, border pass and town in the White Tiger Country.

So he named his first son Los Angeles, hoping that he would always remember what he expected of him......

And the second son is Chu Ao, as the name suggests, the old general hopes that this son can be like the boss and become the pride of his Chu Lie.

Until the birth of his youngest son, the old general was also getting older, and his mentality towards many things was also different.

At that time, he only hoped that his youngest son could be free and unrestrained.

I just hope that he can follow his heart and be himself without any constraints.

That's why he named his youngest son Chu Yi......

And it is precisely because of this that the old general's wife always joked that the old general was eccentric, and just by listening to the name, he knew that he had the highest expectations for his second son.

Pride, what is pride......

Only the best, who are expected to be the highest and who have done it, is proud!

However, the old general never expected that the second son, who was clearly well-behaved, intelligent and sensible as a child, not only did not become his pride as he expected, but the more he grew up, the more he deviated from his original intention.

He let him practice martial arts so that he could inherit his mantle in the future, but he refused to be a civil official.

Thinking that everyone has their own aspirations, the old general finally agreed to him, and also made an unprecedented relationship with him in the court, so as not to let anyone see that he was from a family of military generals and exclude him......

The old general also thought that after obeying his wishes, Chu Ao would no longer be so rebellious, and he would grow up to understand his own hard work.

But since Chu Ao became an official and took his daughter-in-law, instead of understanding himself, he has become more and more estranged from himself, and all his opinions and opinions are contrary......

Therefore, after trying everything and trying hard, he couldn't be with his son, and the old general, who was already exhausted, slowly and completely gave up on this son and no longer placed any hope on him.

However, despite this, the old general's mind always had the incomparably close and considerate appearance of Chu Ao when he was a child.

He was never able to really abandon the child completely......

In any case, Chu Ao is the old general's biological flesh and blood, and he grew up watching him grow up little by little!

To say that there is no emotion, that is impossible!

Therefore, thinking of his second son and what he saw in the wooden box just now, the old general felt like a knife.

If all this happened later was because he failed to educate this son, then he could not escape the blame......

Thinking of this, the old general, who was in a complicated mood, saw that everyone fell into deep thought, and sighed deeply again, and his heart was full of self-blame at this time.

In order to comfort his grandfather, Chu Qianli grabbed his grandfather's arm and said: "Grandpa, don't worry too much, although it is indeed cruel for the second uncle to break two fingers, but this also shows that the other party did not want his life, as long as he is alive, nothing else matters, the second uncle has done so many bastard things before, and he should be made to suffer a little, let him know that without the protection of grandpa and the general's mansion, his little caution is not worth mentioning in the eyes of others!" ”

nodded silently, but soon the old general hesitated for a moment and said with a heartache: "These grandfathers you said also understand that it's good to be alive, but as far as his usual timid and pampered appearance is concerned, let alone breaking off his two fingers, even if he cuts a small hole, he has to scream for a long time, and now he uses such a technique to cut off his two fingers, isn't it to scare him to death and hurt him to death?" Li'er girl...... Grandpa knows that your second uncle has done something wrong, he is obsessed with me and attacked the general's mansion, he is a bastard, he did something wrong, of course grandpa will personally punish him! But others treat him like this, I feel really uncomfortable! ”

Obviously, the veteran general, who had experienced a lot of battles, also saw the strangeness of the two severed fingers.

He also guessed that the two fingers of the second child were broken for fear of being extremely painful......

Speaking of this, the old general's voice trembling slightly, which was full of self-blame, actually carried a trace of choking.

There's really been so much going on lately......

So much so that he couldn't accept it at all.

His own son actually sold all his family property and killed himself ruthlessly, but he was still ruthless after learning that he had an accident, and he would still worry and feel sorry for him.

Besides, now that his son has become like this, if one day he dies and reunites with his wife, how will he explain all this to her?

How can he be worthy of his wife, who entrusted his son to his good care before he died?

The old general was worried about Chu Ao's safety in his heart, and on the other hand, he was angry in his heart for being a bullshit general of Zhenguo.