Chapter 515: Regret Buried Deep in My Heart
At the moment when he was far away from the crowd, even if Tong Minkun was reluctant in his heart, he could only let go of his hand and habitually kept a relatively safe distance from Yao Siman, and then turned his head nervously and looked thoughtfully at the chaos not far away.
Yao Siman saw that Tong Minkun's expression was extremely serious, as if he was staring at something, and he couldn't help muttering in his heart.
She couldn't understand why his eyes seemed to be stained with frost.
Are you angry......
With this in mind, the girl craned her neck and looked at him with some curiosity.
However, there were a lot of people in front of him, and there were too many target people, Yao Siman couldn't figure out who Tong Minkun was looking at, so he rolled his eyes, so he had to withdraw his gaze, and then looked at the young man beside him suspiciously, and pulled his sleeve, "Xiao Kun, what are you looking at?" β
Hearing the girl's voice, Tong Minkun's expression changed slightly, and he shook his head, "I'm not looking at anything, I just can't understand why the school is so messy today." β
He didn't tell the truth, but asked casually and perfunctorily.
Yao Siman didn't know the other party's thoughts, and after hearing this, he was in a very complicated mood, pointed at himself with his finger, and said helplessly with a pretending not to care: "It's because of me again."
Scold......
Everyone wants to see me make a fool of myself.
When I was crowded, we always seemed to be working together......"
Looking at the bitterness and coldness inadvertently revealed on the girl's face, Tong Minkun only felt that his heart seemed to be grabbed by something, and he was a little breathless.
She pulled his thoughts back to the past.
Tong Minkun remembered that after the girl was bullied by her classmates before, she felt sad and afraid that he would worry about her, so she often deliberately hid in a corner where she thought he couldn't see and cried secretly.
It's a pity that what she didn't know was that when he couldn't find her, he would go crazy to find her, and then he saw her helpless appearance secretly wiping her tears alone.
Because he knew that she didn't want him to worry, so he deliberately didn't break it, and hid in another corner to silently guard her after crying, and when she looked for him, maybe be good to her, or tease her, in short, to divert her attention, and try to make her forget the sad things, and then she could laugh happily......
He remembered that Yao Siman was always naughty and mischievous in front of him at that time, and he always laughed weirdly, but occasionally, some unknown sadness would inexplicably appear in her eyes, and occasionally, she would suddenly ask him coldly, "Xiao Kun, do you think I'm really annoying......
Thinking of many past events, Tong Minkun's eyes became more and more dim.
The girl is still disguised in front of him with a "it doesn't matter" gesture.
But she didn't know that he had seen through her protective color many years ago.
Tong Minkun looked at her distressedly, and wanted to say comforting words, but he didn't know how to speak.
Just when Yao Siman was inexplicably in a sluggish mood, Yang Yangyang's excited shouts came from the crowd, like a reassuring pill, making her mood suddenly cloudy and clear, and she smiled with relief.
"Oh, I'll just say it......
I'm not going to lose. β
Yao Siman muttered lightly, and slowly lowered her gaze to the bulletin board not far away, and there seemed to be a complex color hidden in her eyes that even she herself had not realized, as if she was nostalgic, as if she was sad, and faintly mixed with some irony.
That's where she'd been fighting for three years, and each time, she'd done her best to secure the number one spot.
More than ten years ago, whenever the exam results were released, she would stand in front of that large piece of glass in a daze, reluctant to leave for a long time.
At that time, her eyes were blazing, and her mind was full of longing and expectation for a better life and a bright future in the future.
No one can predict the future, and Yao Siman is no exception.
At that time, she fought bloodily for three years on her "honor roll", but she didn't know that in her sophomore year of high school, she would leave school, go to France inexplicably, and leave her studies behind, and when her classmates were still in school, she was crawling on the way to open a store......
Looking back on her school days, she didn't even have time to graduate from high school, let alone get into a university of her choice.
Perhaps, in the depths of Yao Siman's heart, he has always deeply regretted this, but it is only a regret, nothing more.
After all, at that time, my mother was overworked all year round, her eyesight deteriorated rapidly, and her spine also had serious problems because of sitting for a long time, so it was obviously no longer suitable for hard work for others, and my father was still the father who couldn't be counted on.
Faced with such a situation, Yao Siman willingly chose to give up the studies he wanted to continue after weighing the pros and cons in his heart.
So when she couldn't get a driver's license in the first half of the year, Yao Siman stayed in the handicraft workshop to help her parents to reduce her mother's burden.
After successfully obtaining a driver's license, Yao Siman relied on her parents' savings and borrowed money to help her family open a clothing store.
Later, life was painless, and everything seemed to be fine......
Recalling the past, the enthusiasm of the year, and all kinds of expectations for a better future, now the dream has come to naught, and it seems that all of them have fallen into a ridiculous and naΓ―ve way.
Suddenly, she shook her head and chuckled secretly, as if she was still pressing a certain stone in her heart, which was not heavy, whether it was light or not, and which people could not hold or put down.
Tong Minkun looked at the girl beside him in a daze, not understanding why she was smiling, but thinking that she had won the first place in the monthly exam this time, in addition to love, there was also a trace of admiration in his eyes.
When she returned many years later, she was still the "God of War Girl" in his mind.
On the other side, after a burst of exclamations from the many melon-eating people at the scene, they were about to leave with a disappointed face, but I don't know who was hiding in the crowd, pulling a sharp voice, and suddenly shouted "Yao Siman!" Fraud! Then, as if they had been pointed, everyone immediately stopped, and looked in the direction from which the voice came.
In an instant, the situation seemed to change subtly......
As soon as Yao Siman heard that someone was questioning his cheating in the exam, he subconsciously frowned and raised his head suddenly!
By the time Yao Siman went to look, the crowd that had been piled up had quickly opened an empty passage, and Yang Li's nostrils were a full circle than usual, as if she was overstimulated, and she was walking towards her briskly unconvinced.
As soon as Tong Minkun saw that Yang Li was coming, a little hostility quietly appeared in his eyes, and he immediately became vigilant, almost didn't have time to think about it, and subconsciously walked around in front of Yao Siman!
Yang Li stopped, facing the tall young man who was middle-aged between herself and Yao Siman, tried several times, found that she couldn't get close, and finally put down the hand that wanted to push Yao Siman, she could only point at the other party with her finger, and shouted angrily: "Yao Siman, how can you get such a good score in the exam!" You must have cheated! β