(One hundred and fifty-one) quagmire
King Jingyin sat there with a heavy heart and did not continue to ask.
"After your brother was out of danger, did you know that you had killed the Qing official by mistake?" Zhaolin asked.
Ding Datian took a deep breath and replied, "Yes." But people cannot be resurrected after death, and it is useless to regret it. ”
"And then?" Zhaolin continued to ask.
"Later......" Ding Datian said in a deep voice, "I thought I would not have a future, and when I learned that I had killed a Qing official, I almost wanted to die, but I couldn't leave the earth suffering from an incurable disease." After completing that mission, I wanted to take the land out of Hook City and live in another place, but I couldn't leave anymore because I was a member of the Killer Organization, and my actions began to be noticed by the people in the organization. I once calmly asked the person who gave me the task why he told me that the clean official was a bad official, and he said that it is not easy to deal with inexperienced new killers without using some means. I was furious, but I couldn't do anything about him or the killer organization, they had the handle that I had killed people, and more seriously, they knew I had a younger brother. When they saw that I didn't want to do what they asked me to do, they would not only use the tricks I had killed before, but also mention my brother's name and threaten me with his life, which left me with no choice. He will get sick every once in a while, and every time he gets sick, he needs a lot of money, and that amount of money is not at all something that a person like me who doesn't have much ability can get in a short time to do serious things, and I, a murderer, can no longer go to the Jiren Society for help. On the one hand, I can't offend the people of the Killer Organization, and on the other hand, I need money to heal the earth, so I have to accept the task they have given me again and again—to kill people—whether the people to be killed are innocent or not. The question of whether the person being killed is a good person or an evil person does not need to be considered by the killer, and it does not even need the killer to know, and even if he does, it is meaningless, and he will be killed after all. All the killer has to do is 'kill'. In this way, I carried the soul of injustice and stepped on the lives of others to survive. My hands were covered in blood, and I was always confronted with dead faces, and I had to fight the condemnation of my conscience in the middle of the night, constantly thinking about what would be easier to accomplish my next task. After a while, the people of the Killer Organization stopped staring at me. ”
"Hehe......" Ding Datian raised his head and looked up, smiled helplessly, and said sadly: "Life doesn't always have a chance to change...... There are some things that you only need to do wrong once, and you will be forced to make mistakes again and again, and keep getting wrong and getting wrong again and again. Once you get stuck in that quagmire, you will sink deeper and deeper, and no matter how much you struggle, you will not be able to get out. I took the wrong step and lost this life. My father and mother are both very upright people, and they once told me and the earth that I must be upright people all my life, but unfortunately, I didn't do it, and I can't do it. ”
After listening to Ding Datian's words, everyone's hearts were heavy.
When King Jingyin heard him say "wrong", he remembered the wrong thing he had done that had no chance to be corrected. However, he thinks that his mistake, although it is also irreparable, does not lead him to make mistakes again and again, and mistakes on mistakes.
Zhao Lin felt a burst of suffocation in his heart, and an indescribable feeling made him feel a little depressed, but he didn't say anything else, just continued to ask, "How did you come to the capital Qiyi later?" ”