Even if every time the wound is torn open, even if every time it is the unbearable pain, even if it is between breaths, it is extremely painful.

But she still has to remember, she still has to remember, she still has to remember him in her soul, and she will never forget it in her life.

And she will not forget that his life was lost because of her.

She Shen Qingci, in the last life, killed her dear father, her biological eldest brother, and she was also afraid that the eldest sister would not die well, but in this life, it killed him.

She bit the back of her hand, and buried all the sounds in the pillow, in fact, every night, every night he left, her life seemed to have nothing but such piercing thoughts, and it seemed that there was nothing left.

"Meow ......"

There was a meow in my ears.

Shen Qingci opened his eyes, and really saw that Miaomiao was already standing in front of her without knowing when, her little paws were also grabbing her clothes, and a pair of translucent round eyes were also looking at her.

She turned her face and saw the brightness of the room outside, well, when she fell asleep and when she woke up again.

And the sky is bright.

The warm sunlight outside was shining brightly, and it was also illuminating, and her eyes were not very comfortable for a moment.

This is the day of Pingyang, when the rainy season is not reached, the sky is clear everywhere, and there are also the conditions that a land of fish and rice should have.

Mountains, water, and fertile land.

But there is everything here, but there are still too many people who are leaving their homes, and many people have to sell their children to survive.

No matter how much silver taels the imperial court allocated to the disaster relief, it was useless, and the people here did not want any relief food, but they could not save the suffering, they wanted a long-term stability, and such stability had to cure the local flood.

As long as the flood is cured, as long as this place is stable, although there can no longer be a pleasant city, but the people here can live and work in peace and contentment, right?

"Let's get out."

Shen Qingci stood up, Miaomiao also heard the master's voice, it ran over, two little paws holding the master's legs, and the little head was also leaning on the master's legs.

Shen Qingci squatted down and hugged Miaomiao, Miaomiao seemed to be a little heavier, but it was still like a stove in her arms, very comfortable, warm and soft.

"Madame, do you really want to go out?"

Bai Mei was scared, she felt that her heart was going to be pinched in Shen Qingci's hands, and the last time she was scared to death, don't talk about anything else.

"Don't worry," Shen Qingci teased his sister in his arms, Miaomiao narrowed her eyes and licked her paws.

"He's not going to let me die now, and he's not going to let anyone else do it."

"Why?"

Bai Mei doesn't understand, these court things are changing rapidly, fortunately she is just a little girl, but all day long, why do she have to worry about this.

"Nobody wants a stormy country."

"He's the same."

Shen Qingci started and walked outside.

No matter who becomes the emperor's property, what he wants is a peaceful and prosperous world, if it is a war every year and the people are poor, what can this emperor do, maybe it won't be long before he will become the king of the country.

The flooding of the river is the biggest problem in the Great Zhou Dynasty for a hundred years, is it not that the one who became the emperor after becoming an adult, he can ignore the river, let the river flood every year, first to Pingyang, and then to Shunyang, flooding his several cities every year, he can still be at ease in front of his own emperor.

So now not only will he not do anything to her, but he will even hope that she will die later.

As for Qi Yuan.

Sooner or later, this revenge will be avenged.

She didn't give up her small family for everyone, nor did she smile and smum, she just wanted to do what she needed to do the most, and it was just because of this.

At this time, there are indeed a lot more people in Pingyang City than when they came, and most of those who left home have returned, no matter how good it is outside, no matter what, this is the root of these people.

Even if it is death, in the end, it is even closer to home.

Shen Qingci walked with Miaomiao in her arms, and behind her was also with Bai Mei and Bai Zhu, Bai Zhu did not change much from before, but it could be seen that the stiffness in her heart was a little less.

And Bai Mei looked around nervously from time to time, afraid that the knot that didn't have long eyes would offend her master.

In fact, she can rest assured that the flood in Binh Duong has only receded, and even the people in the town are coming back one after another, and there are not many local people now, as can be seen from the early morning market.

People who come to do business in the morning are just to make up the numbers.

If you want to return to the past, it will take at least a year and a half, and after a year and a half, there will be a new round of floods before a few days, so the people of Binh Duong are suffering.

"Ma'am, I've found it."

Bai Mei pointed to the front, it was the place where she bought the raw bamboo basket last time, it was still that person, she recognized it.

It is true that Shen Qingci walked over and took out a larger one from it.

She put the bamboo basket on the ground, and then put Miaomiao in her arms, and Miaomiao lay on her back in it, as if she still liked it, because its own nest was back.

This is......

This middle-aged man also seemed to recognize Shen Qingci, but when he saw Shen Qingci's appearance, he hurriedly lowered his head again, and he didn't dare to take a second look.

And he can recognize this, in fact, thanks to this white cat, such a white cat, he has only seen it once in his life, the white ones are piercing, the eyes are also blue, and they are still the same movements.

Of course, he didn't forget that this one gave him a silver bead in the first place.

At that time, he thought it was a little boy, after all, he was dressed up in men's clothes, and he was a little more delicate, but today he knew that it was not a little boy, but a girl.

Of course, whether it is a girl or a son, it has nothing to do with him, he is just a bamboo basket seller.

At the beginning, this one bought him a few more baskets, and gave him a silver bead, which also saved the life of their family, and now the flood is gone, and the crops in the field have grown, and then in a few months, when the crops in the field are harvested, they will not be so sad, and the landlords have run out, and these lands do not have to pay rent for the time being, and they are enough to eat themselves.

And thinking about this, he couldn't help but feel relieved in his heart, but it would be better if there was no flood, yes, it would be better if there was no flood.