(174) burden

Hearing Yun Keyou's confession, Yan Moying was extremely surprised, he stood there and still didn't speak, and continued to look at Yun Keyou.

"Brother Moying, you ...... Do you understand my mind? Yun Keyou asked.

Yan Moying knew that the person he cared about in the heart of Prince Zhaolin was Yun Keyou, and he also knew that he and Yin Ruchen were in love, so although he understood that refusing immediately would hurt Yun Keyou, he had to refuse decisively, otherwise the damage to Yun Keyou would be even greater in the future. So he asked, "Keyou, do you understand His Royal Highness the Prince's heart for you?" ”

"I understand, but I only treat him as a brother! He will always be a good brother to me! Yun Ke said leisurely.

"I understand your intentions, but I only treat you as a sister. In the same way, in my heart, you will always be my good sister. Yan Moying said.

Hearing this, Yun Keyou burst into tears: "I was worried that the changes in the world after five years might make the relationship between us that could have happened impossible now, but now I know that when those five years have not yet begun, there is a ...... between us It's already been decided impossible by you. ”

"You can ...... it"

Yun Keyou wiped away his tears, and said seemingly strong and willful: "Although it is impossible for us now in your eyes, I will not give up." Even if you leave the palace, I will wait for you. If you leave for a year, I will wait for a year, and if you leave for two years, I will wait for two years...... Wait for five years to pass and you'll always come back! I used to worry that the change of the world would make the relationship that could have happened to us impossible, but now that it seems impossible to you, I will think in the other direction - maybe the change of the world will make the impossible possible! In any case, it is better to live in hope than to be discouraged. ”

"But Yo, whether it is now or in the future, we can't do it! You must not wait for me, let me leave the palace in peace, okay? Yan Moying's tone seemed a little resolute.

"Will my wait be a burden to you?" Yun Keyou asked.

"Yes. I don't want you to wait for an outcome that will never happen, and I don't want you to miss an opportunity to do something that doesn't make sense. It is better for a person to live in hope than to be discouraged, but when that person one day discovers that the so-called hope that he has lived in for a long time is actually destined to be dashed, how can that disappointment be more than discouragement? It can make people feel dead or even discouraged! I don't want to see you have that day! Yan Moying said.

"If living in hope is exchanged for more painful disappointment, then my previous wait will become a burden for my own life, right?" Yun Keyou seemed to understand.

"Of course!" Yan Moying said decisively, "Why bother to let one person's wait become a burden for two people? ”

Yun Keyou heard Yan Moying say so simply, her heart felt like she had been stabbed, but this sting made her think of something else: "Brother Moying, are you so sure about the future?" Still is...... Do you already have someone else in mind? ”

"I know it will hurt you if I say it now, but even if I don't say it now, I will say it in the future, it will be a matter of time before I hurt you, and if I say it early, it will hurt you much less. In order for you to die now, I must tell you truthfully that I do already have another person in my heart. Yan Moying was blunt.