Chapter 63: You Can't Do It If You Want To

Last night...... Lu Boyan was just impulsive, right?

Sometimes although he is quite a bastard, Su Jianan still wants to believe that he is not the kind of person who is crazy.

Thinking like this, those images from yesterday passed through her mind frame by frame like a replay of a movie.

His hot lips, strong and domineering kisses, touches that cannot be refused, and hot breath...... All of them are vivid.

Thankfully, in the end......

Otherwise, she wasn't sure what would have happened.

Su Jian'an patted her cheeks that were a little hot, put on Lu Boyan's coat, tightened her and walked out, unexpectedly, Lu Boyan was not in the room, but the door of the study was open, and Lu Boyan's voice came out faintly.

She walked over cautiously, and when she arrived at the door, she heard Lu Boyan say, "You sleep first." ”

Ay? Was he talking to her?

The woman outside the door grabbed her clothes and looked dazed, and Lu Boyan had to put down the documents and walk out.

Su Jian'an just felt a shadow enveloping her, and then her breathing became a little unsteady......

Her height of 167 is not short, but when Lu Boyan approached, she still felt that she was oppressed by him, and she was more than a head shorter than him.

At this moment, he rolled up the sleeves of his white shirt, the top two buttons were also unbuttoned, his beautiful arms were exposed, and his strong chest muscles were faintly visible.

Lu Boyan looked at Su Jian'an, who was like a lost rabbit: "I told you to sleep first." ”

"That'...... What about you? ”

There was a bit of timidity in her eyes, Lu Boyan thought she was thinking about yesterday's events, and her eyes sank slightly: "I sleep in the study, you don't have to worry." ”

Su Jian'an's eyes flashed with confusion: "I didn't mean that......" She felt her cheeks hot, took a deep breath, and looked up at Lu Boyan, "I just asked you when you go to bed!" Didn't ask you to sleep in the study......"

Lu Boyan clasped his hands around his chest, as if smiling: "What are you not afraid of me doing?" ”

Su Jian'an pursed his lips and turned around: "You can't do it if you want to!" ”

She took off Lu Boyan's coat and hung it up, and quickly got into the quilt.

Lu Boyan looked at her for a moment, the corners of his lips rose slightly, and he didn't go back to the study until Shen Yuechuan sent a reminder that there would be a video conference in five minutes.

The video conference lasted for more than an hour, and seeing that the meeting was about to end, he suddenly heard movement in the room, it was Su Jian'an, just like yesterday.

His face changed, he left the meeting and went back to the room, Su Jian'an really had a nightmare again, she frowned and shrunk in the quilt, humming and didn't know what she was talking about, he heard it clearly when he got closer, she was calling him, and her low voice was full of pleading: "Lu Boyan...... Lu Boyan ...... Help me......" her slender hands struggled on the bed......

Lu Boyan held her hand: "Jian An." ”

Her hand trembled, and then she grabbed Lu Boyan's hand tightly, as if she was relieved, but her brows were still furrowed, still struggling.

Lu Boyan lay down and hugged her in his arms, whispering her name while comforting her, she slowly quieted down, and he suddenly understood that Su Jian'an was more afraid of sleeping alone than what he would do.

She has never forgotten the fact that she was held hostage.

"Lu Boyan ......"

Her voice lowered, as if she was about to fall asleep, Lu Boyan stroked her back: "I'm here, I'm here, don't be afraid." ”

Su Jian'an's frowning eyebrows relaxed, and then she slowly opened her eyes, half-asleep and half-awake, looking at Lu Boyan in a daze, as if she didn't even know where she was.

"It's okay." Lu Boyan's kiss fell on the center of her eyebrows, and there was a soothing power in her deep voice, "Sleep." ”

"Hmmm......"

Su Jian'an didn't know if this was a dream or reality, she only knew that she was still in the hands of that perverted murderer last second, but at this moment, she was already in Lu Boyan's arms.

He's coming, isn't he? Then she'll be fine.

She closed her eyes in a daze, and after a while her breathing became smooth and long, and she fell asleep again.

Lu Boyan's mobile phone vibrated slightly, it was a text message from Shen Yuechuan-

Meeting?

He typed two words in the reply column: Adjournment.

Click Send to turn it off.

The night was silent, the only thing that could be heard was the breath of the man in her arms, her face buried in his chest, her slender fingers clutching at his clothes restlessly, and a trace of fear still lingering on her sleeping face.

Lu Boyan stroked her cheek, seemed to be sleepy, closed her eyes, and fell asleep like this.

Since being held hostage, Su Jian'an has often had nightmares, and the scene in the dream is repeated over and over again, the murderer with cloudy eyes and a ruthless murderer holding a knife back and forth on her, trying to carve her and then dismember her.

She would occasionally wake up immediately, and occasionally continue to sleep after the nightmare had ended, only to wake up the next day to find her back wet and sticky, obviously leaving a lot of cold sweat.

It's rare to get such a restful night's sleep.

But there seems to be something wrong, before she sleeps, she seems to have nightmares.

She opened her eyes in a daze with doubts in her head, it was already dawn, but she didn't expect that the first thing she saw was Lu Boyan.

He slept soundly, breathing shallowly, his chest heaving slightly, and she realized that his eyelashes were long.

Usually her attention is on those slender and deep eyes, and she doesn't dare to look at him when she meets his gaze, it turns out that his eyelashes are so beautiful.

It's just, why is he still wearing yesterday's clothes? And she pillowed his arm, his other hand across her waist around her, and she snuggled up in his arms, still clutching his clothes......

Here's what's going on! They......

At this time, Su Jian'an remembered that she really had another nightmare last night, and then ......

Later, Lu Boyan suddenly appeared, he hugged her into his arms, and in the few seconds when he was half-asleep and half-awake, Lu Boyan seemed to kiss her, and told her that it was okay and let her sleep.

Because of his embrace and those four words, she had a good night's sleep in the middle of the night.

At that moment, Lu Boyan gave her a greater sense of security than anyone else. If she was not mistaken, his eyes, timbre, and movements at that time were all gentle.

That kind of gentleness made her addicted.

If it was just a dream, she would close her eyes and sleep forever.

But subconsciously, she didn't want it to be a dream, she greedily hoped that it was real.

She stretched out her hand and wanted to touch Lu Boyan's face, but at this moment, Lu Boyan's eyelashes suddenly moved.

He's waking up!

Su Jian'an panicked for a few minutes and zero, and then quickly closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep, looking like he had never woken up.

Lu Boyan opened his eyes, first looked at the person in his arms, and didn't find anything unusual, thinking that she was still asleep, so he got up quietly, pulled the quilt and covered her, I don't know why his movements paused, but just like that, he continued to cover her with the quilt as if nothing happened, and finally walked to the bathroom.

Hearing Lu Boyan's footsteps getting farther and farther away, Su Jian'an, who was pretending to be asleep, finally opened his eyes and breathed a sigh of relief in the quilt.

Only she knows that when Lu Boyan covered her with a quilt, she was so stiff that she couldn't move her toes.

However, everything was true last night, right?

Thinking about it, Su Jian'an turned over, and Lu Boyan's figure suddenly fell into her pupils - he stood at the door of the bathroom with his hands in his pockets, his slightly wrinkled shirt and trousers could not affect his suffocating handsomeness, he picked the corners of his lips, seemed to smile, and his eyes were so deep that they seemed to have seen everything.

Su Jian'an gasped, and her brain was racing.

In any case, you can't let Lu Boyan know that she was pretending to be asleep just now!

She stretched wittily: "Huh? When did you wake up? ”

"A little earlier than you."

"......" Su Jian'an was immediately petrified, feeling that the world was messy.

The curvature of the corners of Lu Boyan's lips seemed to be a little bigger, and he closed the bathroom door in a good mood, and Su Jian'an bit the quilt, regretting it.

But how did Lu Boyan find out that she was pretending to be asleep? Her camouflage skills aren't that bad!

Stupid - Lu Boyan, who was brushing his teeth in the bathroom, sighed helplessly.

Before covering her with the quilt, he really didn't notice anything, but later, her body was so stiff that her eyebrows dragged down, how could he not see the abnormality?

He suddenly remembered that last night, when she led Su Jian'an to walk in the park, her hands were also so stiff.

He touched her, could make her so nervous?

This seems to be a good sign.

Early in the morning, Lu Boyan's mood inexplicably improved.

While eating breakfast, Lu Boyan handed Su Jianan a newspaper.

Su Jian'an likes to read magazines, but she doesn't have the habit of reading newspapers, so she took it blankly: "What are you doing?" ”

"Look at the rule of law version."

Su Jianan flipped to the rule of law version and saw the headline at a glance - He Tianming, the "perverted killer" in City A, was sentenced.

It was mentioned in the news that the court's sentence against He Tianming came down, the death penalty, He Tianming did not appeal, and the death sentence was executed two months later. In the middle, the reasons for the formation of He Tianming's perverted psychology were analyzed, and finally He Tianming's recent situation in prison was reported - he was beaten and seriously injured as soon as he entered the prison, and now he can only lie in bed every day, unable to take care of himself, and few people care about him.

He brutally murdered two innocent lives and kidnapped two forensic doctors, none of whom sympathized with him, which seems to be what is often referred to as "retribution".

Su Jianan returned the newspaper to Lu Boyan: "Why do you want me to read this?" ”

Lu Boyan didn't answer and asked: "During this time, have you been having nightmares?" ”

“…… Well. Su Jian'an felt strange, "How do you know?" "Even if Lu Boyan happened to meet her last night and had a nightmare, he couldn't conclude that she had been haunted by nightmares, right?

"Come here for two days and you'll have nightmares every night." Lu Boyan said, "If you have studied psychology, you should know better than me that this is a symptom of traumatic re-experience. ”

Su Jian'an: "So, you let me read this report and let me know that he is about to be executed, thinking that this way I won't have nightmares again?" ”

Lu Boyan sighed: "No." I just want to tell you that this person has been controlled by the police, or you and Jiang Shaokai helped the police arrest him. He's in prison now, and he's basically unable to take care of himself, and in two months he'll disappear from this world, and he'll never be able to hurt you again.

So, Jaan, you don't have to be scared anymore. ”