"At that time, Mommy took me to the incense jar, in fact, our life was already very stable, but when he appeared, Mommy immediately quit her job here and took me out of the incense jar...... I was about seven or eight years old at the time, and before leaving, I really wanted to see him for no reason, and wanted to say something to him, no matter what he said, even if it was to say 'hello', I was satisfied, so that day I secretly ran to the hotel, walked around outside the hotel, I stayed outside the hotel for three days, and finally waited for him to come out...... I remember naphthylamine was very hot, I watched him get in the car, looked at his back, and I was so excited that I almost jumped up......"

Qi Chu paused and continued: "I ran over, and just wanted to open my mouth and talk to him, but I was grabbed by the bodyguards beside him and asked me what I was doing, and I said I wanted to see my father...... But the bodyguard laughed and threw me out, and by the time I got back up, he was already gone...... He didn't look at me the whole time, probably not knowing that I was going to look for him...... That day, the confession was unsuccessful, but I was unusually happy, I didn't even know whether to go back and tell Mommy about the situation at the time, saying that he was so majestic, surrounded by bodyguards, Mommy didn't say a word at the time, just lowered her head and kept helping me wipe off the blood beads on my palms and knees, and ...... medicine" said Qi Chu's lips moved unconsciously, and smiled.

Yin Wanwan laughed, "I didn't expect you to have such an innocent moment, no wonder you brought me here...... Have you always cared that your father-in-law didn't bravely show his love for your mother in the first place? ”

Qi Chu didn't answer, Yin Wanwan's eyes were full of innocence from all over the world, "Did your father-in-law know that you went to him later?" ”

Qi Chu looked ahead and said leisurely, "I don't know...... Later, it was my grandfather who found my mommy and persuaded my mommy to take me back, and my mother died not long after I went back, and I knew that she was so cruel to leave me so cruelly so not to drag me down, so I became very hated at that time! Because it was he who indirectly committed my mother's suicide! ”

Yin Wanwan was stunned, trying to find an opportunity to comfort him from his words, "Why can't she think about it so much?" Now that you've decided to go back, you should watch you grow up, right? ”

"What's even more interesting is that he was married to Ling Hui at that time, Ling Hui is my aunt, but that morning I saw you walking out of my mommy room in rags, and he smiled and said to me that he would definitely explain to our mother and son, and when I went in to see my mother, my mother sat alone on the edge of the bed and cried...... That's probably when I hated him......"

Yin Wanwan looked at Qi Chu, as if she knew this person for the first time, behind all the tenderness of this person now there were many irreparable injuries that she had when she was a child, and suddenly she had a feeling that she didn't want him to protect, but wanted to protect him.

Qi Chu turned around and gently hugged her into his arms, "It's late, you're tired too, go to sleep." ”

Yin Wanwan asked, "I want to take a bath and sober up." ”

"I'll rub your back for you!"

In the bright bathroom, the water droplets rolled down behind his strong back, and Yin Wanwan suddenly saw a long scar on his arm, the scar had recovered, but the skin on the scar was darker than other skins, and it looked like an old wound.

Every time they were intimate, he took the initiative to turn off the lights, so she never found out either.

Her heart was torn open, and her fingers carefully scratched the scar, such a deep scar, there must have been a lot of blood at that time, it must have hurt a lot, "How did this hurt?" ”

"Left over from surgery."

Yin Wanwan was surprised, "Surgery? What surgery is done? Why is surgery done? ”

Qi Chu didn't answer, she hurriedly asked, "Why don't you speak?" ”

"After I came back from the magnesium country alone, I was actually very worried about you, although I knew that they would not do anything to you, but I felt very guilty...... So I had been drinking heavily during that time, and one night I was accidentally hit by a car when I came out of drinking with Xueren and my arm was broken, so I had an operation. Qi Chu said, "I deserve it...... I also knew that you wouldn't pity me, and you didn't answer my phone at the time, so ......"

Yin Wanwan thought that he was lying alone in the operating room at the time, and there was no one around him to take care of him, and his heart became uncomfortable, although it was also quite refreshing, who told him to throw himself so far away, "What happened after you came back?" ”

"Well, it was your birthday, and the day they reported me, you disappeared from a German airport......"

In those days, she did not answer his phone calls from China, and even deliberately cut off all ways to contact him, and when she was transiting in Germany, she even broke and threw away the phone card she used before, but she didn't expect him to lie in the hospital at that time.

"The phone doesn't work, you can text me and tell me, I'm not like that yet."

Qi Chu turned around and looked at her, "I know you must have hated me at that time. ”

Yin Wanwan was speechless for a while, his hands wrapped around her neck, his lips were close to hers, Qi Chu hugged her, reflexively pressed her, and kissed her frantically......

When she woke up again, it was already dawn the next day, Yin Wanwan opened her eyes and saw that she was pillowed in the crook of his arm, and Qi Chu's hands went around her armpits and hugged her firmly.

Yin Wanwan mischievously rubbed her toes on the instep of his foot, but he didn't react, she moved to the center of her foot to rub, this time Qi Chu finally dodged it, she continued to make trouble, Qi Chu suddenly laughed, and hugged her waist with both hands.

"What for?" Yin Wanwan asked shyly.

He lifted her face and kissed her gently, "The plan of the year lies in the spring, and the plan of the day lies in the morning, and it is difficult to buy an inch of time...... So, don't waste your time......"

On this bright morning, the gluttony continued......

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That day, Qi Chu went to Qi's branch in Xiangjiang to handle official business, and after she had two videos with her, she felt very tired and went to bed to rest, recalling the scene of Qi Yin in her dream, and finally her heart sank and woke up from the dream.

In the dim bedroom, she curled up, covering her stomach with violent convulsions, her whole body was soaked in cold sweat, Qi Chu didn't know when she would come back, lying down and sleeping, she didn't dare to raise her eyes to look at him, because she was afraid that after seeing his face shrouded in shadows, and then thinking about giving birth to two children before and after, almost every time she came back from the Hades Palace, she was really afraid that she would collapse.

However, even if she didn't look at it, she couldn't change the fact that she gave birth to two children for this indifferent man and became his wife herself.

Back then, pregnancy was very difficult for her, but when she was pregnant, it was undoubtedly very happy, especially when she was pregnant with Garbo, her body went through such a long bump, and the situation was very bad.

After going to the phthalein country, in addition to vomiting every day, she had to force herself to eat as much as possible, so that the child could absorb more nutrients, and after the most difficult period, as the child got bigger and bigger, her thin body at that time began to be unable to bear the burden, often weak, sweating, and even difficult to breathe, and then even inexplicably fever, and repeatedly saw Qi Chu in the dream to leave the back of their two mothers and daughters.

At that time, she was taken to the hospital, and the doctor asked her, "Do you feel that you are in a bad mental state?" ”

She didn't dare to say anything, just shook her head in silence, and the doctor told her, "You have a little bit of prenatal depression, and the burden of the child is too heavy for you to be so frail...... As a doctor, I recommend that you induce labor and give up the baby in your belly. ”

She resolutely rejected the doctor's proposal, "No! I can give up everything, but I can't give up this child! "In the months that followed, as the doctor said, her mental state got worse and worse, she had nightmares every night, and she couldn't even sleep.

In those days, I had insomnia all night, and even had conjectures, thinking about her miscarriages again and again, and the loss of love...... I also imagined that I couldn't bear it anymore, and committed suicide by jumping into the sea, and the sea water drowned all the pain, and finally got free, and even imagined jumping from the second floor of the manor......

Later, when she went to the hospital, the doctor asked her again, "What the hell happened?" I can't help you if you don't say it. ”

She could only tell the doctor: "Ever since I was pregnant and abandoned by my husband, I have been sitting in nightmares and unable to sleep...... My child is like an alarm clock, constantly reminding me that the father of the child has abandoned me and abandoned the child......"

She clutched her big belly in horror and looked at the doctor: "I'm scared...... I'm afraid I won't be able to keep this child, I'm afraid of losing her, doctor, please, help me keep this child! ”

The doctor shook his head helplessly and told her, "Your depression is getting worse and worse, and you look at you now, you may collapse at any time." ”

Perhaps, that was a relief for her, but she was not the kind of person who would seek relief, because she knew that someone loved her more than anything, and she was afraid that his son would not be able to bear the pain of losing her.

The memories came to an abrupt end, and just as she was sighing and wanting to get out of bed, Qi Chu, who was sleeping beside her, woke up, put his arm around her shoulders, and asked with concern: "Wanwan?" What's wrong...... You okay? ”

Qi Chu cared about her very much, almost to the point that she was cautious about everything, sometimes even her breathing had to be listened to carefully, she pretended to be casual and said, "It's okay, it's just a nightmare." ”

Qi Chu turned on the bedside lamp, the darkness disappeared, and she hurriedly covered her face, for fear that the light would expose the pain in her eyes, "Your face is very bad." ”

"It's okay, it was a little hot just now, maybe the window was closed."

Qi Chu immediately got out of bed and opened the window, he ignored that her pajamas at the moment were soaked in cold sweat, Qi Chu went into the bathroom and twisted a wet towel out, sat on the edge of the bed, and gently raised his hand to help her wipe the sweat from her forehead.

The temperature of the towel made her feel very comfortable, and her consciousness had calmed down in a trance, "It's much better." Then, Qi Chu unbuttoned her pajamas, and the soft and smooth pajamas fell down her shoulders, and he pulled them off and set them aside, then she closed her eyes and lay down on her side.

"Wanwan......" Qi Chu called her name hoarsely, "There is sweat on your body, I'll wipe your ...... for you" and then the towel slid over her shoulders, slender waist, and legs......

"Hmm......" she responded, burying her face in his shoulder, fingers circling around his chest, "do you want to...... Actually, I'm fine......"

Qi Chu shook his head, put away the towel, lay down beside her, and hugged her from behind.