Chapter 198

Even when he couldn't cry, the little fox's eyes didn't leave his mother for a moment, in fact, he knew that his mother had too many grievances and sadness in his heart, so he was usually so strict with himself, in the final analysis, he just suffered too much in this life, and these bitter medicines were brought to him by his father, so he couldn't help but hate in his heart After all, he actually knew that his mother was still too much grievance and sadness. In fact, I don't know anything when I'm on duty, but I know that my mother is much more beautiful than ordinary people, so many people even salivate over their mothers, but their mothers have never taken care of them, and even their own mothers think they are disgusting with themselves, and only later did I know why my mother was like that, because my father was too good. In addition to his father, he doesn't know that his mother can accommodate other people in his eyes, or that there is an excellent person like his father who is making comparisons in front, and his mother naturally can't easily look down on other people, so he has all this now.

"Your father is really a very good person, but he is also extremely ruthless person, after all, at the beginning, I originally thought that I would be the only one in his life, but in the end, he told me with practical actions that he was never his only one in the future, and he could not be his only one in the future, do you know what it is like for a person to be desperate to the extreme? In fact, I don't feel like I'm going to die, but I just feel that my heart is dead, even if it's when my heart is dead, I think of him occasionally, in the end, he is indeed the first time I like someone in this world, but it's also the last time I like a person In the end, people like your father shouldn't have feelings in the first place, or feelings have never been a burden to him, in fact, I really don't know what kind of reason your father was willing to give birth to you with me at the beginning, and later, I even feel a little lucky, because at least he left me a you, because your existence is like I proved that everything between the two of us is not false, at least he appeared from my life, which is indeed humble to the extreme, and indeed does not conform to my original character. After thinking of this, he involuntarily stretched out his hand, gently touched his son's hair, and then accidentally touched his son's ear, he remembered that person's ear, and for a while his eyes did not do anything, and a little more tears wrote out how he could not like him between the two people, China's years, every moment is in his heart, but he knows that his heart will never stay for himself, and his days will not stay in his own place, Therefore, no matter how good he is, it is impossible to stay in his heart forever.

After thinking about this, my mother couldn't help but smile bitterly and said, in the end, what kind of fate a person like herself will end up in the end has long been doomed. After all, when he gave birth to this half-demon, there were countless people who warned him that he would be shallow, and he might leave this world earlier, but at that time, in fact, there was no such thing as a person like himself, if he could leave this world earlier, it would actually be a relief, but when he really came to this moment, he found that he was so reluctant to himself, and even wanted to stay and look at him more, even if it was really enough to just look at him more, But I don't know how long I can last, but almost every moment what I should hold can be regarded as a kind of pain, so I feel this pain more than anyone else, it is indeed the pain of chasing stars, and I really want to look at him again.

But how can I trample on myself, to the time when I had told him that I would never see each other again in my life, so how could I break my original promise, so I actually have no reason to see him, and I don't have any ability to see him, but the thoughts in my heart have never stopped from a moment, but my pride and what I should have made me unable to bow to him, in the end, I know that my husband is like a person, In fact, he actually knew in his heart that he could not always like himself, but his pride could not make him like others, if he really liked others, how could he be in love with himself, never believed that a person's heart could be engaged in the bearing, two people have only one answer, that is, he has never liked himself, I really don't know what his body will look like when he comes, and I don't know if I can hold on to him. I've really been working hard to hold him up, but I don't know what to do to get him, after all, for him, time is just a flick of a finger.

Even her husband may have forgotten his own existence, after all, he has never been an important existence in his heart, even a dispensable existence, he has proved this fact countless times, but there is always a trace of regret in his heart, because he has not really been with him, in the final analysis, even if he says more words to hurt himself, but he still can't help but have a trace of expectation in his heart, and it is okay to expect that he is different. But my pride does not allow myself, because of such a thing to bow down, so I can do really little things, I am looking forward to it now, even if he comes to see himself at the end of the day is the best choice, in the end, at least then I will not regret it.

But on the other hand, it is sexual affection, but I can't help but be afraid in my heart and say, in the end, I am not as beautiful as I was back then, if he sees that he can't confirm what he should do, in the end, he is now red and old, if he really sees his old and pale appearance, is it that after meeting himself in his heart, he feels that he really feels disgusting from the bones, so he doesn't dare to let him see himself, I know that I have gradually become terminally ill over the years, so there is no doubt that I am already a pharmacist, so I will let my daughter go to her father, otherwise I will definitely grow up with my own son, and I will never use the power of that person, but I know that even if I insist, I can't raise my son, so there is really only a lot of things I can do, that is, to send my son to his father, he said that he didn't want to see him, But in the end, his own son is his son after all.

What's more, although he has been preventing his son from moving and clever, he knows that no matter when his son is always a half-demon, if he is really discovered by something or someone, if he causes any trouble in the future, in fact, he can't think of it, so what he can do is really simple, that is, to let his son return to his father's wings, even if his father doesn't like him, but at least he can keep her well, won't let her cause any trouble in the future, in the end, even if his father doesn't like him anymore, but in the future, he will definitely be willing to protect his son, in the end, although he has many sons, but he knows that no matter when it comes, at least he should have a place in his heart, in the final analysis, because he can see his serious affection, but in the future, that little affection is lost little by little, and he desperately obstructs it, But it didn't have any effect, and he didn't even know what he had done wrong, which made him lose his enthusiasm and hope little by little.

Later, I regretted it, and I once recalled, I even wanted to stop it, but I got nothing, in the end, people like myself, in fact, have long been unqualified to stay by his side, people like him are naturally surrounded by countless women, so he is naturally not qualified to continue to stay by his side, but when I think about it, I have a little more grievances in my heart In the end, I really liked it so much at the beginning, He even said that he planned to hand over everything he had to him, and he gave his life to her, but in the end, he just got a small position next to him, in fact, he had already been full of this position, but he couldn't even say anything, this is a man, men have always been unkind, so he knows all this better than anyone else, but he is still tempted, because he doesn't know when he moved, but since he is tempted, Naturally, there is no way to change it in this life, so in the end, no matter what time it is, he knows better than anyone what is going on in his heart.

"If your father comes, don't let him see my body, because my mother is no longer beautiful at that time, and my mother hopes that no matter what time it is, I will always be the most beautiful character in his heart, in fact, I really want to see him again."