Even Chu Qianli once thought that she was about to lose the ability to love someone wholeheartedly.

The further back she went, she felt that she was becoming more and more numb, and she showed that she didn't care about anything, whether it was pain or death......

Even for herself, Chu Qianli couldn't feel the slightest emotion.

That one she is not afraid of pain, not afraid of injury, not afraid of blood......

Especially when completing the assassination mission, she can end the life of the mission target at any cost, even if it will hurt her.

For her in the past, as long as she can complete the assassination mission, as long as she is alive, then everything else does not matter.

She lives because she has a reason why she must live......

But her heart seemed to be dead.

If she had a choice, she would rather have nothing to carry in the first place, and just die happily with everyone.

No one ever asked her if she wanted to live, if she was willing to take on the burden of things she didn't want to carry at all.

But no one ever cared if she wanted to......

Sometimes, being able to face death happily, or to have the right to die, is also an extremely happy luxury.

But she couldn't......

Even if she escapes reality and chooses the path of death, she doesn't deserve it!

She must live, try her best to live!

For her relatives, for her parents, for the ancient doctors......

Chu Qianli will never forget how shocked and desperate her heart was when she first entered the First Killing Hall, when she had to fight with many people in order to survive, and when she had to end the lives of those innocent and unknown to her.

At the beginning, those people were just children her size.

They were found by the Killing Hall almost at about the same time, training together and living together every day.

Although they all know very well, they don't deserve to have friends when they come to the Killing Hall.

It has always been clear to them that there will only be a cruel rivalry between these children.

But after all, they are just children, and getting along for such a long time has also made them have some friendship for each other.

At first, when Chu Qianli knew that she could only survive if everyone here died, she refused in her heart.

But when she faced the first person who had stabbed her with a sharp dagger, only to be killed by her instinctive counterattack with the weapon in her hand, she knew she could do it.

At that moment, her hands felt cold to the bone.

It was as if she was dead, as if her moving body was just a walking corpse.

She felt the blood of those people spurting on her face, with a hint of warmth, but it made Chu Qianli's heart feel like an ice cave......

Those are all fresh human lives, and these people's lives end here, in her hands.

Looking at those who fell to the ground in a pool of blood, and the people whose lives were solved by her own hands, Chu Qianli's heart almost collapsed.

At that time, she couldn't figure out why she had to use such a cruel way to pick out the only person who could stay in the Killing Hall.

It is clear that those people are also carefully selected and cultivated by the hall master of the One Killing Hall.

Keep them, and with a little training, they will all be excellent killers.

Isn't the greater the number of people, the more useful it will be?

It wasn't until many years later that Chu Qianli understood, because what she embarked on was an extremely cruel and realistic road.

For someone to be able to walk this path, first of all, her hands must be covered with blood.

Success and defeat, survival of the fittest......

One Kill Hall doesn't want a bunch of useless killers.

All they want is a weapon that is sharp and can succeed if they shoot it.

And Chu Qianli, who was killed from among the many people in the factory back then, didn't know that what she was about to face was not the hope of living, but the purgatory land that was more terrible than death.

For many years after that, Chu Qianli couldn't forget that scene.

In an extremely remote factory, in that dark and cold environment, in order to select the most suitable person to enter the One Killing Hall and become a killer, Chu Qianli and many others were locked up in it and fought each other until the last living person came out and got the opportunity to enter the One Killing Hall.

And the last person to come out was her......

When she left the factory where she was locked up and killed with a group of people, she inadvertently looked back at the scene of the factory lying on the ground and bleeding in the river.

That was the first time Chu Qianli felt so clearly what it was like for so much blood to gather together!

The smell of human blood will never be forgotten in her life......

God knows how much effort it took her to restrain her unquenchable feeling of nausea at the smell of human blood.

The nausea of the smell of human blood almost became her physiological reaction, and even made her feel that even if she killed the crowd, she could not be a real killer.

After all, what killer would instinctively turn into nausea at the smell of human blood?

In fact, Chu Qianli desperately wished that she would die like that in that cold and bloody place that made her desperate.

But there was always a voice in her heart telling her that she had to live!

She is burdened with the task of protecting the inheritance of ancient medicine, which her family bought with their lives, and it is the only task left to her by her father and mother before she died.

So she can't die, she has to leave alive from there.

Even if she faces hell after leaving alive, she has to do her best to survive......

For her, who once lived in the Huaxia Continent, living is the only pursuit, and it is the reason why she works hard every day.

But at the same time, Chu Qianli felt every day, as if something was eroding her heart.

Her heart grew colder and lonelier......

Every time at midnight, when she closes her eyes and prepares to rest and usher in a hopeless next day, the faces of those she has killed appear in front of her eyes!

It was probably a few years before Chu Qianli slowly got used to this feeling.

She no longer felt scared, no longer despaired, only felt numb inside......

It was at that time that each of her assassination missions would become extremely fierce and fast.

It was also at that time that she got the title of the number one killer in the Huaxia Continent......

However, Chu Qianli hated this "achievement" that was envied by many people.

Only she knows that if she continues like this, she will only become an emotionless killing machine.

But she is a human being, a person with flesh and blood, who can cry, laugh and feel pain!