Chapter 44: The Cold Palace
"If in the end I don't know any truth, I'm still like a fool, I am kept in the dark by all of them, all of them know the truth, but only I don't know, this feeling is not comfortable, in fact, I know that my father doesn't like me, and even my mother doesn't like me very much, although I don't know why, but I know that they have their own world and their own ideas, maybe I don't matter in their eyes at all, Or that I am nothing like this in their eyes, although it sounds a little desperate, but it is really happening around me, and I can't ignore it. After saying this, I can't help but feel the pain of birth, after all, I'm just a small group of ordinary people, but I know more things than many adults, and this kind of maturity and stability can't help but make people feel a little more distressed.
"The inside of this palace is naturally different from the outside, even if I just came out, I also understand that every step must be careful, every step must be cautious, so it is best for us to be cautious in many things." After parenting said these words, he couldn't help but be silent, after all, there are some things that he really can't say casually, if he really says it, I'm afraid it will cause some trouble, and these troubles are what he doesn't want, so it's better to be cautious.
Xiao Tuanzi also understood, what did my sister have, and a trace of silence flashed involuntarily in her eyes, after all, how many people can tell the truth in this palace, and how many people can you have a heart to heart with yourself, in fact, I understand it again, but there are only a few people, so I don't know what to do best.
Even if my sister really likes herself, and even says that she is very good to herself, but in the end, my sister also has her own things that she is afraid of, and she also has her own scruples, so it is naturally impossible to do whatever she wants, so she still has to think twice about many things, otherwise if she causes some trouble to her sister, she is afraid that she will be uneasy.
After saying these words, the two of them dispersed, and after a long time, there was no meeting between the two of them, maybe the queen had some car to make Yu'er, but she didn't come out from time to time, and in such an atmosphere, the queen suddenly wrecked.
When the news came, Yu'er was dealing with the things at hand, and a few days ago, her aunt handed her some embroidery-like things, so that she could embroider them, saying that it would be useful in the future, and that she had not finished embroidering, and she had already obtained the news that she had lost her original snobbery.
In fact, this news was originally reasonable, and it was also in my own budget, but after hearing this news, I subconsciously thought of what to do with that little group? Such a soft and small little group, he doesn't understand anything, and even after understanding all this, he will only be alone and secretly sad little group, how sad he should be after learning the news, after all, he has so many expectations and expectations for his father, if he really let him know that his father really chose to abandon their mother and son, how sad that little group should be.
After thinking of this, I couldn't help but wander for a moment, and when I reacted, blood beads appeared on my hands, which turned out to be accidentally pierced into the palm of my hand when I threaded the needle, and the already delicate hand revealed red blood beads.
But it didn't have time to take care of it, so he could only leave his original room, and then after walking out of the room, he didn't know where to go, and after watching it for a long time, he remembered that he vaguely knew where he lived, but he hadn't been to see him before, and after wanting to stay here, he couldn't help but think about a trace of guilt That child has experienced so many things, and he doesn't trust the world so much, even if he has so much good impression of himself.
I also ignored him because of too many scruples and other things, or there was nothing good for him to be nostalgic for, maybe the so-called cold palace might be a comfortable place for him, after thinking of this, he couldn't help but wait for a long time after being silent, or couldn't help but take the wound he bandaged and ran to the cold palace.
When I just walked to the door of the cold palace, I felt a desolation, this place has always been to dispose of abandoned concubines, naturally there is no good place for them to clean up, so their days are hard, there is a little girl who is sprinkling and sweeping, it looks very cute and dexterous, if I remember correctly, I did see this little girl a few days ago, but at that time this little girl was dressed up cleanly, beautiful and bright, It's like the eldest lady of a common family.
But now this looks like a little old lady, it turns out that in such a place, there is nothing scary, he can only do it himself, this kind of work, it looks a lot older, as if he really doesn't know what to say, and when his head comes to find out that it is Yu'er, he subconsciously frowned, and after a long time, he remembered who this person was, and his eyes couldn't help but bring a little helplessness, although he knew what kind of identity he was, But it didn't have any effect for now, so I couldn't help but be a little colder, but I still said, "I don't know what the girl is doing here." ”
Yu'er opened her mouth and didn't say anything, and after a long time, she couldn't help but lower her voice, as if she was a little shy, and said, "I'm here to find His Royal Highness the Prince, I heard that His Royal Highness the Crown Prince has lived here, and I also have a relationship with the truth of Taizu, and Niangniang also had a loss to me before, I miss Niangniang's kindness in my heart, so I came to take a look, I don't know how Niangniang is now, how is His Royal Highness the Prince?" ”
After hearing this, Cui'er looked this person up and down, in fact, she did have an impression of this person, but she liked it at the beginning, and then she suddenly didn't like herself, although I don't know what the reason is, but because I only talk to you, so talk about what to say, that's what, I didn't ask more, I felt that this person must be in a bad mood, but I didn't expect to be able to see a man at this time, After all, even if the concubines who had received some grace from Niangniang before, no one came to see Niangniang, in the final analysis, it was just that the wall fell down and everyone pushed it, Niangniang now has no rights, and those people naturally avoid it, who else will come to see Niangniang?
"You are kind-hearted, at this time still thinking about Niangniang, since this is the case, then I will report it for you, Niangniang usually doesn't want to see outsiders, always feel that those people are here to mock themselves, so whenever I meet someone, I will let me go first to report, if I want to see you, I will naturally come to see you." Cui'er said this with some caution, and she had let someone in before, but that person did come to mock Niangniang, Niangniang was originally a noble daughter of the heavens, where could she withstand such ridicule, she was so angry that she couldn't even eat, and she still had some lingering palpitations about that scene.
Yu'er didn't say anything after hearing this, just let her nails dig into the flesh fiercely, looking painful and tangled, and then nodded hurriedly, and when Cui'er was about to leave, she hurriedly called him, and after a trace of struggle flashed in her eyes, she couldn't help but ask the question she had always wanted to ask, "I want to ask His Royal Highness the Crown Prince how is it now?" After all, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince is His Majesty's only heir, and His Majesty did not punish His Royal Highness the Crown Prince, right? ”
After hearing this, Cui'er subconsciously frowned, naturally she heard something wrong, even if she was young, but she could also see that this person was afraid that the relationship between this person and His Royal Highness the Crown Prince was extraordinary, but she didn't know what to say, and after a long time, she couldn't help but speak, "Although His Royal Highness the Crown Prince is His Majesty's only selfishness, His Majesty has always disliked His Royal Highness the Prince, and this time he also found an opportunity to put His Royal Highness the Crown Prince here, So His Royal Highness the Crown Prince is not enough to live with us now, I think it's okay, after all, since Niangniang gave birth to His Royal Highness the Crown Prince, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince has not had much contact, and now if you can have this opportunity to make contact, it can actually be regarded as a good thing. ”
After Yu'er heard such words, she couldn't help but worry a little more about herself in her eyes, naturally she knew what the reason for this incident was, it was because the queen mother hurt the princess mother, but if it was placed in an ordinary family, others would protect their wives, but here the words are different, just because that person's heart is full of confidants when he was young, such things are indeed ridiculous and funny, but they really happen here.
After Yu'er was silent for a long time, she took off a hosta from her head, and then put it in Cui'er's hand, and after her eyes were a little firm, she couldn't help but speak: "I have indeed only been in the palace for a long time, and I have not served any nobles, but I know that if there is no money in this palace, it is naturally difficult to move an inch, and I have nothing of value on me. Therefore, it naturally brought a lot of things, and if it can be used for emergencies, it is naturally very good. ”