The two of them talked about it, although they no longer played together like before, but it was not to the point of avoiding each other, everyone's mood improved, and even Guiyuan and the others breathed a sigh of relief.

Good friends fell out, and they were also good friends, and they were also worried.

When she returned home and opened her diary in her first year of high school, Zhang Yanyun felt that she was very despicable, she looked at it and made an appointment with Li Xia, and then let her witness her confession plan to Ji Jingming, silently found a basin, and tore up the days one by one and burned them down.

With Li Xia's character, not to mention that she and Ji Jingming are ordinary friends now, even if they really reach the stage of warmth, if they find that their good friend likes Ji Jingming, they will definitely think about it more, and even stay away from Ji Jingming.

When Zhang Yanyun saw Ji Jingming for the first time, she was attracted to Ji Jingming, she is not Li Xia, she has a mature soul, she is not an ordinary girl in her teens, she will also throb when she sees a youthful young man.

But she was in pain.

She followed Ji Jingming, naturally knew who Ji Jingming was looking at, if Li Xia could respond to Ji Jingming, Zhang Yanyun felt that although she was sad, she could also bless generously.

But Li Xia didn't, her eyes were clean, and when she looked at Ji Jingming, she was the same as ordinary friends, and she was even close when she didn't even look at her.

Zhang Yanyun didn't know what was wrong with her at that time, she would be upset for Ji Jingming, and felt that Ji Jingming shouldn't like Li Xia, and at the same time she deeply condemned herself.

Taking the initiative to stay away from Li Xia and Ji Jingming is the result of Zhang Yanyun's battle, she still has a little sense, she knows that she shouldn't waste time on this kind of thing, she has to study hard in high school.

At the same time, the bottom line of the truth in her heart is also quite high, she can't do it, she only dares to secretly vent in the diary and get a moment of satisfaction.

After being away for a long time, there is no one around him shaking in front of him, and he will not be seen smiling at Li Xia, and his heart does not seem to be so uncomfortable, and it will not throb inexplicably.

It's right to stay away, the only pity for Zhang Yanyun is that she messed up her friendship with Li Xia.

She knows that it is useless to tear these up and burn them, these things will be imprinted in her heart forever, even if no one knows, some people can deceive themselves, but the word self-deception itself is not valid, no one can deceive themselves.

But now I can calmly talk to Li Xia and admit that I was wrong, Zhang Yanyun really let go of a big burden in my heart.

The rest is to review well and strive for a good score in the college entrance examination.

In the two years of high school, Ji Jingming has been following Li Xia's footsteps and studying hard, Zhang Yanyun has never relaxed, when he was a freshman in high school, he was confused, full of little girl thoughts, and now looking back, he only feels lucky.

There is no hot-headedness, and the irreversible step is taken.

Speaking to Zhang Yanyun, Li Xia is also in a very good mood, although she also knows that the two of them will definitely not be able to recover from the beginning, and even the relationship will fade in the future, but she is still very happy in her heart.

Li Nan didn't understand that girl's strange and complicated mental journey and emotions, anyway, Li Xia was happy to be happy.

However, his main task now is to prevent Ji Jingming, he used to play together occasionally, Li Xia was not there many times, and Ji Jingming would not deliberately ask him about his sister, so Li Nan never found out.

But this time the school started, and within a few days, Li Nan felt that something was wrong, Ji Jingming definitely liked his sister.

Li Nan is disgusted and sluggish with the peach blossom that appeared next to him, but he is sensitive to his sister's affairs, and his eyes are so good that Cao Hui can hook him up for the first two days, but he won't be able to do it after that.

With Li Nan here, Li Xia's attention will naturally be divided into half for him, and Ji Jingming is angry and helpless.

"There is an English competition in the city recently, and your sister has a good score in English, do you want to persuade her to participate?" Ji Jingming couldn't do anything, and he had to try his best to have a good relationship with Li Nan.

When I was a student, there were a lot of big and small competitions, and many competitions that ordinary students didn't necessarily know, but top students like Ji Jingming, except for special subjects, basically knew the news from the teacher about all the competitions.

Now recently, there is a national English competition, and it is rumored that those who enter the finals will be able to get admission tickets to the winter camps of major universities.

In the first two years of high school, Li Xia was very low-key, she studied hard, ranked high in school grades, and actively participated in large and small activities, but never participated in any competitions in school.

If it was just an ordinary game, Li Xia was unwilling, Ji Jingming would not feel pity, but if it was a winter camp, he felt that Li Xia could really fight for it.

Obviously, she is not a person who is afraid of exams, on the contrary, Li Xia has the demeanor of a general, and she has no stage fright in any exam, anyway, no one has ever seen her nervous.

Not to mention the exam, she was not nervous when talking to the principal, it was a pity that there was a teacher before, and she made a set for Li Xia with the test papers of a national competition, good guy, and she definitely didn't have to run for a first prize when the results came out.

In that competition, their school won a third prize, not a problem of poor learning, after all, it is a key high school in the provincial capital, and there are many people who study well, but the exam, especially when it rises to the height of the competition, sometimes it is not just a matter of learning well.

Learning well is the foundation, mentality and luck, and you almost can't get the ranking.

are all the pride of the sky, the difference of 0.5 points can also be infinite, Li Xia has a sophisticated mentality and is not stage frightened, and he is a good seedling of the game in the eyes of the teacher, but it is a pity that the students do not cooperate.

On that occasion, the principal talked to Li Xia, but in the end, no one was convinced.

Ji Jingming actually thinks it's a pity, it's not without benefit to participate in these competitions, honor is one thing, ranking in heavyweight national competitions, and there are extra points in the college entrance examination.

He participated in the competitions of Ji Jingming's specialty subjects in the first and second years of high school, and won a lot of awards large and small, and there will be 15 extra points when he gets to the college entrance examination.

Don't underestimate these fifteen points, with these fifteen points, like them, who are good at studying, they may be able to go to the top schools in China.

He couldn't understand why Li Xia didn't participate, he had asked Li Xia before and diverted the topic, but Ji Jingming never mentioned it again.

But don't tell Li Xia, you can ask Li Nan.

"I told my sister about this, and my sister told me to leave it alone." Although Li Nan guarded against Ji Jingming, he also knew that he was really planning for his sister and for his sister's good.

Not to mention that the teacher talked to Li Xia, the teacher also went to the house to visit the family, but who in the family dares to be Li Xia's master?

Ji Jingming sighed, he really felt a pity, such a bonus point is different from those policies of the nature of care, he was tested with his own IQ ability, why not?

Li Xia naturally knows that everyone is for her good, but she has a shadow on participating in the competition, Li Yang lost it when she went to the competition in her previous life, although it is impossible for the same thing to happen again in this life, but Li Xia has never been able to pass her own hurdle in her heart.

"Teacher, I'm sorry." Li Xia is not afraid of the usual exams, but she doesn't know if she can sit in the exam room safely during the competition.

Psychological shadows, some of them can indeed be overcome, but some of them are of little significance, Li Xia feels that he doesn't need to add points in this way, and he can be admitted to the school of his choice, so why do he have to force himself so much.

If you don't want to do it, don't do it.

The English teacher looked at Li Xia, but he was not willing to force his proud protégé, and he didn't even dare to sigh in front of Li Xia, for fear that the child would blame himself, "It's okay, I just mentioned to you that the school respects your wishes." ”

Li Xia was a little self-blaming, she didn't understand that participating in the competition was not only to fight for personal honor, but also to fight for the honor of the school and the class, but the psychological barrier was really not so easy to overcome.

The only thing she can do now is to study hard and fight for the school during the college entrance examination.

The factory has long been on the right track, not to mention that Li Xia doesn't need to worry about it, even Aunt Guo doesn't have to worry too much, the old lady is now walking around the factory on crutches every day, just keeping an eye on the state of the workers' work.

As for the company's affairs, Li Xia can't completely throw away his hands, but isn't that Xiao Shuangxi, and Zhou's cooperation, Li Xia only needs to do his part.

Li Nan was focused on studying, Ji Jingming didn't plan to poke anything before the college entrance examination, Li Nan stopped a few times, and found that people had not crossed the thunder pool, and every time they talked, most of them discussed learning issues, and sometimes they said some witty things, and they could make his sister very happy.

Slowly, Li Nan was also a little embarrassed, so he didn't dominate his sister.

Seeing that Li Nan was no longer staring at him, the corners of Ji Jingming's mouth hooked, and he fell down quickly, what a joy, even if there was no Li Nan, he didn't dare to say anything other than studying.

Li Xia did not go to the English competition, and without her, two students from the school finally entered the finals and had the opportunity to participate in this year's winter camp.

"Li Xia, it's really a pity that you don't participate." The female students who entered the finals returned to school and deliberately found Li Xia after school in the afternoon, first, to express their gratitude to Li Xia, and secondly, it was a pity that Li Xia did not participate.

The female classmates have very good grades, the liberal arts are particularly top-notch, the English is not only good in the written test, but the oral language is also very good, but the psychological quality is average, and she has been unwilling to go to the competition at the beginning, and then it was difficult to convince.

Before participating in the competition, the teacher kept thinking of ways for her to exercise her courage and do all kinds of psychological construction.

"You can overcome your mental barriers, but I can't, and it makes no difference if you go." Li Xia smiled softly at her.

Ji Jingming paused and stopped there.

In addition to her poor psychological quality, the female classmate also has a lot of pressure, thinking that her opportunity is to rob Li Xia, anyway, she especially doesn't understand why Li Xia refused the teacher.

If the teacher had been looking for her in the first place, she would have been very happy, and no matter how nervous and scared she was, she would have mustered up the courage to participate.

Later, I found Li Xia in private, and Li Xia told her that she had a very serious psychological disorder, and when she arrived at the arena, she would have tinnitus and panic, and she might even faint.

Only then did the female classmates go to the competition with ease.

There is a psychological disorder, Li Xia is not lying, after the accident of the elder Li Yang, she did not leave the school immediately and dropped out, but did not leave the school until Li Nan had an accident.

Rural schools are not like the key schools in the county, there are a lot of students with good grades, and there are only a few top students who can do it, and once there is any competition, they must participate.

It was in the competition that Li Xia found that she couldn't concentrate no matter what, the words on the test paper seemed to twist and dance, and there was an auditory hallucination in her ears that Li Yang called her sister.

In that exam, Li Xia handed in a blank paper, which caused the school a big loss.

……

There was evening self-study in the third year of high school, and when Li Xia was studying in the evening, the teacher's office took the materials and saw Ji Jingming hanging on the single parallel bars in the playground.

"You're not studying in the classroom, what are you doing here?" Li Xia walked over.

Ji Jingming has always been a cheerful and outgoing personality, and suddenly became so melancholy, Li Xia is really a little unaccustomed, after all, he is a good friend, and he always cares about one or two when he sees it.

"I'm thinking about something, thinking about how to go in the future." Ji Jingming glanced at the thick pile of materials that Li Xia was holding, jumped down from the single parallel bars, and held the materials aside, "There are still ten minutes before class, sit together?" ”

There is also a evening self-study in the evening, and it is okay for Li Xia to take the materials back later.

On the autumn night, in the quiet playground, Li Xia did not insist on going back to the classroom for friends who were confused about the future, but sat down on the parallel bars and accompanied Ji Jingming to watch the stars.

"I heard Xiao Nan say that you have to be admitted to a university in Beijing for the college entrance examination." Ji Jingming asked Li Xia.

Li Xia nodded, it is impossible for her to escape from Beijing City for a lifetime, college is the most suitable time to go to the past, although she can go to Beijing City to develop again if she studies in college elsewhere for a few years, but now she has the ability to pass the exam, why should she be afraid of Zhou Qiren and escape.

Anyway, I can't hide from it, but I can take the exam to a school that Zhou Qiren can't reach, and run it well in four years of college.

Ji Jingming will run out to blow the wind today, not because of the English competition, he is a bit biased, science is very good, English is lagging behind, although he also makes up classes, but the effect is not great, he did not participate in the competition at all.

He is worried about the university, his family hopes that he will be admitted to the university in Jiang Province, which is also a good university in the country, and the admission score is not lower than that of the university in Beijing, even if he wants to be admitted to other provinces, because of some old things at home, his family does not want him to be admitted to Beijing.

But he wanted to follow him to Beijing.

The best school in the country is there, and the girls he likes are also there, he is not admitted to Beijing, but to the university in Jiang Province, not to mention four years later, Ji Jingming is sure that as soon as Li Xia goes to Beijing, there will be many suitors immediately.

Don't think that Lixia High School is quiet, that's because she has been playing with them, which male classmate doesn't have long eyes, and if you want to confess, you have to pass him and Cao Hui first.

It's not that there are no love letters that have been handed to Li Xia through other things, but Li Xia hasn't even opened them.

Most of the classmates don't fall in love because of their high school family, and college will naturally relax a little, Ji Jingming is worried that Li Xia will think the same way.