Chapter 70: A one-man show
"It's none of your business, I'll practice this slowly by myself in the future, and I won't be able to become a fat man in one bite."
Xiao Tao was relieved when she heard this, bit her lip and nodded: "Qiu'er, if there is anything in the future, you can ask me." ”
I nodded, sent away the little peach, this is considered to be free, embroidery this delicate work, I am really inconvenient, after hearing this, the husband picked up my achievements these days, did not say anything, just nodded: "Okay, you can wear it." ”
That's all it takes for me? But I'm a person who doesn't want to make progress, so I can just rest, whatever.
In the days to come, I was able to do the basic housework, but my husband suddenly stopped letting me do it, and I was really an unpredictable person...... That's it, and why do you want me to learn?
The husband returned to his former appearance, quarreling with Uncle Xu all day long, I was also happy to listen, anyway, when a lively look at me, this peach blossom garden is extremely peaceful, everyone is respectful of each other, but it seems a little boring, in this way, I am happy, but I am angry Uncle Xu, he is always fighting with my husband, the old man, and he has suffered a lot of dumb losses.
Recently, the weather has become a little cooler, and the Peach Blossom Garden is the same, but the husband is different from the past, his body is more rickety, and his legs and feet are not convenient, so he can only lie on the Taishi chair every day, and his eyes are cloudy to look at everything around him.
His old hands are already yellow, like the old bark of a winter tree, shriveled and ugly, and now, he has no spirit to quarrel with Uncle Xu, usually Uncle Xu's one-man show, and after a while, Uncle Xu felt bored, looking at his husband and sighing vigorously.
My husband looked at him even more unpleasantly, he always said that he wanted to stay alone with me, so I drove away Uncle Xu, and watched the sun rise and set in the hall with him, and he relied on me more and more, saying, "Lady, why aren't you old?" It's so nice......"
There was a lot of helplessness in the words.
I often hear people say, white-headed to old, and I can't accompany my husband like this, whenever I see him lonely and lonely, I feel a little guilty, at this time I understand, why call the young husband and wife to accompany the old, I am now alive and well can not understand the husband's state of mind.
In a few days, he will only have a bowl of rice every day, and let me feed it when he eats, otherwise, his trembling hands will definitely break the bowl, which makes the husband who has always been arrogant very unbearable, he has never been willing to rely on others, once he was my heaven, and now I am his heaven.
Lang Zhong has seen countless times, but he can only hope to be disappointed again and again, and later, Lang Zhong can only deeply regret prescribing a few nourishing medicines, but the husband has not improved after eating.
I'm a little scared, am I going to lose my husband, my backbone for decades?
During the night, I dreamed that my husband was getting farther and farther away from me, and no matter how much I shouted, he crossed a bridge as if he could not hear, and drank a bowl of soup, but I could not catch up with him, and when I saw that he was about to disappear, I suddenly turned around and opened his mouth to me, not knowing what he was saying.
I was very anxious and yelled, "What did you say, husband? ”
But I couldn't hear his words clearly, suddenly, as soon as I opened my eyes, a darkness poured into my eyes, fortunately it was just a dream, as if my whole body was soaked with sweat, and my dirty clothes had been attached to my body.
The dream just now made me tremble, but now I found that my husband was not around, I panicked and held the lamp, and then the light found that my husband was not in the room, so I went out of the room to look for it.
I looked for an hour, but I still don't know where my husband is, and suddenly there was a cough behind me, and I looked through the light, and it was my husband, who was sitting on a bluestone bench, the whole person was thin and old, like a statue sitting there motionless.
I took a piece of clothing and draped it over him carefully, and he was looking ahead, and I didn't know what to look at, and I whispered, "Husband, let's go back." ”
The husband turned his head slowly, he looked at me and said, "Lady, let's sit here for a while." ”
Seeing that there was something wrong with him today, I nodded, and sat down next to his body, he couldn't help coughing twice, and I said, "Are you okay?" ”
The husband was different from the past, he didn't speak, he smiled and said, "Qiu'er, it's so late, you go back to sleep." ”
Seeing him like this, how could I feel at ease, and shook my head: "I'll accompany you." ”
He didn't stop him, but looked at the moon in the sky and muttered: "The moonlight is good tonight, thinking of you and I working together for more than 50 years, and now the aftertaste is happiness." ”
Hearing him say these words, I vaguely felt a little bad, but I choked up a little: "Me too." ”
He shook his head: "Qiu'er, I always feel that you don't love me enough, it's just a habit." ”
Saying that, the husband actually smiled bitterly: "However, it's worth it, anyway, I He Jiuchen only loves you in this life, I hope there is no next life, I'm tired." ”
I don't know why he said this, I do care little about my husband on weekdays, my husband is good to me, I also accept it with peace of mind, my husband rarely leans on my body, maybe tired.
In the face of his words, I didn't know what to say, he just lay in my arms, and my husband suddenly smiled: "Qiu'er, you really don't have a heart, it's okay, find a man who is good to you in the future, don't be like me, so incompetent, I want to give you brocade clothes and food, nothing is done, and I have to bump around." ”
It is true that I can't understand all what my husband said, he always said that I had no heart and lungs, and I was used to it, so he said: "How come, where is my husband, where is home." ”
Then, after a night of silence, I saw my husband walking farther and farther, this time, he shouldn't call him, but I finally heard his words clearly: "Qiu'er, take care of yourself!" ”
My heart sank, and I felt tears coming out of my eyes, and I was sad when I heard a rooster crow, and when I looked up, the sky was white, and I couldn't see everything in front of me clearly.
My husband in my arms was sleeping soundly, gently patted him on the shoulder, and shouted, "Husband, go back to your room and sleep, don't catch a cold again." ”
The hand touched his body, but it was cold, but he didn't want me, I could only scream a few more times, but still shouldn't, I was weak, I looked down at him, but I found ......
The man in my arms will never wake up again......
The funeral of the husband was held a few days later, and the villagers of the Peach Blossom Land came to see him off, saying that the husband went too fast, and he was in the prime of life at such an age, and in the mortal world, the husband was also considered to be dying, but I had not yet adapted to the days without him.
So I asked him to stay with me for a few days, maybe one day he suddenly woke up, took my hand, and whispered to me "lady", but none of this happened, my husband went, left this world, and left me alone.
Birth, old age, sickness and death are inevitable, I suddenly felt that fate was cruel, leaving this skin alone, but I could only watch the people around me leave, Uncle Xu did not have the laughter of the past, just quietly stayed by my side, and persuaded me from time to time: "Qiu'er, people can't be resurrected after death, and besides, if you are reincarnated in the next life, you can still be a young man, which is much better than that he has always been an old man." ”
As soon as he said this, my heart felt a little better, indeed, a few days before my husband's death, I moaned from time to time at night, although the voice was very low, but I was next to his pillow, how could I not know?
If he comes again, his husband can be as strong as an ox as before, but he will be accompanied by another woman.
I heard Uncle Xu say that after a person dies, he has to go to the Nai He Bridge for a walk, and the old things are getting farther and farther away from him, and in the end, he forgets everything, only a shell, so that it will be a lifetime again.
The cycle repeats, and it is difficult to see each other again in life and life.
"He Jiuchen is already reincarnated, Qiu'er, what's the use of you keeping his body? In the end, it's not that you're embarrassed by yourself? Uncle Xu persuaded.
I understand the truth, but I can't slow down for a while, since the death of my husband, I feel that my heart seems to be empty, and there is sadness, but there are no tears to flow, and I don't want to stay, but I don't fit in.
At the time of the burial, there was a sudden wind on the ridge, which seemed to carry a wail, and I was suddenly relieved: "Husband, you go, I will take care of myself in the future." ”
Now I finally understand my husband's good intentions, I didn't know anything before, after my husband's teaching in the past few years, I can live independently, without him, I can live well.
After burying my husband, the house was suddenly empty, only me and Uncle Xu, and there is a wonderful thing, every day is just a repetition, I no longer dream of my husband at night, it is strange to say, I know that when he will not come back, he will completely put it down in a few days, it is really heartless.
However, the days are indeed a lot boring, and this Uncle Xu gags every day, turning east and west, only I am taking care of the housework every day, and without my husband, I know that I am so tired.
Uncle Xu was right: "Xiao Qiu'er, this sewing and mending, you come to do the laundry and cooking, uncle, I just need to do some hard work!" ”
But when it came to planting crops and harvesting crops, he played a scoundrel again, and I had to come together, so I was annoyed: "Uncle, can you just pinch a trick to finish planting?" Why bother? ”
Uncle Xu shook his head: "The ones grown with spells are not as delicious as those grown by themselves, and the life is dull, so it's hard to let us do things together, isn't it interesting?" ”
I glared at him, "If only you could think the same when I'm cooking!" ”
It was a peaceful life, but it was suddenly broken by a person.
On this day, a young man came to the Peach Blossom Garden, about Mo Qifeng, who was brought back by Da Zhuang, I was a little strange, didn't I have to rely on fate to come in by myself? I think that when we met the old man, he didn't say any of this, just waited for us to come in by himself.
Da Zhuang didn't care, his mind was clearer, in short, he was a little stupid.