Since the master, when you are sure that you want to get Ji's, I have begun to do my best to help the master you work hard to realize your wishes, and have persisted until now, but the master, you, have completely ignored my efforts, the current master, since I met Lin Xiaoxia, has become a lot softer, I don't understand, can that woman, you can change so much? Let the master forget even the most basic tasks and purposes? Master, have you forgotten what your mother told you before she died? She hopes that you can help her realize her wish, destroy the Ji family, destroy the Ji empire that the surrogate father has been working hard for so many years to build, master, you are very filial, this point, master, your mother has always known, she will give this task to you because she trusts you, if the master your mother has a spirit in the sky, and sees the master you for a woman, you don't hesitate to give up, or change this plan, then how heartbroken will she be? Don't forget, after the people of the Ji family abandoned the old lady, for the sake of maternal love, the old lady still insisted on giving birth to you, and she worked hard to raise you, this kind of kindness is what you really can't forget, in comparison, what is Lin Xiaoxia? What Cindy? What is it? ”

"Shut up!" As soon as he finished speaking, Xia Kuilin received a hot slap on the cheek, this slap was made by Ji Chenfeng, in fact, he originally thought that Xia Kuilin would not use this kind of force as a last resort, no matter what he did wrong, she was a woman after all, even if he couldn't love her with his heart, but at least, he wouldn't beat her too ruthlessly, but now, Xia Kuilin's words made him feel unbearable, he thought that Xia Kuilin in front of him didn't actually understand him, but wanted to force him to make some decisions, in this life, what Ji Chenfeng hates the most is the feeling of being forced, since he was a child, his life has been much harsher than that of ordinary children.

That's right, his mother gave birth to him and raised him alone, which is indeed not an easy thing, and not all women can do it, but many of the times spent with his mother are something that Ji Chenfeng wants to forget, because, in fact, his mother just looks like she is pitiful and needs the pity of others, in fact, when she is alone with Ji Chenfeng, her mother's strength and indifference are in Ji Chenfeng's childhood life, left a lot of shadows in my heart, because I was abandoned by my surrogate father when I was young, so my mother learned to smoke and drink heavily, as long as I drank, I would force Ji Chenfeng to study, even if it was late at night, Ji Chenfeng, who had been tired from studying for a day, could finally rest in bed, and my mother still didn't care if she didn't do all this, as long as Ji Chenfeng reached her satisfaction.

Therefore, if other people's childhood is colorful and looks particularly bright and good-looking, then Ji Chenfeng's childhood is black and white, and there is no other color, in his life, he is not allowed to fail, he is not allowed to take the second exam, he is not allowed to mention his father, he is not allowed to make friends with people with poor grades or poor family backgrounds, and even the games played by children, he is not allowed to participate, and he can only occasionally have the opportunity to look out from the window of the house while studying lazy. Seeing a group of children playing unscrupulously, they don't seem to need to worry about being punished by their parents at all, and their parents can't bear to punish them, but Ji Chenfeng's mother is different, as long as Ji Chenfeng does something wrong, he will be beaten and scolded, punished and kneeling, and he is not allowed to eat, and even once, because Ji Chenfeng was willful and did not admit his mistakes, his mother really let him not eat for three days, so that Ji Chenfeng, who was seriously dehydrated, was sent to the hospital for rescue before he could barely get out of danger.

I thought that after that time, my mother would be able to change her attitude and treat Ji Chenfeng again, but I never thought that this kind of life was just beginning, Ji Chenfeng's childhood actually felt more like being in prison, in it, he had no freedom, no laughter, no elated joy, not even a minute of playtime, but now that he has grown up, his mother has also passed away because of perennial illness, and he thought that he could live the life he wanted, and he didn't need to continue to think about other people's feelings. But otherwise, the cruel curse that his mother gave him seemed to be still accompanying him in his life, not only that, but even Xia Kuilin mentioned it over and over again, how could Ji Chenfeng not be angry?

Xia Kuilin, who was slapped in the face, was also a little frightened, after all, no matter how angry Ji Chenfeng was, he had never beaten her before, but now, because Xia Kuilin was very stupid to mention Ji Chenfeng's mother, he was angry, those eyes full of anger, Xia Kuilin was scared for a while and didn't come back to her senses, she could only swallow a mouthful of saliva, looked at Ji Chenfeng incredulously, and said, "Master, you, what's wrong with you?" I just want to persuade the master not to waste time on unnecessary people, and I want the master to see me, but why are you still beating me, master? Master, have you really changed so much? Where did you go, who used to know how to hide your true character in front of outsiders, no matter what others say, you will smile at the same time, and you will never even lose your temper? ”

"What? Do you now say that you want to join me in reminiscing about my life? Don't forget, the person who has participated in my life the most is still myself, what do you think you know about me? What you see about me is just the two years you've been with me since I saved you, and what else do you know about me? Do you know how I've come over all these years? Do you know what the shadow in my heart is? Ji Chenfeng looked at Xia Kuilin, who was already frightened, and there was still full of anger in his tone, it seemed that there would be no change in the slightest because of Xia Kuilin's words, he snorted coldly, and pushed Xia Kuilin aside, didn't she fall to the ground? Does it hurt? He walked to the edge of the rooftop, looking at the colorful neon lights under the rooftop, but it was different from downstairs, now because it was night, in mid-air, even the lights could not be seen, it was dark, and people's mood seemed to be depressed a lot, he continued to snort coldly and said:

"You know what color I hate the most? It's these colorful neon colors downstairs, I don't understand, who created such colors? Is this the color of their lives? Hehe, if that's the case, then why is my life different? Why is there only two colors in my life: black and white? That's right, although my mother has passed away, but her last wish to stay in this world, as a son, I can't think that it must be fulfilled, although in the process of realization, I must lose my love, and I don't seem to even have the qualifications to complain, this is a debt? Is it something that has to be done? No! I don't think so, I just think it's an order, it's a curse, a curse given to me before my mother died, only by completely helping my mother realize her wish, this curse can be stopped, and I can live a normal life, but you know, whether it's to solve this curse or start over, it's a very difficult thing for me, I will never understand you. ”

For Ji Chenfeng, although he didn't want to mention that childhood experience, it still couldn't change its bleakness and ruthlessness, as if he had been immersed in it for many years, or it was not easy to be forgotten scars, but it was uncovered at one time, that kind of heart-rending feeling, few people can understand, of course, if he can, he would rather no one understand, because in this case, maybe Ji Chenfeng can pretend to live again as if nothing happened, this time, he will choose to start over and do what he likes to do, Live the life you love, and let that bad memory be completely wiped out.

Xia Kuilin behind her seemed to be a little silent, she knew that she really poked Ji Chenfeng's scar that she didn't want to mention, all because she was too excited just now, she twisted her eyebrows, came to Ji Chenfeng's side with a guilty face, hugged his strong waist from behind, Xia Kuilin's little face leaned on his back, and apologized: "Master, I'm really sorry, because my stupidity made you angry, but I really don't know, master, your childhood, is it unwilling to be mentioned?" If I had known, I wouldn't have done anything to make you angry, master, and now I seem to have really made a heinous mistake, master, you can punish me with anything, but don't push me away and say I don't understand you, okay? I can do whatever I want, and what I am most worried about is that you will be angry, master, because this is a cruel punishment for me than killing me. ”

"Let it go! You are now Ji Zhe's girlfriend, if others see you hugging me and hugging each other, what will it look like? No matter how irrational Ji Chenfeng was, no matter how angry he was, he still seemed to be very reluctant to Xia Kuilin's embrace, for him, his body was unwilling to be touched by anyone other than Lin Xiaoxia, including Xia Kuilin.

But Xia Kuilin was unwilling to let go easily, after all, there were not many opportunities to get close to Ji Chenfeng like this, she hugged him tightly, feeling the warmth of Ji Chenfeng's body, and her body seemed to be infected.