Chapter 59 Obsessive and unrepentant

In the final analysis, as a queen, if there is no support from his mother's family, it means that there is nothing, after all, the powerful power of his mother's family is him, but one of the most important things in this position, if he really loses this, he may be able to fall from the top of the high, and even to the state of no return. It's just that the naïve and ignorant queen at that time didn't understand these things at all, and still thought that her husband was single-minded about herself, and her mother and family just wanted to stir up the relationship between herself and her husband and profit from it.

But I didn't think about how much thought it took my mother to let herself marry the man she loved, and it took so much time to pave the way for herself, so she paved this broad road for herself, but because she was too short-sighted, or just saw the interests of her husband, but did not see the interests of her mother's family, so she took the initiative to divide the position with her mother's family to avoid the relationship with her mother's family and let her husband relax his vigilance.

Pity said that her old mother, although she felt sorry for her daughter, and spent so much time and energy to give advice to her daughter, but she got nothing, and even said that she had to be resented by her daughter, no matter which mother she put on it, this kind of thing is pitiful enough, not to mention that the daughter who targeted herself or put it in her hands, and even hated herself for so many years, why did she raise her daughter so innocently and brightly, and even in the end, I don't know, I can't figure it out at all, Who's behind it.

The terrible thing is that he knows that his emperor's son-in-law is making trouble behind his back, but he can't do anything, after all, his daughter lives in his hands, if he really has any kind of behavior, it is naturally wrong, and it may even cause big trouble, so at this moment he naturally can't act rashly, such a thing is a little more different in the eyes of others, after all, too many things in the eyes of these people seem abnormal, and the queen is actually cut off from her own mother's family, The power is completely dependent on His Majesty's existence. Therefore, many Lao Chen, who originally supported the queen, have actually been shaken.

But the still naïve queen can't understand these at all, although she has learned a lot of things in the palace over the years, but they are just some intrigues, and you can't see the magnificent changes in your previous dynasty at all. So many things can't be understood at all, and I can't understand it, but I just think that as long as I get rid of the negative impact of my mother's family on myself, I will have a high enough status in front of Your Majesty, and the rest of the things will grow up smoothly, but I forget that if I lose the strength of my mother's family, maybe I may become an abandoned wife, and I will not have such an important position in front of Your Majesty, after all, as an abandoned wife, It's long gone.

I don't know where the queen heard the news, hurried over, but just met this father and son filial look, for a while he was also in the same place, after a long time, only a little stiff to look up at his husband, in fact, now he has already understood that his husband, in fact, he doesn't like himself at all, these years are just with his own hypocrisy, his husband may not have loved himself at all, but he stupidly held out his own heart, Let him see him, although such a thing can be regarded as humble, but it seems that there is already a bathroom in the dark, so he is not as desperate and sad as he appeared, just glanced at it coldly.

Emperor Zhou naturally paid attention to his wife's affairs, but he didn't care too much, after all, his wife has never liked him, and he has never had a good impression of her, even if he seemed to believe in the present, but he also deeply disliked himself in his bones, and let himself lie beside him, but he felt disgusted and wanted to vomit like a sow lying next to him, so he betrayed his beloved. So he actually has a deep dislike for himself, if he didn't have to rely on his body to protect the person he likes, he might have chosen to give up these a long time ago.

The queen understood the deep disgust in her husband's eyes almost instantly, and it wasn't until this moment that he stupidly understood that he actually had no status at all in the eyes of his husband, and that he had just been self-inflicted all these years, and that such an injury was fatal to any woman, and any woman had fantasized about the love between herself and her husband, but after so many years of respect, in the end it was just a flying ash.

But when I saw Yu'er, a trace of amazement flashed involuntarily in my eyes, in fact, who knew that this little girl was smart and beautiful enough, and even wanted to do something to him some time ago, but later I knew that he was so good to me, so I said that I accepted the feet that I had stretched out, but later I learned that he had an unclear relationship with his son, and I couldn't help but feel a little more disgusted. So now looking at this little girl, I also have a different feeling in my heart, but after I just understood his identity, I couldn't help but feel a little more desperate in my heart, even I didn't realize it.

Maybe it's sad and lamentable, only one person in this world, when I used to, I still felt that I might not be very pitiful, but now I know how stupid I was before, my husband didn't like me, and the person I liked was actually just treating myself as a doll or a tool to use, sad and lamentable, after so many years, I realized that I originally thought that even if he didn't like himself anymore, he still had a trace of old feelings in his heart, but now I don't know, It turned out that what he had pressed in his bones for so many years was deep disgust and disgust.

"The concubine sees Your Majesty, the concubine is here to take the child home, the concubine heard that His Royal Highness the Crown Prince made a mistake a few days ago, so he said that he provoked His Majesty to be unhappy, if there is anything wrong, the concubine is here to bear, after all, the concubine is only left with this child now, if His Majesty even the prince has to be punished, the concubine really can't see what His Majesty wants." This is a tactful and tactful, in the end, even if you don't like this child no matter how much, but you really only have this child around you, if you even lose the child, you may really have nothing around you, not to mention that your child is not useless, if you really can, this child may become a pawn for yourself to turn the tables.

What's more, on the other hand, he is indeed too lonely, so lonely that he just doesn't know what to do, he has nothing, he really has nothing, he can really accompany himself, or he really has not much of it, this child is one of the few, after all, even in this case, he is still willing to stay by his side, even if it is not already his own, but he is still a tool in his hands, as long as he wants to use it, It can be used at any time, and it has always been the best use to become such a child.

But if the queen knows that when it comes to the back, he has no chance to use himself at all, this child's words don't know what kind of feeling it is, after all, no matter what, in the end, the disheartened person or the queen is the only one who says that he is the only one who loves miserably in the end, it is he who loves others miserably, not others treat him as a jewel in his hand, even if he puts his whole life on the line, it is not as good as that person frowning, sometimes favoritism and exceptions are so terrible, even if you do your best, Not even comparable to the joys and sorrows of another person.

This kind of thing is indeed humble enough, but it really happened around him, even if he wanted to, he couldn't escape, after all, that person was his husband, such despair would deeply entangle the queen together, even if he enjoyed more ways to get rid of such a situation, but he didn't get anything, he has always been pampered in the specifications, even if he has a lot more thoughts, but he didn't put it into action, in the end, he is just in that specification, he will only laugh softly, When he smiled, he thought that there were countless things to give him, but he didn't know that he had already cut off ties with his family, and he was already empty behind him.

Even if his mother feels sorry for him, but she is no longer in charge of the family, and her husband has already chosen to abandon his daughter, after all, this daughter is useless, but it will cause trouble everywhere, bringing them countless troubles and ruthless disappointments, she has been very disappointed in this daughter, even if she once regarded her daughter as her proudest existence, but now she has chosen to give up early on, after all, this daughter does not bring any benefits to herself, On the contrary, they have been paying so much, but there is no return, and even when their daughter is ready to bite them back.

Perhaps the queen's father didn't understand what ecstasy soup the emperor poured into his daughter in the end, and was willing to give up his parents and choose his so-called husband who didn't love her at all.