Xia Yangyang was telling the truth.

In fact, a lot of what she knows is her own problem.

You don't have to love each other to be happy until you grow old.

Sometimes it's the opposite.

Xia Yangyang thought about it a lot and felt that he was also very problematic.

But at the moment, she is not so clear, and she has not thought of a solution.

Gu Qichen spoke: "There is no need for balance, just leave it to me in the future, I will give enough security, I will love and trust wholeheartedly, okay." ”

Xia Yangyang shook his head: "Gu Qichen, my love is too domineering, sometimes it makes me difficult to breathe, which is also the reason why I think we are inappropriate." ”

Gu Qichen was silent.

The car had already parked at the door of the Maple Pavilion Villa.

Xia Yangyang continued to speak: "There is another point, it is particularly important, I hope that I can live a normal life without me, it can't be like this, if one day I am gone, or something happens, is it really not alive?" ”

Xia Yangyang felt that this was an exaggeration.

I used to see TV series in which the male and female protagonists loved to die and come back to life.

When a love is talked, it always looks like life and death.

Xia Yangyang knocked on the melon seeds at that time, and complained with a smile: "Do you want to exaggerate like this, there is no one in this world, and the earth doesn't rotate the same way?" ”

But Xia Yangyang didn't expect that Gu Qichen would be like this.

Gu Qichen's spiritual dependence on her is far more than anything else.

At least in the four years they were separated, Xia Yangyang could live on his own and do other things.

Although every time I think about it, it always hurts.

But she can still keep going with hope.

But Gu Qichen is different.

He spent almost four years looking for him.

The only hope that sustained him was the resentment in his heart and the slim hope he found.

After coming back to get back together this time, Xia Yangyang also felt even more that Gu Qichen's spiritual dependence on her had reached a pathological point.

This may be a disease.

In the end, it is autism that goes deep into the bone marrow.

Gu Qichen has been in contact with so many people in his life, but maybe there are very few people who really come into his life, and he may be the one who can heal the loneliness in his heart.

It's not that Xia Yangyang thinks too highly of himself.

But Xia Yangyang discovered that Gu Qichen always had to rely on sleeping pills to fall asleep when he didn't have himself.

But when I'm with myself, I sleep well every time.

Xia Yangyang felt that this was very serious.

Gu Qichen said: "Nothing can happen. ”

"What if?"

"There is no such thing as a case."

Xia Yangyang sighed deeply: "Achen, we have to face up to this problem, there are many accidents in life, even if we are together, it is impossible to really die on the same day, there will always be someone who will go first, there will always be someone who has to face the pain and loneliness of loss, if that person is, how to live, to face up to the autism, don't talk about all the hope and warmth pinned on me." ”

"So, that's the reason for rejecting me?"

"No, that's just one of the reasons, the most important thing is that I don't want to step into the whirlpool of feelings anymore, I want to be alone now."

Gu Qichen said: "Then let's go, don't worry about me." ”

After speaking, Gu Qichen got out of the car and entered the Fengting Villa.

Gu Qichen seemed to be unhappy again.

Xia Yangyang sighed.

Xia Yangyang originally wanted to leave.

But in the end, I went into the house.

Gu Qichen was drinking in his room.

A bottle of XO has been opened.