Chapter 121: Mutual Exploitation

In the end, what Her Royal Highness the princess hopes for is just to have a true person by her side, and now she, a real person, is staying by her side, so everything he has left has become easy to solve, so many things about him have long been of no such significance to him, but he still remembers such things as before, so for a while, he has a little more shyness that he has not even noticed. After all, he didn't want to see this kind of relationship again, but the rest of the things were no longer so important to him, after he lost his country and abandoned, he had already been discouraged from everything, even if there was still an expectation of feelings in his heart, but how could he dare to hope for this relationship at that time? He was bruised by his emotions at the end, and the only thing he wanted to do was to escape from these messy feelings.

Even if he really meets someone he likes in the future, he is afraid that he will not have the right to love others, because he subconsciously chooses to escape from feelings, feelings are already a frightening word for him, because this feeling makes him become bruised, making him a person who has lost his country, in the end, his father's country is destroyed little by little in his hands, this feeling is unacceptable no matter who puts it in his heart, not to mention his father who spoils him to the bone, In fact, when his father handed over the throne to him before he died, he was grateful in his heart, and hoped to be able to really support the world for his father, but in the end, when the country was completely destroyed in his hands little by little, he was desperate in his heart, how he didn't want to live up to his father's expectations for himself, but in the end, he still lived up to his father's expectations, as for him, it was a catastrophe, and even made him feel gloomy and lost all hope in his heart.

But what did his husband do at that time, the husband he really liked, just felt that he was a vicious woman, wanted to expel him, and even chose that way of death to make him miserable, in the end, he was indeed not very good to his husband at the beginning, but the life after marriage can be regarded as sweet, at least everyone seems to be responsible for their husband, but in the end, his husband looked at him with cold eyes, even killed all his relatives, even if those relatives have no status and identity in his eyes, but they are indeed people connected by blood, even if he has never regarded those people as his relatives, but such a scene really makes him afraid.

In the end, there was only a thick despair left in his eyes, how afraid he was of such pain, he had told this person that he was not afraid of pain, but this person chose to end his life in the most cruel way, that person used to be gentle with himself, he still remembers it clearly, and he didn't even dare to have half a doubt, but in the end, this person who knew that he was afraid of pain, finally chose this most painful way and ended his life, even if it was to eat a glass of poisoned wine, he refused to eat himself, At the beginning, he did beat him with a whip, but although those whips were said to be painful, but he thought that his efforts and gentleness for so many years had already erased the scars in his heart, but until that moment, he didn't know how much this person had a grudge, he hung him up at the beginning, and the scars of the whipping were remembered in his heart, and almost in an instant they would be erased.

As for the later time, even if he said that he liked him, it was never his own feelings in his eyes, but his deliberate inducement, in the final analysis, he was just a prey in his eyes, and he was the hunter himself, just the prey in his cage, for him it was something that had already been on it, such a responsibility was not on himself after all, but on himself, he never regarded himself as a wife, just as a tool, A tool that can go further, it is so able to endure humiliation and burden, this is something he never expected, and he never thought that his husband, who was as gentle as water, would behave like that to himself, he never thought that his dignified princess would end up in such a situation, he even thought about the two of them in the future, even if he was tired of it in the end, and he could accompany him to the mountains and forests.

From childhood to adulthood, countless pampering made him delicate, but he was willing to retreat to the mountains and forests for that person, because he knew that he didn't like such things at all, and he gradually became more and more violent because of these things, so he subconsciously wanted to take him to escape from these, and he wanted to find a quiet place for him, so that the two of them could go to a quiet place, so he just hoped that the two of them could stay together forever, but he didn't think of anything. When he was planning all this for the two of them, his husband gradually pushed him step by step to the guillotine, he never thought that it would be such a punishment He could even imagine that he would betray himself, but he never thought that he was so ruthless, a thousand cuts, it was a woman who didn't want to accept everything from me, and that kind of shame was deeply engraved in his heart.

And now this Imperial Physician Shen is like a redemption, he suddenly appeared in this life, as if it had been arranged, he forcibly fought against Her Royal Highness the princess to death, and once betrayed Her Royal Highness, but in the end, he accompanied Her Royal Highness the princess forever. In the end, there seems to be only one person in his life, Her Royal Highness the Princess, he loves Her Royal Highness the Princess so much, so it is a good decision for him, so many things are very important to this Imperial Doctor Shen. Therefore, he is willing to keep him just because of this feeling, because he has such deep feelings for Her Royal Highness the Princess, and he thinks that Her Royal Highness the Princess will give everything, and this kind of relationship is naturally very important to him, so he is willing to keep this Shen Yu.

On the other hand, because of his supernatural medical skills, because he could unknowingly give such poison to an emperor at the beginning, it also proves his superb medical skills to another extent, such a person with superb medical skills is the most important person in a country, he can live the flesh and bones of the dead. Although this kind of thing is useless for himself, he can also use it for himself to another extent, so he has never questioned this ability, and even has some vague rewards, if he implements himself, he can really master this technology in his own hands, it is more than enough for him, in the final analysis, as long as he can make good use of it, this Imperial Doctor Shen will also become a big chess piece in his hands, in fact, it has always been what he wants, not what he planned, So in the end, no matter what to do when it comes, he naturally understands it better than anyone else.

It's because he looked at Her Royal Highness the princess in front of him, how could he not know that Her Royal Highness the princess was using him to another extent, but he never cared about such a thing, because he deeply liked Her Royal Highness the princess, the princess he liked, and was so good to him, and gave him so much sincerity, how could he not see the sincerity in the eyes of Her Royal Highness the princess, he is a doctor, so he knows better than anyone what such feelings represent, As long as he can be under His Royal Highness the Space Lord, it is already a normal thing for him, so he subconsciously has to ignore his work and use himself, or even if he really wants to use himself, what is the use, in the end, he is just a small doctor in the hospital, even if he wants to use himself economically, he can only choose to accept it, and Her Royal Highness the princess did not need to use such a heart-to-heart method, and he could use a direct threat to himself, but His Royal Highness the princess did not, chose to stay by his side and keep her by his side, so he already understood in his heart what such feelings represented.

"No matter what time it is, you will always be my confidant, you have to remember this clearly, so you also know what to do lately, as long as you stay by my side, I will not treat you badly, I know that such things seem too objective and too beneficial for you, but you are always my side, aren't you? No matter how much I use you, no matter how much I use you, you are just my side, naturally no matter what time it is, I just want to make you a good person next to me, isn't it? I'm sure you don't think it's good for you to have such a relationship, but it's always the two of us standing together, aren't we? In this case, everything is solved, and no matter what time comes, you know better than anyone else that you are the craziest man in my hands, but you know how to cut through the thorns and thorns for me, and that is enough. Her Royal Highness the princess stared closely at the person in front of him, and after all, he entered, no matter what time it was, he always knew what to do, which was the most suitable for the needs of the person in front of him. In fact, even if this person knew that he was only trying to use him, he never had any doubts, and even had only strong compliance for himself, because he only had this princess in his heart, and no matter what time it was, her heart was always the same.