Chapter 442: I'll Let You Go

Ning Ning fell asleep very obediently this time, and Lin Manyue and Ji Haochen left the hospital.

In the carriage, Lin Manyue looked out the window, it was almost winter.

She loves winter, and being wrapped in thick clothes gives her a great sense of security.

What's more, she's pregnant now, and if winter comes, the wide, thick clothes will just cover her lower abdomen, which is becoming more and more obvious.

Lin Manyue didn't say a word, and she didn't know when it started, when the two of them were alone, they were so silent.

Ji Haochen wanted to find a topic to say something, but he didn't know what to say in such a state.

But he was eager to end the relationship.

So the first sentence that came to my mouth: "I'm sorry ......"

Lin Manyue didn't react, and came back to her senses after being stunned for a while, "What did you say?" Why did you suddenly apologize? ”

"Not much, I just think that I used to be too harsh on you sometimes, even to the extreme, and I feel sorry for you."

Ji Haochen drove the car, looking ahead, and there were a lot of things he wanted to understand during this time.

's love for Lin Manyue turned into hatred, hating why she was so uninteresting, and when she did too much to her, she regretted it.

He was almost confused about what he was thinking.

Lin Manyue didn't expect Ji Haochen to say this to him, and he didn't know what to respond to for a while. I could only smile and look around, "It's okay, anyway, it doesn't make any sense to say this now, does it?" The two of us are over. ”

She didn't want to say these words, because she knew how much pain she would have in her heart.

But she is now occupying the status of her sister, and she is not qualified to possess the love that does not belong to her, so her conscience is really unbearable.

"Hmm." The light in Ji Haochen's eyes instantly fell lonely, it turned out that the gentleness she showed was only because of the precursor to her leaving.

Maybe I've really missed her.

He felt very uncomfortable, but he still minded Lin Manyue's choice in the future, "Do you still want to be engaged to Zheng Chenyun?" ”

"Well, that's a choice for me." Lin Manyue didn't tell him everything.

If you tell everything in full, then you may not even be able to meet in the future.

It was a hunch, and her hunch had always been accurate.

"Lin Manyue, what do you have to choose, I want to hear a sentence from your mouth that you don't love me anymore, is it so difficult?"

Ji Haochen said very weakly, with anger and helplessness, he had no way to take this woman, even if he locked her up, what could he do......

"I don't know how to say a lot of things, and I don't know how to speak, Ji Haochen, don't force me. I really don't want the two of us to be enemies the next time we meet. ”

Lin Manyue didn't want to answer the question behind him, how could she say that she didn't love him, and he was going to die if she loved him, if it weren't for the constraints of various factors, maybe she would really love without asking about the world.

But there is no such perfect thing in the world, and if there is none, there can be no one.

"Okay, I won't force you. I know that the decision you made must have been well thought out, and I will let you go. ”

Ji Haochen gave up, he had a deep sense of powerlessness, which made him feel that Lin Manyue would never return to him.

Lin Manyue finally got the answer she wanted, the freedom she had always longed for, when she really said these words from Ji Haochen's mouth, her heart really hurt so much that she couldn't help herself.

"Okay, thank you, let's get together and disperse." Lin Manyue, holding back the emotion of choking, forced a smile, and said such a sentence after taking a deep breath.

Ji Haochen didn't answer, many of his involuntary words were determined by the attitude of another person, he thought that he would not let go if he fell in love with someone, but now he seems to have figured it out, and letting her go is also love.

When the two of them got home, Ji Haochen walked upstairs without saying a word, completely shielding Lin Manyue.

Lin Manyue was speechless in her heart, changed her shoes, went upstairs to bathe and change clothes, and lay on the bed.

She stared straight out the window, thinking about anything, not moving.

Why is everything like you're making a mistake, you can end it all, but now it's good, it's uncomfortable because of what you think......

Lin Manyue breathed heavily, covered her head with the quilt, and refused all communication from the outside world.

In the middle of the night, Lin Manyue's door was pushed open, Ji Haochen walked to the side of the bed and lay down, feeling the steady breathing of the person next to him, he hugged her from behind.

Smelling the good fragrance on her body, Ji Haochen closed his eyes, and all kinds of past things crossed his mind.

The thought that this woman will no longer belong to him in the future, and that she will meet someone else, fall in love, get married, and have children, his heart hurts and he can't breathe.

Tears rolled down his cheeks as tears rolled down his cheeks, and he sneered and sat up.

What a shame to shed tears over such a thing.

Ji Haochen wiped away his tears, and then returned to his room.

In the past, he never believed that he would shed tears for love, but Lin Manyue returned to his sight and returned to his side, and he changed.

Whether it's emotions or not, as long as anything has anything to do with Lin Manyue, he will never be able to act according to his usual style.

He lit a cigarette, adjusted his mood, and then called Jinyuan: "You clean up the villa on the other side of Xiangcheng Road, and I will go back to live there tomorrow." ”

In order to prevent himself from doing anything to hurt Lin Manyue, he had to keep a safe enough distance from her.

Sometimes, Ji Haochen is worried that he will not be able to control himself.

extinguished the cigarette, Ji Haochen barely rested all night, and finally started working directly.

I went directly to the company before dawn, wanting to see Lin Manyue, but forced myself to escape.

When Lin Manyue woke up, it was already the next morning, and she slept very comfortably that night.

After she washed, she looked around for Ji Haochen's figure, but to no avail.

"What about the Haochen people?" Lin Manyue couldn't help it, so she asked the Filipino maid who was cleaning.

"Young Master, he went out before dawn today, and his mental state is also very bad." Because Filipino maids work in shifts, there are still people on call even at three or four o'clock in the morning.

Lin Manyue got the answer, so she didn't ask any more, but she was still very disappointed in her heart.

Maybe he's really broken by himself and doesn't want to see himself anymore.

This can't be blamed on anyone, it's all caused by herself. What did she complain about?

Lin Manyue shook her head with a wry smile, cleaned up and went out.