Shen Mu closed the computer, lay on the table, buried his head deep in his hands, no wonder he was so indifferent to her during this time, it seemed that he was not busy with his studies, but he fell in love with other people.

He doesn't love Ou Yuyan anymore, because Ou Yuyan doesn't have a soul worthy of his true love, and he doesn't love himself, because she didn't let him be interested, and this time he finally met a perfect woman.

Shen Mu quietly walked out of the study......

In the bar late at night, Shen Mu sat in a corner position, in front of him were rows of empty ice cream cups, although it was strange to eat ice cream without drinking at the bar, but Shen Mu just liked to sit in the bar and eat ice cream.

One cup after another......

Obviously, it has become bitter in the end, but she still hopes to eat more sweet into her stomach, so as to forget the bitter taste, she rubbed her already cold hands, and said to the waiter: "Bring me another drink!" ”

Another one was served, she picked up the spoon numbly, she was not afraid of coldness, she only felt that her mouth was full of bitterness, Dongxu sat down in the position opposite her, but Shen Mu did not greet him.

Dongxu didn't intend to interrupt her to torture herself, just stared at her, admiring her every move at the moment, today's Shen Mu was specially dressed up, even her hair was combed very carefully, and she was wearing a sleeveless white short skirt, which gave her a little more of a famous lady's temperament.

Dong Xu's gaze moved to her wrist, "Your watch is special...... It seems to have been seen somewhere. Dongxu thought about it for a while, and it turned out that this watch was a limited edition of Cartier.

"Mu Mu, you are very beautiful today."

Shen Mu looked up at him, his smile stiffened, "Thank you......"

Her skin was like snow, and her red lips were solidified with a layer of crystal, Dongxu suddenly felt that she was like the first snowflake in early winter, with poetic romance, but dyed with melancholy......

"Still in a bad mood?"

"Nope...... I've always been in a good mood......"

"Where's your fiancé? Isn't it already back? Why didn't I stay with you? ”

Shen Mu looked away, looked at the watch in his hand, lowered his head and pondered for a long time, and asked him with a smile, "Dongxu, if your family arranged for you to marry a woman you don't love at all, would you be willing?" ”

"If I don't love someone, I won't marry ...... at all So I can tell you for sure, you do! ”

Shen Mu frowned, and his spirit became in a trance, "It's a pity, why isn't he you?" ”

"He? That fiancé of yours? ”

"Dongxu, I really love him...... He's done so many things for me that I don't want to do, so much that I can't remember how many...... He also gave up his liking for me, more than one...... I didn't feel selfish at all because I felt like he was mine! But now that I'm older, I finally understand how selfish I am, and he clearly doesn't love me...... In his eyes, I will always be the child who doesn't grow up, and I have been sticking to him for more than ten years, and I don't give him a chance to breathe! ”

Dongxu listened to her quietly.

"That girl in the galaxy that day was called Ou Yuyan...... It's my fiancé's former girlfriend, and a few years ago she had the opportunity to marry him, but I robbed her of the happiness that was supposed to belong to her, and pulled her from heaven to hell in one fell swoop. ”

Shen Mu covered his face with his hands, tears fell, and looked at Dongxu in pain, "I didn't expect this to be the result, I really didn't know that she would degenerate like that...... I thought she already had everything, had his love, promised...... I just want a little bit of that love......" she shook her trembling hands, "I just want a little bit, I'm not greedy...... Really, if you are not greedy, you just need a little...... As long as I can be there for him, when I miss him, I can see him for a while, and hear him say a word to me, I will be very satisfied......"

Dongxu's mood changed slightly, and he interrupted her loudly: "The feelings between men and women can't be shared, you are too naïve." ”

"I know...... I know that he loves Ou Yuyan so much, and once promised that Ou Yuyan would marry her when I grow up, they are classmates, they are together almost every day, they go to school together during the day, and they have to talk late on the phone at night. She sighed, "But I know that such a dream will never be my turn...... In my dreams, he always likes other women, and always says to me, Mu Mu, I'm sorry, you're just a child, I can't fall in love with a little child...... I wake up from nightmares like this every time, but thankfully it's just a dream. ”

Dongxu closed his eyes and talked heavily, "You are deceiving yourself, do you plan to continue like this for the rest of your life?" ”

"I ......" Shen Mu bit his lip, trembled and put it in the cup, and said: "I gave up, Dongxu, really, I gave up, I will give up from today onwards, love whoever he loves...... He can go wherever he wants, and I can live without him by my side, even better! ”

She really figured it out, in addition to love, there is also friendship and family affection in this world, "If you can't marry him, then it's not bad to be his sister...... I will also feel happy to see him be with the woman I like and like him, and I will also be satisfied when I see Xiyue who he sincerely reveals when he marries the woman he loves...... I can be a godmother to their children, and love their children as much as their father loves me! ”

"When we all start our own families, we can continue to live together under one roof, just like our family and theirs, never separated, isn't this a beautiful life?"

Shen Mu smiled faintly and took a deep breath, "Sometimes I think about it, as long as I take a step back, that vast sea and sky will be left for myself and others." ”

Dongxu sighed: "Yes, if it weren't for him, you still have me." ”

Shen Mu wanted to look at Dongxu opposite, those deep purple eyes seemed to bewitch her, thinking that if she couldn't marry Qin Shaoyang, Dongxu should be the best choice, at least Dongxu understood his inner thoughts and understood himself.

Dongxu asked her: "If you want to listen to the song, I will send you a Chinese song." ”

Shen Mu nodded, "I've never heard you sing Chinese songs." ”

Dongxu said: "Chinese is the best script in the world, and the reason why I didn't sing it before was because I didn't want people who didn't know how to listen to it." After speaking, Dongxu walked onto the stage.

At the end of that whole Chinese song, Shen Mu was crying all the time, and finally even lay on the table and cried silently, which also strengthened her determination to give up at that moment.

After singing the last song, Dongxu, who was standing in the center of the stage, said to the audience: "Shen Mu, it will be very hard to follow others all the time...... It's better to let go, give him freedom, let him go, it's also a relief. ”

Shen Mu raised her eyes and smiled at him, she understood everything, and she didn't blame Dongxu for saying her pain in front of everyone, just like her mother said, if you love the wrong person, you should suffer the necessary suffering, except for yourself, no one can complete self-redemption.

Shen Mu opened his eyes again, and saw Qin Shaoyang standing on the stage, her heart seemed to be torn apart again, her eyes were facing each other, his eyes were no longer calm, and her reason was also in vain the moment when he stretched out his hand to her.

She glanced at Dong Xu, ran towards Qin Shaoyang without hesitation, ran in front of him, and handed his hand to him, maybe she couldn't change this habit in her life.

"Come with me!" Qin Shaoyang's hand-holding action was a little rude and very hard, almost dragging her and dragging her out of the door, "Go home!" ”

Shen Mu thought he was angry when he saw himself with Dongxu and wanted to explain, but when she saw a number of black cars parked outside the bar, and everyone in the car walked into the bar with a baseball bat in their hands, and then the guests ran out in a panic, she was angry, "What are you going to do!" ”

The last two bodyguards to go in pulled down the chain door of the bar and locked it, she thought Dongxu was still inside, "What are you going to do!" ”

Qin Shaoyang didn't answer, grabbed her arm, and went to his sports car, the frightened shouts in the bar, the sound of broken glass, made Shen Mu extremely uneasy, "You can't do this!" I'm going to call the police, Dongxu is still inside! You scoundrels! ”

Shen Mu struggled out desperately, anxiously took out his mobile phone from his bag, and was about to call the police, but before the number could be dialed out, Qin Shaoyang had already taken away the mobile phone and slammed it to the ground.

After a moment of surprise, Shen Mu seemed to understand, "Why did you stop me from calling the police?" Why are you taking me out of here? Who let you come! Or are these people simply brought by you! She insisted that it was him.

And Qin Shaoyang didn't deny it, nor did he admit it, Shen Mu was surprised, "It's really you?" ”

At this moment, Shen Mu suddenly felt that this Qin Shaoyang in front of her was so strange, so strange that she felt as if she had never known him, and at this moment, there was a scream from the bar, Shen Mu didn't care about anything else, ran to the door, slammed the iron door hard, and shouted loudly inside: "Dongxu, are you okay!" Answer me! ”

The chaos inside made her unable to hear a response at all, panic, fear, worry, and guilt made all the complex emotions in her heart oppress her nerves, but she knew that she didn't have time to digest these emotions at all, because Dongxu was in danger now, and it was likely that such a danger was because of herself.

Shen Mu hurriedly ran back and came to Qin Shaoyang, "You let them stop!" Stop it! ”

Qin Shaoyang clenched his hands into fists at the moment, as if he was trying his best to suppress her anger, but she didn't know whether she was alive or dead, "Why did Dongxu provoke you?" Offended you? What the hell do you want to do!? Qin Shaoyang didn't speak, Mu Mu was so angry that he swung his fist and hit him in the chest, but he didn't move, with her strength, even if she tried her best, it wouldn't hurt, but Qin Shaoyang's expression at the moment was extremely painful.