Chapter Eighty-Four: My Brother's Calculation

Sure enough, Chu Qing felt as if his heart was screwed together, he didn't know what his most beloved girl had endured, or he only took care of his negative emotions in those days, so he didn't care about what his girl had gone through, making him feel as if he was in purgatory, and he reacted after a long time, his girl was no longer there, even if he wanted more, it was useless, What's more, it's about pulling all the people who have hurt them down to hell, at least they have to suffer the same pain as themselves.

"Because your father used to be so good to him, so even after the two of them got married, they naturally had a happy and beautiful life, but now it seems that everything is my fantasy and delusion, I am too naïve, I am stupid to think that there is also that so-called love in this royal family, maybe they do have those loves in time, but not to your mother, your mother is too stupid, believe those promises and lies in their mouths, But in the end, he just became a victim of what they called power, and this kind of thing really didn't make me imagine. After saying this, I couldn't help laughing at myself, laughing at what was going on, in fact, I didn't even understand myself, I don't know what my girl went through, and she ended up like that. He was indeed a gentleman back then, and there were indeed many people who didn't like him, but he didn't think that person was different for him, after all, the two of them grew up together, and he thought he would be able to understand his mind in many things.

Since I was a child, my parents loved me, and they lacked the patience and care that the eldest brother should have, and they could see everything, and they could also see the efforts and despair of the eldest brother, so they subconsciously pretended to be cynical, but they didn't want to fight with the eldest brother, everything that the eldest brother should have, the Chu family is a big family, and someone will definitely inherit the position of the patriarch, and there can only be one person between himself and the eldest brother, if it is according to the clan rules, it will naturally be inherited by the eldest brother. But according to the degree of pampering of parents, father and mother will definitely choose themselves.

The relationship between himself and his eldest brother for so many years, naturally he can't see the eldest brother end up like that, and the eldest brother's efforts over the years have also been seen in his eyes, how can he let the eldest brother's bamboo basket be empty, so he made a picture of spending time and drinking to divert his parents' things, so that his parents feel that they hate iron and steel, only in this way, he will turn all his attention to the eldest brother, so that the eldest brother can get what the eldest brother wants, and he naturally knows that such a thing can't be hidden for long, But if he can hide it for a day, he originally thought of his beloved, and naturally he could understand what he had done, but he didn't expect that in the face of such a self, he immediately chose to stop the loss in time and threw himself into the arms of others.

At that time, he was confused and crazy, and even ran to him to ask him why he made such a choice, because he knew better than anyone that he was not such a fool at all, and he had countless ambitions and ideas in his heart, but because he didn't want to fight with his eldest brother, he went with the flow, and he could know how much despair there was in his eldest brother's heart, because no matter how much he fought, he couldn't compare to his parents' partiality and preference, so he would have made such a stupid role. But he never thought that his beloved girl would leave him because of this.

But did you do anything wrong, you don't seem to have done anything wrong, you just do that kind of life according to what you think, but you don't know what it's for, so you will fall into such a bleak place like now, in fact, you know that your parents have a strong sense of guilt about yourself, as if you heard that the eldest brother has now sat firmly in the position she wants, or has gradually accepted the affairs of the family, and at this time she should have gone back, But he didn't want to go back, because he knew that his girl had left this world forever, so he didn't want to go back to healthy everyone there, but now he knew that his girl had been abandoned by everyone at that time.

After thinking of this, he couldn't help but want to laugh, before he left, he had told his eldest brother countless times to take care of that person for himself, even if he said that the eldest brother was so reluctant in his heart, but he finally agreed to his words, he thought that the eldest brother would definitely take care of his beloved girl according to the agreement, but who could also think of the eldest brother, because of everything that the girl had done and chose to stand by coldly, or just planned to help a little bit, and did not intend to work hard at all, Or maybe all her efforts have become counterforces.

"Since I was a child, I have never seen my father gentle to my mother, but my father is always gentle and kind in my mother's mouth, but I have never seen him treat my mother like that, he is always cold to his mother, like a piece of ice that does not melt for thousands of years, but my mother always likes a cold face, and runs to him to greet him tenderly, but my father has never encountered a trace of emotion, but is more serious than 1 day, and even beat my mother later, At that time, my mother's despair I still remember my mother was sitting on the ground with her hands covering her face, and then tears fell down, I can see my mother's eyes at that time, his eyes were full of deep despair, I believe that the mother at that time even moved the idea of death, but he finally persevered, I don't know what made my mother persevere, maybe it was me, the so-called child, maybe something else, Anyway, my mother chose to persevere under such circumstances, and chose to do what she originally wanted to do, which I never thought of, and I can't remember what happened when I got to the back, anyway, my mother's spirit became more and more crazy day by day. When he said this, the little child still had a thick light in his eyes and said that he had not been affected by such a thing at all, and when it came to the evil spirit mother, everything he experienced back then was real, and what happened in front of him was also something that he could describe casually, even if he didn't have to remember himself, he could remember how hysterical his mother was at that time, how crazy, how frightened, he was afraid that his father would abandon him, But on the other hand, he doesn't want his father to have other people in his eyes, he dominates his father, he wants to make him the only one in his father's eyes, but unfortunately his father has never had him in his eyes, how can he care about such a thing?

Chu Qing didn't say anything after hearing such words, he just started subconsciously, he didn't remember that the two of them were indeed you and me at the beginning, and they also showed affection in front of themselves, and he only felt like a knife when he was at that time, but now after hearing such words, he felt that something was wrong, if there had been these past between the two of them, how could they end up like now, the happiness between the two of them should continue, even if it is not harmonious, But at least there are those who used to be affectionate, how can it be to this point, in the final analysis, there is only one reason to explain, he has never loved his beloved girl, but uses his beloved girl as a tool.

As for what kind of tool it was, Chu Qing naturally used his head, and he could understand that the entire family had such a huge role at that time, as long as there was a family on his side, it would naturally add a boost to him, and he was hanging his whole heart on his beloved girl at that time, so he was naturally not qualified to participate in such a thing, so he chose his beloved girl at that time, just to increase his bargaining chips.

After thinking of such a thing, he couldn't help but feel a little more angry in his heart that he hadn't even noticed, how could he dare to do such a thing? And how can his brother be a cold sidestander, he doesn't believe in such a thing and his brother doesn't know anything about it, or that his brother doesn't know such a thing at all, but he doesn't tell himself at all, because his brother hates his beloved girl, he feels that he betrayed him, so he led himself to this point, so his brother wants revenge in his heart, but his brother can't show it too obviously, because his brother knows that he has no feelings for him, so he said that his brother chose the most gentle way, To put your beloved girl to death is to use His Majesty's tenderness to kill his own girl.

And what my brother can do is to watch coldly, watching his beloved girl fall into the big net that His Majesty knows well, watching his girl betray her relatives little by little, watching her girl fall little by little, going deeper and deeper, and even in the end, she was wrapped in a huge conspiracy to watch her betray her relatives, but she didn't move at all, she didn't even have the desire to help, and even wanted to add fuel to her back, if it weren't for her own affection, I'm afraid that I want to put my girl to death behind my back, it's also possible, after all, I'm my brother, what kind of person he is, I know better than anyone else, he is colder than anyone else, but he only has a different friendship for himself.