"Giving my sister to other relatives to raise, I thought that after the conditions in the family were a little better, I could take my sister back, but I didn't expect that this go, it turned out to be heaven and man forever, my mother soon passed away because of the already unhealthy psychological condition, and my father also died in a car accident, in this world, it seems that I am the only one left, so I will be stronger since I was a child, even if it is something that many men can't do, I will definitely do my best to do it, the reason why I opened this bar, In fact, the purpose is not only to make money, but also to prove to the world, even if it cruelly took away all my relatives, so what? At least I'm alive now, aren't I? I will definitely live better and better day by day, and I will laugh at God's incompetence in this way! ”

When Cindy spoke, there was a fierce and vicious aura in her eyes, which made people feel a burst of creepiness when they saw it, but soon after she finished speaking, that kind of gaze seemed to be dispelled, and was replaced by a smiling expression, looking at Lin Xiaoxia's frowning brows, Cindy apologized with some guilt: "I'm really embarrassed Miss Xiaoxia, did my words scare you just now?" Also, people like me can't understand it in the eyes of ordinary people, right? Those who have been living in the greenhouse all along, surrounded by father's love and mother's love, growing happily every day, where can they understand my pain? But I think Miss Xiaoxia, at least you, can understand me, right? After all, we are all people who have gone to our parents and relatives since childhood, like us, if we can no longer protect ourselves and take care of ourselves, who else in this world will want to love us? ”

These seemingly touching words made Lin Xiaoxia also feel a little moved, yes, in this cruel world, no one wants to be related to the weak, some people who are regarded as weak, if they can't live a good life on their own, then they are really looked down upon, since her parents passed away, although she lived with her sister, but after all, her sister was very young at that time, and the scope of being able to take care of her was limited, a lot of time, when she saw that other children were loved by their parents, Lin Xiaoxia was really envious, She doesn't understand why she can't be happy that everyone else can have. Why did their parents die early, leaving behind their poor sisters?

"I have indeed had the emotion of complaining about God's unfairness before, but as I grow older, I seem to understand a lot of truths, maybe God wants to give us an experience of growing up alone, so we will face so many difficulties and obstacles? What's more, according to what Miss Cindy just said, you should have a younger sister than you, right? As long as you find her, you still have relatives in this world, so why blame God? In a person's life, there are still many things that need to be grasped by yourself, and you can't rely on God to give you, in this case, do you still know what it means to cherish? Seeing that Lin Xiaoxia was about to be completely moved by Sindy's words, and was fascinated, but in a blink of an eye, Lin Xiaoxia's brain seemed to be a lot clearer, at least, she had come out of that kind of confused predicament, and with such a quick adaptability, even Cindy felt ashamed.

What I didn't admit to Lin Xiaoxia was that in fact, long before Cindy opened this bar, she had studied psychology for a period of time in order to be self-reliant, so she could quickly grasp a person's psychology, and then through a short period of understanding, she could understand what this person needs most now? When it was seen that Lin Xiaoxia had suffered psychological trauma because of this period of time, and the psychology should be easy to read and control, Cindy came to the door like a ghost, but she never expected that Lin Xiaoxia was not such a simple person, and Cindy's words did not hurt her at all, not only that, but her heart was also as strong, and it was not something that anyone could easily puncture.

Seeing that her plan was about to fail, Sindy tried her best to hide the embarrassment in her eyes, she adjusted her mood and continued: "In fact, I don't have any expectations for this matter of looking for my sister now, to be honest, what is my life like now?" Miss Xiaoxia, you have also seen it with your own eyes, but you can barely make ends meet by selling laughter and wine, even if you get your sister back now, what can you change? It's impossible to disturb my sister's originally decent life, and pull her to suffer with me, right? Anyway, I really can't do such a cruel thing, so I'm helpless, I'm still living alone, but if you don't mind, Miss Xiaoxia, then I'll often come to talk to Miss Xiaoxia in the future, is that okay? ”

Chatting? Or continue to brainwash? Lin Xiaoxia's personality was originally at a very young age, even the psychiatrist couldn't shake it, and change it, this point, Shi Moling has worked hard, but every experience has failed, no matter how smart Cindy is, her ability should not be compared with professional psychologists, Lin Xiaoxia smiled contemptuously, and in the face of Cindy's current tone of extra affection, she suddenly asked unexpectedly: "What if I say I mind?" So Miss Cindy, can you really stop interfering in my life, and we won't have the chance to see each other again? ”

"This? It seems that Miss Xiaoxia, you still have distrust of me from beginning to end, hehe, too, in the face of a stranger who is not familiar at all, how many people can completely open their hearts? Miss Xiao Xia, I can understand how you feel now, it's okay, if Miss Xiao Xia you think we are not suitable to meet again, then I will naturally not do anything that makes Miss Xiao Xia unhappy, but don't you even give me the opportunity to be an ordinary friend? Miss Xiaoxia's words, wouldn't it be a little too cruel? After all, I don't have anything bad in mind. ”

Cindy's current situation is embarrassing, after all, she has already thrown an olive branch to Lin Xiaoxia, if Lin Xiaoxia can accept it, then Cindy may also have a chance to get off the stage, but if it is like now, Lin Xiaoxia is not willing to pay attention to it at all, then Cindy can only express embarrassment, her face is no longer as pleasant as before, this is all because of the blow, but in the low explanation that she has no malice, Lin Xiaoxia does not seem to be willing to accept it, can it be said, Is her heart really as solid as steel, no matter who she is, she is unpredictable?

However, Lin Xiaoxia only smiled casually, no matter what Cindy's inner activities were now? Lin Xiaoxia didn't mind at all, and the more she saw her like this, as if she felt more relieved, she shook her head and said to Cindy: "Miss Cindy actually felt that something was not quite right since you first entered the door, bringing you the soup you cooked, just to let me relax my vigilance against you, right?" Want to hold my hand? In fact, it is just to prove that this is really just an intimate act between friends? Also, I still remember every sentence and every word just now, just like when the psychiatrist wanted to break through my psychological defense, it would be exactly the same as what I said. It really impressed me, but I don't want to believe what Miss Cindy said without malice, and if that's the case, then Miss Cindy, you want to get to the bottom of my heart, what does that mean? ”

"Psychology? Hehe, I'm an orphan with a broken family, what psychology might I have the opportunity to study there? Miss Xiao Xia seems to really misunderstand me, how can I explain it? Forget it, I see Miss Xiaoxia, you have been disturbed by me for so long, and you should rest, then I will come to visit another day, I will go back today, Miss Xiaoxia, you take care of yourself. When Cindy stood in front of Lin Xiaoxia, she was like a completely transparent person, there were no secrets at all, and even the fact that she had studied psychology was clearly seen by Lin Xiaoxia, and she didn't want to stay anymore, worried that the longer the time, the higher the chance that Lin Xiaoxia would see her heart clearly, and lying children always don't like others to see their lying side, unless this person has been completely deceived by their lies.

Cindy was leaving, Lin Xiaoxia didn't hold on in the slightest, knowing that this was just Cindy's way to relieve her embarrassment, she smiled, there was not much joy in her smile, but there was more ridicule, however, after Cindy left, Qingqing also hurried back to the ward, in fact, as early as outside the door, Qingqing had already eavesdropped on the conversation between Lin Xiaoxia and Sindy, in the eyes of outsiders, Sindy's situation was pitiful, and she really wanted to show favor to Lin Xiaoxia, but what about Lin Xiaoxia? Instead of giving Cindy this opportunity, she spoke with thorns in every word, and Qingqing couldn't help but start wondering, did Lin Xiaoxia have a disease in her heart? What would lead to such a friendly woman and show indifference?

However, without waiting for Qingqing to speak, Lin Xiaoxia's voice came: "In the future, if this woman is looking for me, she will directly say that I am gone, in short, don't let her appear in front of me again in the future, do you hear?" ”