Chapter 182: Attempts and Failures
Yun Qianhan felt that his eyebrows jumped, and he couldn't accept this sudden enthusiasm, and he was also vigilant in his heart, and politely refused: "Thank you Senior Brother Ye for your kindness, it's just a trivial matter, so I won't bother Senior Brother to do it." It's just that I think being a handyman is not a kind of practice, so I can only thank Busen. ”
"You're still a crepe!" Ye Qingsheng muttered, without going to his heart at all, and clasped his fists neatly and said: "It's rare for me to meet a bosom friend, since that's the case, you practice hard, just come to me when you encounter difficulties!"
Yun Qianhan smiled and nodded, and did not take this stubble, in her opinion, people who don't even dare to fight for a good position don't necessarily have the confidence and ability to do big things.
Calculated the time and returned to the miscellaneous servant's canteen, it was the noon meal point, everyone was bustling together, happy because of who had two more pieces of meat in the bowl, and complained because of the shaking hand of the rice, and in an instant, Yunyi felt that it was back to last night.
can't be like this, Yun Qianhan whispered to himself: I can't be like this, I can't be like this......
This kind of life is too comfortable, so comfortable that she wants to give up and continue to take revenge, and a voice in her heart said to her badly: "Forget it, what's the point of revenge? Anyway, they are not your biological parents, so why go back after escaping hard, isn't this self-inflicted guilt on yourself?"
The clear soup and the lack of water, the rice soup in the bowl reflected Yun Qianhan's own face, and she scolded: "Get out!"
The miscellaneous servant's cafeteria was noisy, except for the people next to her who looked at her in surprise and continued to eat, no one paid attention to Yun Qianhan's changes.
Anxiety was drowning her out: longing on one side, and the powerlessness of reality on the other. Yun Qianhan couldn't eat anymore, sighed, and got up to leave.
The days were muddy until the night, and after everyone fell asleep, Yun Qianhan came to that inaccessible place alone again, took the primer book, and practiced alone.
Centering, meditation, breath induction, mindfulness...... Closing her eyes, the small elements around her took on a colorful color, and she began to slowly try to communicate, hoping that a certain color could communicate with her.
The elf-like dots of light flickered and floated freely in the air, but whenever she tried to get closer, pulled one by her mind, the little one was like a mischievous child, and disappeared as soon as she slipped away.
Except for the first night after the all-nighter, Yun Qianhan stayed up late every night, trying longer and longer, maybe there was no time during the day, and the pressure was pressed at night, which made her want to stay up all night.
Every element is communicating, every communication is like a stone sinking into the sea, Yun Qianhan can't remember how many times he has tried, and he told himself one by one: try again, try again......
"Damn!" Yun Qianhan couldn't help but scold, looked at the primer book in his hand, fell to the ground angrily, and stepped on his feet in anger, scolding: "This can't be a fake book!"
Of course, this is just angry talk, Bai Hao doesn't need to take a book to fool her, just don't send it. Yun Qianhan sighed and picked up the crumpled book on the ground again.
Now, it was the only thing she could rely on, and when she looked up at the eastern sky, it was already a faint blue, but it was about to dawn in an hour. This night, nothing was found, and this night, it was already dawn.
With a sigh, he had no choice but to walk towards the residence. She had to take a short break, and there was another day of labor waiting for her.
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