Chapter 336: Send her your account number
Lu Chuxi's words made Xiao Yiran completely sober up.
He gently touched Lu Chuxi's hair and said softly, "I can understand." Why didn't you leave the orphanage all these years and go to the adoptive family, not just to wait for her? It's just that she showed up too late. ”
For Xiao Yiran, he can not hesitate to extend his help to Fan Shuyan. That's because Fan Shuyan didn't do anything to hurt him. even gave birth to Lu Chuxi in such a difficult realm, giving him a life partner who was in love.
But for Lu Chuxi, Fan Shuyan's damage to her is irreparable for a lifetime. If Fan Shuyan came back to find Lu Chuxi a few years before she abandoned Lu Chuxi, maybe Lu Chuxi would forgive her without any guilt.
But for the current Lu Chuxi, she has been looking forward to it for too many years and disappointed for too many years. Over the years, she has looked forward to her girlhood from childhood, and now, she has become a wife and mother, and Fan Shuyan appeared, for Lu Chuxi, it was really too late.
"It would have been nice if she had shown up sooner!" Lu Chuxi's voice contained too much emotion.
She wanted to whisper to her mother at the age when she was in love. tells her mom that she is in love with a guy who is good enough to change her life; I want to have my mother by my side when I am pregnant and solve problems for her; I want to share her joy with my mother when I am in love with Xiao Yiran.
"Husband, you said, I went to S City to recognize my relatives, but I didn't recognize her, will she think that I really hate the poor and love the rich as I said on the Internet?" This is another reason why Lu Chuxi can't sleep.
She felt that she was about to recognize the people of the Lu family, and as Fan Shuyan, who gave birth to her and raised her for five years, she had no reason not to recognize her. But for her, the hurdle in her heart can't be crossed no matter what.
"No, she knows how much the Lu family loves you over the years, and she also knows what happened back then, and the Lu family is also a victim. So you and the Lu family recognize each other, which is something she likes to see. "The Lu family has not really hurt Lu Chuxi, on the contrary, the Lu family has loved Lu Chuxi over the years. So when he learned that Lu Zhihao was his own uncle, Lu Chuxi had a feeling of being close to each other.
She really has no heart for the Lu family. I feel very sorry for Grandpa Lu, and Mother Lu used to send a white-haired person to a black-haired person. So when she learned that the Lu family was very excited about her existence, her first thought was to take the initiative to go to S City to recognize her relatives. Let the two old people get some comfort.
"Then after I recognize the Lu family, I'll give myself some time and let myself try to see if I can accept her." Lu Chuxi said to Xiao Yiran.
"If you want to recognize her, I will treat her like a mother in the future. If you don't want to recognize her, then we will keep our distance from them, and everyone will live their lives seriously and not disturb each other. Xiao Yiran said to Lu Chuxi.
What he meant was to express his unconditional support for himself. Lu Chuxi understands this. But when he thought of not getting along with Fan Shuyan for old age, Lu Chuxi hesitated a little. She asked Xiao Yiran sullenly: "You say, does she love me?" From her blog posts, I saw her selflessness and guilt. But I'm afraid it was just what she wrote for everyone to see. ”
"She's actually always loved you." Xiao Yiran suddenly remembered the photos of Lu Chuxi when he was a child that Fan Shuyan sent him. So he got up from the bed, turned on the light, picked up his mobile phone, and showed Lu Chuxi those photos and videos.
"Here are her treasured photos and videos about you. When I was on video with you at noon, she also kept watching you and Yiyi on the other side of the screen, crying silently. Xiao Yiran didn't say good things for Fan Shuyan, he just told Lu Chuxi everything he saw.
After reading those videos and photos, Lu Chuxi cried into tears.
She still has an impression of some of the photos. Seeing those photos, she can think of Fan Shuyan's love for her when she was a child.
"This video is the first time in my life that I have played a piano piece in its entirety. Of course, she was my piano teacher. Lu Chuxi opened a small video and said to Xiao Yiran.
Immediately afterwards, she clicked on another video and told Xiao Yiran: "This is when she took me to the zoo, I saw the panda and danced excitedly." ”
"I have the impression that this dress was her reward for me after I recovered from a serious illness. When I was a child, our lives were actually quite poor, but I loved stinky beauty since I was a child, and I liked to wear beautiful dresses the most. My mother would save money and buy me a dress. Lu Chuxi enlarged one of the photos and said to Xiao Yiran.
"It turns out that Yiyi's stinky beauty is inherited from you." Xiao Yiran remembered all kinds of stinky beauty when her daughter took pictures, and couldn't help laughing softly.
"I'm stinky, but I'm also sensible. Knowing that it is not easy for her to make money, I never dare to ask for beautiful clothes. Thinking of his childhood self, Lu Chuxi couldn't help but feel distressed for his sensibility.
Growing up in a single-parent family, she knows that she is different from others. So since she was sensible, she didn't dare to ask too much of her mother. Fortunately, her mother did not harsh her and always tried her best to give her a good life. Teach her to read and write, teach her to play the piano.
Lu Chuxi continued to explain those photos and videos for Xiao Yiran. Her name for Fan Shuyan is also from her at the beginning to her mother at the end. Maybe Lu Chuxi didn't notice it himself, but Xiao Yiran still noticed it.
He understands that in Lu Chuxi's heart, whether he recognizes or disrecognizes Fan Shuyan's celestial title has been biased towards recognition. It's just that she needs some time to accept and let herself go.
He did not continue the topic, but affectionately
He said: "You don't have to be overly sensible in the future. In front of me, you can make trouble as much as you want, and laugh as much as you want. As long as she thinks of her past, Xiao Yiran feels distressed.
Isn't it talking about her childhood? Why did the topic come to his confession moment again?
Although Lu Chuxi thought so in his mind, his heart was sweet. Xiao Yiran really loves her.
She continued to look at Xiao Yiran and Fan Shuyan's chat history. When she saw Xiao Yiran's long chat after transferring money to Fan Shuyan, her mood was even more emotional.
Lu Chuxi felt that he needed to calm down and think seriously about how to deal with these things.
She returned the phone to Xiao Yiran, and then said, "Husband, go to sleep." ”
"Good!" Xiao Yiran put down the phone as he said, turned off the light, and hugged Lu Chuxi into his arms again.
He sang a little song softly like coaxing Xiao Yiyi, afraid of landing on Chuxi's back and coaxing her to sleep.
Just when he thought that Lu Chuxi had fallen asleep, Lu Chuxi suddenly said: "Husband, you send her your account." ”