Chapter 147: A Sleepless Night
And the loopholes in the memory are getting bigger and bigger, and even the way she killed the man with gold wire glasses just now has gradually blurred, her thin body is still trembling, like an orphan who no one cares about, in the cold wind, everyone will only selfishly wrap their cotton clothes, but they will not cast much sympathetic eyes on her.
That night, Ji Zhe came back very late, Xia Kuilin had fallen asleep, Ji Zhe called her name softly, but after getting no response, he went to the living room, and did not return to the room all night, but as soon as he left, Xia Kuilin opened her eyes, and the salt water kept swirling in her eyes, God knows, how much she hopes to be comforted and encouraged now? After all, this afternoon, she had just been abused, and now she still seemed to feel dirty, it was clear that she had taken a bath many times, and even her skin was torn, but the feeling of being violated had always remained in her mind and lingered.
And Ji Zhe, who decided to stay in the living room tonight, not only didn't want to disturb Xia Kuilin's sleep, but also the main reason, he wanted to take advantage of the moonlight to think about what the relationship with Lin Xiaoxia would change in the future? I have to admit that the good memories of my childhood have remained in the depths of Ji Zhe's mind until now, and he thought that he had forgotten it, after all, during that time, Lin Xiaoxia did not abide by the agreement between them and went to the appointment on time, but when Ji Chenfeng told him that the real reason why Lin Xiaoxia did not go to the appointment was that when his parents passed away, the former complaint was extremely vulnerable in Ji Zhe's heart, and his thoughts and longings for her became stronger. Especially when he saw Lin Xiaoxia dressed in a red dress with his own eyes, he was extremely enchanting, and his mood seemed to be implicated again and he couldn't extricate himself.
Think about it carefully and think about the reason why she decided to be with Xia Kuilin in the first place, it was because Xia Kuilin at that time was a little similar to Lin Xiaoxia when she was a child, they were very kind, and their relationship with Ji Zhe was also good, but looking at Lin Xiaoxia's tone and attitude today, she seems to be absolutely not easy to forgive him, after all, he has already unknowingly brought her more than one catastrophe, this woman can support it until now, it is not easy, and if you want to save this marriage, I'm afraid it will be difficult, right?
Moreover, if Lin Xiaoxia really hopes to come back, then how should Xia Kuilin arrange it? After all, they have been together for a year, even if Xia Kuilin is just Lin Xiaoxia's stand-in, but after all, Xia Kuilin doesn't seem to be able to withstand the hurt of breaking up, and as Lin Xiaoxia said during the day, Xia Kuilin is Ji Chenfeng's eyeliner placed by his side, what is going on? Looking at the tone of Lin Xiaoxia's speech at that time, it didn't seem like he was joking at all, he frowned, he only felt a burst of pain in his brain, and before he knew it, it was early in the morning, he had not slept all night, and all he had in his mind was Lin Xiaoxia's joys, sorrows, and sorrows.
"From today onwards, you help me focus on a person's itinerary, no matter where she usually goes? Who did you meet? All 1510 returns to me. Ji Zhe dialed a number and assigned a new task to the other party, yes, he really needs to find the answer in a hurry now, because only in this way can he start thinking about how to walk on the road in the future?
However, just after Ji Zhe hung up the phone, Ji suddenly called, and the maid reported to Ji Zhe in an almost excited tone: "This is really good, Second Young Master, the young lady and Qingqing are back, I see that they are still holding luggage in their hands, as if they are planning to move back, Second Young Master, you should come back quickly?" ”
"What? You said Natsu went back? This good news can melt him in a honey pot for Ji Zhe, he can't pay attention to the reason why Lin Xiaoxia and Qingqing returned to Ji's family, so he can't wait to rush back, and hurry up to meet her who thinks about it day and night, God willing, let him stop saying some hurtful words without holding back.
However, before Ji Zhe could leave, the door of Xia Kuilin's room was opened by her, just now Ji Zhe cheered Lin Xiaoxia to return to Ji's voice so loud, Xia Kuilin of course heard it clearly, her feet seemed to be watered and stuck to the floor, she couldn't move, she could only watch Ji Zhe's face, showing a happy expression that she rarely had before, this kind of demeanor seemed to her to be a little particularly dazzling, she would never be mistaken, this clearly didn't want to know the enemy's expression of going home, On the contrary, he relied on and longed for his wife.
Ji Zhe also saw Xia Kuilin, knowing that his tone just now was too much, he regretted it a little, but it had come to this point, he got up, walked to Xia Kuilin's side, and wanted to hug her, but Xia Kuilin avoided her, Ji Zhe was not reluctant, he just sighed, and seemed to be a little helpless to explain: "Kui Lin, you probably know the content of the phone call just now, Xiao Xia and Qingqing are back, I think it is necessary for me to go back and take a look, can you promise me not to think nonsense?" ”
"Aren't they women you don't like Ji Zhe? The wife who was too late for divorce is now back from her parents' house, is it worth Ji Zhe to be so happy? You can't hide it from me, you don't want to divorce Lin Xiaoxia at all now, do you? Xia Kuilin, who was extremely annoyed, even spoke a little high-pitched, as if she had treated Lin Xiaoxia in the hospital ward before, which made people shudder.
It's just that in the face of her current questioning, Ji Zhe doesn't know how to answer? Just feeling upset, he frowned, sighed, and stared at him in the face of his eyes, as if he had to get an answer today, Xia Kuilin, began to be a little impatient, "Kuilin, I don't want you to continue to persecute me anymore, what should I do?" I don't have an answer now, I think we should all calm down and think about it, after all, I'm married to Xiao Xia, maybe you think it's funny to say this kind of thing now, you should think like this, after all, for Xiao Xia, I have never taken on a responsibility as a husband, and even forced Xiao Xia to kill our children with my own hands, but Xiao Xia's fate is really tragic, I don't want to treat her like before anymore, can you understand? ”
"Lin Xiaoxia's fate is very pitiful, so I won't be pitiful, right?" Xia Kuilin didn't expect that Ji Zhe would treat her like this one day? I thought that even if Ji Chenfeng would not choose her, then at least, Ji Zhe would be the one who would never give up, but I didn't expect that men were all unkind, and now not only Ji Chenfeng fell in love with Lin Xiaoxia, but even Ji Zhe was attracted to Lin Xiaoxia? She was unwilling to accept this reality no matter what, so in a hurry, she actually said unabashedly:
"You have begun to change your attitude towards Lin Xiaoxia, haven't you noticed that there is actually another man who likes her by your side? If you didn't guess wrong, Lin Xiaoxia had already gotten along with Ji Chenfeng, what happened between them? Could it be that Lin Xiaoxia denied it, do you really believe it? Ji Zhe, you weren't like this before, and you wouldn't say anything calm to me, didn't you say that you would definitely cherish it and treat me well? Is this how you treat me well? I don't accept anything to be calm! There is no need to calm down! I just want you to give me a definite answer, between me and Lin Xiaoxia, what will you choose? ”
After Xia Kuilin had already collapsed after the previous blow, the plan in her mind to deal with Ji Zhe also disappeared without a trace at this moment, she just kept venting her emotions, forcing Ji Zhe to make a choice quickly, that is because she is confident, she has been with Ji Zhe for a year, and she also knows how much this man loves her? Don't want to see her wronged?
However, this time, Xia Kuilin was disappointed, because Ji Zhe didn't give her the answer she wanted, she just looked at Xia Kuilin helplessly, and after a long time, she sighed and replied helplessly: "Maybe Kui Lin is right, with the passage of time, we have all changed to varying degrees, not only me, even Kui Lin, you have also changed, you before will never force me to make a decision, you will only silently accompany me, wait for me, worry about me, and will convey your concern for me to me quietly, But now, you don't understand my mind at all, in comparison, Xiao Xia is different from you, she will not casually fight for things that do not belong to her, and even has always been very friendly to you, never crossed this line of defense, and you? slapped her in the hospital, knowing how weak her body was at that time? But you, as a woman, have never sympathized with her, and you are not what I want at all, Aoi Lin, I'm sorry, I think we really need to calm down. ”
In the face of this woman who has been in love for a year, saying such cruel words, in fact, Ji Zhe also feels unbearable, but no matter how unbearable it is, Ji Zhe knows that Xia Kuilin's state is the result of his pampering for a year, and being pampered and arrogant has become one of Xia Kuilin's shortcomings, if she doesn't correct it, maybe she will continue forever, this is the result that Ji Zhe doesn't want to see, so leaving temporarily may be beneficial to both of them, Xia Kuilin can also repent of her time for a while. Those wrong things to do, as for the development trend of the relationship between two people? Ji Zhe was still hesitating. After Ji Zhe said this, he opened the door and prepared to leave without saying a word, but Xia Kuilin still roared unrelentingly behind him.