Chapter 444: What is Love?
When he heard Yao Siman ask about Mira's name, Victor was stunned, and then he realized that he seemed to have accidentally slipped his mouth just now.
After a few seconds of silence, Victor slowly turned back to the sofa with a numb and tired face, bent down to pick up the wine bottle on the ground, poured himself another glass of spirits, and walked to the window step by step......
"Mira? She was no one, just the daughter of a former servant in my family. ”
The man turned his back to Yao Siman and said lightly, stood in front of the window and tilted his head, grunted, and took a whole glass of whiskey.
Yao Siman sat up from the bed, glanced at the wine bottle on the side of the red sofa, and looked at the empty glass in Victor's hand, feeling that the atmosphere in the room at the moment was inexplicably depressing.
"Victor, so Mira is the one you've always liked?" The girl looked at Victor's lonely long back as if she was thinking, and asked tentatively.
Victor looked at the world outside the window expressionlessly, and bowed slightly, "I like it, I like it." However, what about liking, it's not the same as losing ......"
As he spoke, he looked down at the empty wine glass in his hand, turned around slightly, and stared at the wine bottle on the ground with a pair of slightly misty light blue eyes, and walked towards the sofa with a slightly unsteady step.
Seeing this, Yao Siman quickly got out of bed and snatched the wine bottle first.
"Victor, you're already drunk, don't drink anymore." The girl said with a serious face, full of worry.
Victor walked to Yao Siman's side, looked at her, a warm color quietly flashed in his eyes, and suddenly smiled faintly, "Xiaoman, okay, I won't drink anymore." ”
As the words fell, he finally put the empty wine glass on the bedside table, then turned and sat down on the sofa, feeling a little dizzy, and bent his legs on the sofa and lay down on his side.
Seeing that Victor was finally willing to be obedient and stop drinking, Yao Siman breathed a sigh of relief, put down the wine bottle, and sat on the big bed again.
"Xiaoman, in fact, I really hope that you can have a good result with Lu Xiaoran.
In you, I seem to see the shadow of me and Mira.
Do you know?
When I was seventeen or eighteen years old, I was also very domineering.
Except for my mom and dad, almost no one in the family dared to speak out loud in front of me.
And what about Mira? Scold......
is obviously the daughter of a servant, but she is very bold. ”
At this point, I don't know what Victor thought, and suddenly showed a childlike smile, and continued:
"I remember the first time I met her, she was only fifteen.
Because her parents were divorced and her father didn't want her, her mother had no choice but to take her from the countryside to London and put her in our castle.
It must have been a short time since she moved into the castle, probably because she wanted to see our castle everywhere, right? I sneaked into my room by mistake.
Xiaoman, do you know how funny she is?
Obviously, she shouldn't be wandering around in the castle, but when she bumped into me changing clothes, she actually said that I was a big pervert, and ran out with a red face after speaking.
I really can't understand her logic.
I was quite angry at the time, but then I think about it, how she was at the time...... It's really cute.
It's a pity that I didn't know how to like someone at that time, and I always couldn't help but want to run to see her, and then play tricks on her while she was working.
Mira's temper is not very good, and she can scream at me when I knock her head with my hand or sneak behind her and pull her hair.
If I had soiled the floor she had just wiped, she would have splashed me with dirty water.
I just like to see her angry, though.
When we first met, Mira was not very willing to approach me, and only when she was angry would her eyes stay on me and be willing to talk to me.
By the way, and that ......"
Recalling the good old days, Victor's lips were smiling, especially when he talked about Mira's later fall in love with him, his eyes seemed to shine brighter than the stars.
Yao Siman put his hands on his cheeks, couldn't bear to interject, and only listened seriously, as if he was accompanying him to experience those simple and beautiful things, and a glimmer of light shone in his heart.
It's just that the moment Victor talked about the ending between the two of them, the light in his eyes disappeared again.
Because, no matter how pure and beautiful the past was, it has long been a thing of the past, and the innocent and lovely blonde girl back then has not been heard from since she was secretly driven away by her father......
"Xiaoman, you say......
Do two people have to be the right person when they are together?
Could it be that our ancestors have noble blood, so I can't marry a country girl?
I thought I could always be a flower butterfly without legs and without stopping, and then live like this.
But......
I've recently suddenly started to feel more and more bored with those women all day.
Although those women painted all kinds of exquisite makeup, they were all the same in their bones, which was really boring and tired.
Xiaoman, I was fine when I was with you, but when I was alone, I felt that my heart was ...... It's so empty. ”
Victor's voice was a little drunk, and he muttered one sentence after another, his eyes half-open, not knowing what he was looking at.
Yao Siman could feel the bottomless loneliness and dazedness in the other party's heart, and couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable.
"Victor, you should know that those women are the same kind of people.
Since even you don't find it interesting, why do you keep talking to them? ”
The girl asked softly, with confusion and distress in her eyes.
Victor's eyes closed little by little, and he smiled weakly, "Who makes me afraid of being alone, especially at night, it's too quiet, it's too lonely."
I don't like them, but I need them.
And all they want is money, and I have money to give them.
It's just that now I feel ...... They don't seem to be able to fill the emptiness in my heart.
As for the good girls, I really can't give them what they want......
Xiaoman, you must not give up Lu Xiaoran easily, don't give up, why should love be divided into status.
Mira, you know what? My father sent me an email today saying that he had chosen a suitable marriage for me in Paris.
It turns out that as long as the family background is good enough, no matter how bad the reputation is, there will still be people willing to marry......
Mira, I don't want to marry anyone else, where are you now? Let's elope, or stay in the countryside.
I don't want a castle anymore, I don't want money, I don't want anything, just you.
Mira, Mira......"
Victor was really drunk, and he kept talking and talking with his eyes closed, and kept calling Mira's name, and his voice became softer and softer, until there was silence in the room.
Yao Siman looked at Victor, who had been hypnotized by alcohol, and sighed softly, wondering what the situation was, and why it always made people so sad and sad.
She didn't understand that it was also because of love, sometimes, it makes people happy, and sometimes, it makes people so lonely......
She didn't understand, but she felt the same for Victor.
Because of this kind of love like a spirit, she has smelled its tangy fragrance and tasted its spiciness......
She stood up, closed the window, and took another blanket and put it over Victor's body.
After taking care of everything, Yao Siman walked to the bedside, picked up his mobile phone and looked at the time, it was already twelve o'clock in the night.
"Knock Knock Knock ......."
The girl lifted the quilt and was just about to lie down, when someone knocked on the door.