Chapter 153: I Finally Lost You
After dinner, the group went to KTV to continue the second half of the activity.
Xiao Yiran, who is a Maiba, has no desire to occupy the microphone and show his singing voice.
Some of the friends are playing with dice, some are singing, and some are drinking, but Xiao Yiran, as the protagonist, is alone on the sofa in the corner with his eyes closed.
Seeing that he had been in a depressed mood all night, Yu Kaicheng sat down next to him, knocked his arm, and asked, "What's wrong with you?" It's your birthday today, but you look dying? ”
"Abandoned!" Xiao Yiran said a little deflated.
"What? You? Abandoned by whom?! Yu Kaicheng asked loudly in disbelief. He was a little louder, but fortunately his friends were moving on their own and didn't pay attention to them.
"You know each other, too!" After Xiao Yiran finished speaking, when he thought that Yu Kaicheng wanted to flirt with Lu Chuxi, he suddenly glanced at Yu Kaicheng and scolded him: "You are a scumbag." ”
"Huh? Xiao Yiran, are you drunk? Being suddenly despised by him, Yu Kai and the second monk were puzzled.
Just when he was wondering why Xiao Yiran was scolding himself, thinking that Xiao Yiran said that the person who abandoned him was someone he also knew, Yu Kaicheng suddenly broke out in a cold sweat and asked cautiously: "The person who abandoned you can't be some of my ex-girlfriends, right?" ”
"You don't have that much charisma!" Xiao Yiran resisted the urge to give him another roll of the eyes. If Lu Chuxi falls in love with Yu Kaicheng, then he will not only doubt his charm, but also Lu Chuxi's eyesight.
"Who the hell is that?" Yu Kaicheng's curiosity was completely aroused by Xiao Yiran. He could naturally see that the person in Xiao Yiran's mouth was not Wang Xinxin. But apart from Wang Xinxin, which other girl he knows and has an extraordinary relationship with Xiao Yiran?
"No comment!" After Xiao Yiran coldly shook off these four words, he continued to close his eyes and recuperate.
He suddenly felt that he was not even as good as Yu Kaicheng. Yu Kaicheng was fascinated by Lu Chuxi's ghost when he saw Lu Chuxi for the first time. He has been a classmate of Lu Chuxi for seven years, why didn't he discover her beauty earlier.
It's all damn self-esteem. His self-esteem made him only see Lu Chuxi's strong side, but he couldn't see the beauty and charm behind her efforts.
Just when Xiao Yiran was secretly sad, friend A shouted in front of the song ordering platform: "Brother Ran, let's have a song." Whatever you want to sing, I'll help you order a song. ”
"That's right, Xiao Maiba, you haven't shown your skills today, hurry up, we want to hear you sing." Friend B dropped the half-played dice in his hand and shouted excitedly at Xiao Yiran.
With them taking the lead, other friends coaxed Xiao Yiran to come to a song, a song.
Xiao Yiran didn't shirk it, stepped forward alone, and ordered a classic old song by Li Zongsheng "I Finally Lost You", just because the name of the song was very consistent with his mood at the moment.
As soon as they saw that Xiao Yiran was about to sing a sad love song, while the friends were surprised, they all saw that Xiao Yiran was deeply hurt.
Some people cautiously cast their eyes on Wang Xinxin, and found that the expression on Wang Xinxin's face was full of grief.
In order to give face to King Xinxin, they could only choose to listen to the song silently and dare not publish any topics on their own. I was afraid that the words that I accidentally said would make Wang Xinxin even worse.
On such a festive day, Xiao Yiran sang this song, and the emotional destination in his heart was already clear at a glance. No matter how obsessed Wang Xinxin is, she doesn't have the courage and energy to continue to entangle.
She generously turned on the recording function of her mobile phone, ready to record Xiao Yiran's last song. This song, for Xiao Yiran, is a portrayal of his mood. For her, why not?
It's just that Xiao Yiran is much happier than her. At the very least, Xiao Yiran once had, and there will be opportunities to continue chasing in the future. But her relationship has ended before it has even begun.
When Chen Xinye saw the title of the song, his first thought was: This song Senior Brother Xiao is sung to Sister Xi.
She wanted to pick up her mobile phone and video with Lu Chuxi, so that Lu Chuxi could listen to Xiao Yiran's heart. But because Wang Xinxin was sitting next to her, she didn't dare and couldn't do it.
So she could only take out her mobile phone to record it. Fortunately, Xiao Yiran has the reputation of the king of singers among his friends, and every time he sings, there will be countless people holding mobile phones and recording videos, and sending short videos to share. So Chen Xinye's behavior did not attract everyone's attention.
Under the gaze of everyone who was curious, sad or excited, Xiao Yiran sang affectionately about his mood.
And when all the people depart from me, you urge me to be patient.
And accompany me through the longest winter of my life, so forgiving.
When all the people are close to me, you want me to be quiet and calm.
It seems to know that I have a heart that is never quiet, and it is easy to get stirred.
I finally let millions of hands wave in front of me,
I finally have a thousand warm smiles.
I finally let the crowd be deeply moved by me,
I forgot to tell you that you have always been in my heart.
Ah~ I finally lost you, in the crowd.
I've finally lost you......
Singing this, the hearts of the people present trembled, and they clearly heard Xiao Yiran's singing with choked throats.
Wang Xinxin shed tears of empathy uncontrollably. She doesn't care about being laughed at by others, these people are her and Xiao Yiran's mutual friends, and her heart for Xiao Yiran's Sima Zhao, her friends have long been clear. She didn't hide it anymore, but let herself cry.
Chen Xinye was so moved by Xiao Yiran's crying that he almost cried, turned his face to see Wang Xinxin crying silently, and hurriedly gave the mobile phone recording to Bai Yi beside him, and he continued his unfinished actions, and then took out a few tissues to help Wang Xinxin wipe his tears as soon as possible.
Wang Xinxin shook her head at Chen Xinye and said with her mouth: I'm fine.
But Chen Xinye knew that she couldn't really be fine. For Wang Xinxin, this night should be the darkest moment in her life.
The person she loves deeply, in front of the public, sings "I Finally Lost You" sadly. even sang to the emotional place, leaving a man's tears.
Wang Xinxin If only she could be fine. If she can really be fine, it means that she really let go of Xiao Yiran.
In this game of I love you, you love her, and who does she love, Wang Xinxin is destined to be the injured person. But her pain was not given to her by Xiao Yiran, but caused by her own obsession.
Since having Lu Chuxi, Xiao Yiran has rejected Wang Xinxin's confession again and again, and reaffirmed his love again and again. But Wang Xinxin was immersed in the past childhood friendship and couldn't get out.
In order to win Xiao Yiran's heart, she ruthlessly let Xu Oulin drive away Lu Chuxi's mother and daughter. But now that nearly half a year has passed, Xiao Yiran not only did not have the slightest heart for her, but loved Lu Chuxi more and more. This made Wang Xinxin completely desperate, and also made her completely sober.